AnomicSoul
06/21/09, 10:44 PM
Forever lost inside the pensive state of mind
Stranded on these solitary roads that lead ahead
Afflictions and the secrecy can no longer be entwined
Living with a concealed mind, brain sick child needs to bloom
Just assume, I'm nothing but a seed from a diseased womb
Forgotten faces are all I see, fading away into the night skies
Deceptive behind the beautiful eyes
Those beautiful eyes who left me cold and in despair
And you know this aint fair and I know you are aware
I will not say a prayer, what can it repair?
All I wish is that I could get you out of my memory
So I wouldn't ever have to think of you
Dream of things that will never come true
If only you could have a taste of what I suffer through
Maybe you could see light in the darkness
Hidden behind the darkness, forever in me
Genuine face buried by the life long absence of elation
Blame the man cause he is the force behind all of creation?
Point the finger at anyone but me, Knowing it' was me all along
I never asked for this to seep and linger within me
I try to be strong, though I know I'm wrong
Gave up on changing what has always been
I cannot bear another moment with failure laughing in my ear
Like I never tried to change these sins
It all is waiting to begin, yet again
And I cant fight this anymore
I can't see this clearly anymore
With everything good passing me by
I have no choice
Never looking to the sky
When will I find the strength to say good-bye
Defy all odds, in this life that's a fist fight
And in one's own right, they'd rather see me lose this fight
Cut out my lights, make that rope tight, just right
And outright take me out of sight
In search of my sweet salvation
Hoping for a devine revalation
With a sense of desperation
I put down my temptation
Come to the realization
That I lost all obligation
And I'm losing my inspiration
With new mounds of frustration
I seek for the explanation
I search for my destination
With a high level of expectation
Come to find it's only in my imagination
I tried to find appreciation
Only to find discrimination
From this hateful population
Don't take this as an misinterpretation
This is my personification
Focused on this delusional infatuation
The mind gets acceleration
I can't pretend this life is a sensation
Knowing I can't change this situation
I find myself in isolation
Looking for an explanation
For my self annihilation
Stranded on these solitary roads that lead ahead
Afflictions and the secrecy can no longer be entwined
Living with a concealed mind, brain sick child needs to bloom
Just assume, I'm nothing but a seed from a diseased womb
Forgotten faces are all I see, fading away into the night skies
Deceptive behind the beautiful eyes
Those beautiful eyes who left me cold and in despair
And you know this aint fair and I know you are aware
I will not say a prayer, what can it repair?
All I wish is that I could get you out of my memory
So I wouldn't ever have to think of you
Dream of things that will never come true
If only you could have a taste of what I suffer through
Maybe you could see light in the darkness
Hidden behind the darkness, forever in me
Genuine face buried by the life long absence of elation
Blame the man cause he is the force behind all of creation?
Point the finger at anyone but me, Knowing it' was me all along
I never asked for this to seep and linger within me
I try to be strong, though I know I'm wrong
Gave up on changing what has always been
I cannot bear another moment with failure laughing in my ear
Like I never tried to change these sins
It all is waiting to begin, yet again
And I cant fight this anymore
I can't see this clearly anymore
With everything good passing me by
I have no choice
Never looking to the sky
When will I find the strength to say good-bye
Defy all odds, in this life that's a fist fight
And in one's own right, they'd rather see me lose this fight
Cut out my lights, make that rope tight, just right
And outright take me out of sight
In search of my sweet salvation
Hoping for a devine revalation
With a sense of desperation
I put down my temptation
Come to the realization
That I lost all obligation
And I'm losing my inspiration
With new mounds of frustration
I seek for the explanation
I search for my destination
With a high level of expectation
Come to find it's only in my imagination
I tried to find appreciation
Only to find discrimination
From this hateful population
Don't take this as an misinterpretation
This is my personification
Focused on this delusional infatuation
The mind gets acceleration
I can't pretend this life is a sensation
Knowing I can't change this situation
I find myself in isolation
Looking for an explanation
For my self annihilation