SingleDoubt
12/15/05, 04:19 AM
so i post a lot about my girlfriend, and it's because we have ups and downs, but im wondering what it's gonna be like when im gone. i know she'll probably realize what she's lost, but right now, i just feel so unnappreciated. i do everything (and i mean everything) for her. whatever she needs, im there in a second to provide. im not a bitch, im just very devoted. she doesnt seem to understand that. while i'm usually pretty modest, i know that when im gone, she's gonna have to face reality when her next boyfriend is nothing like me and doesnt do all this shit for her.
the worst part about this whole thing is that she's been with the most horrible guys you can imagine. guys that made her do things against her will, treated her like shit, and abused her. she's been with these horrible people and she still has no appreciation for the one guy that would never even think of hurting her. it's putting a strain on me mentally. i dunno what to do anymore, she always just seems pissed off and annoyed at me. i'm at a loss for how to think or what to do.
the worst part about this whole thing is that she's been with the most horrible guys you can imagine. guys that made her do things against her will, treated her like shit, and abused her. she's been with these horrible people and she still has no appreciation for the one guy that would never even think of hurting her. it's putting a strain on me mentally. i dunno what to do anymore, she always just seems pissed off and annoyed at me. i'm at a loss for how to think or what to do.