NoMoreChips
01/24/06, 12:58 PM
This is my situation I broke up with my girlfriend of two years back at the begin of summer and after that haven’t talked to her or seen her for like 6 months after that then around thanksgiving we started talking again and hanging out here and there we were friends again…during this whole time I’m wondering to my self can we really get back together again and can we really be just friends after everything we had..note we did break up on bad terms too and I hated her for it too but I got over it learned from it and grew from it…but I’m extra careful especially around her cuz I don’t wanna get hurt again..so this past weekend I run into her at this bar so we hang out the whole night and she ends up asking me to take her home so I drop off my friend and then we hook up note being that we were buzzed but not drunk you know we knew what we where doing,,,so after everythings done I’m lying in her room with her and she tells me you know this is just a hook up right we not back together and did you really think that we would get back together, cuz it didn’t work blah blah blah…I told her realistically I don’t think so I don’t know whats gonna happen come tomorrow cuz anything could happen and was like in a perfect situation I would want that then she gives like the biggest smile and was like why and I said when it was good it was great and then hugged me and was like I still wanna be your friend…also note that in her room everything I ever gave her is still up in her room and I letter I wrote her is up on her door...like I would love to get back with her but I feel like I’m getting to know her all over again and I feel she has a lot to prove to me like I’m scared to give it my all..i can tell shes holding back its ok for me to feel like that right??...but shes so confusing cuz its like one moment you can tell she still likes me then another moment she can be a bitch…girls are freaking confusing...now I wonder if things are gonna be weird since we hooked up