Lifesnatcher
07/21/09, 04:04 PM
You were the one who gave to me, the ability
But I hate you for what you made of me
I was a machine
But somehow, I’ve become something, something else, something different
Nuclear
And I don’t have much time left
I’ve lost control
I could self-destruct at any second
And I cannot wish the same fate to even my worse enemy
But I hate you for what you made of me
I was the machine
God held my left hand as the devil held my right
But I was the machine
And if I could have chosen death
I would finally know what it feels like to sleep
I’m finding me, and it’s closer to recovery
But I’m still starving and missing several parts of me
I’m finding me, and it’s closer to recovery
But I’m still starving and missing several parts of me
And I’ll always be an infant
I won’t ever make it
My mother didn’t want me
The monster inside was growing
My father never loved me
And he knew that she was dying
The abortion never carried
And my mother, she was buried
But a child was breathing
And my father, it was killing
And if the doctors could come back to life
I’ll live long enough to forget how breathe
God held my left hand as the devil held my right
But I was the machine
And if I could have chosen death
I would finally know what it feels like to sleep
My mother didn’t want me
The monster inside was growing
My father never loved me
And he knew that she was dying
The abortion never carried
And my mother, she was buried
But a child was breathing
And my father, it was killing
And if the doctors could come back to life
I’ll live long enough to forget how breathe
I am fictional, I never made it out of my mother
I do not exist at all, I was only another
And to become one of the family
I must breathe the disease
And I cannot wish the same fate to even my worse enemy
Oh, I’ll die before I ever feel alive
The jaws of death are forever opened wide
I am swallowed whole, but not eaten as the rest of me were
The jaws of the sky are forever opened wide
I am swallowed whole, but not eaten as the rest of me were
Consider me a curse, deliver me from Earth
Oh, I’ll die before I ever feel alive
But I hate you for what you made of me
I was a machine
But somehow, I’ve become something, something else, something different
Nuclear
And I don’t have much time left
I’ve lost control
I could self-destruct at any second
And I cannot wish the same fate to even my worse enemy
But I hate you for what you made of me
I was the machine
God held my left hand as the devil held my right
But I was the machine
And if I could have chosen death
I would finally know what it feels like to sleep
I’m finding me, and it’s closer to recovery
But I’m still starving and missing several parts of me
I’m finding me, and it’s closer to recovery
But I’m still starving and missing several parts of me
And I’ll always be an infant
I won’t ever make it
My mother didn’t want me
The monster inside was growing
My father never loved me
And he knew that she was dying
The abortion never carried
And my mother, she was buried
But a child was breathing
And my father, it was killing
And if the doctors could come back to life
I’ll live long enough to forget how breathe
God held my left hand as the devil held my right
But I was the machine
And if I could have chosen death
I would finally know what it feels like to sleep
My mother didn’t want me
The monster inside was growing
My father never loved me
And he knew that she was dying
The abortion never carried
And my mother, she was buried
But a child was breathing
And my father, it was killing
And if the doctors could come back to life
I’ll live long enough to forget how breathe
I am fictional, I never made it out of my mother
I do not exist at all, I was only another
And to become one of the family
I must breathe the disease
And I cannot wish the same fate to even my worse enemy
Oh, I’ll die before I ever feel alive
The jaws of death are forever opened wide
I am swallowed whole, but not eaten as the rest of me were
The jaws of the sky are forever opened wide
I am swallowed whole, but not eaten as the rest of me were
Consider me a curse, deliver me from Earth
Oh, I’ll die before I ever feel alive