Ocd

[Sydney_Darko]

So I’ve dealt with OCD for about four years now. But this is a different kind. I have an OCD for knowledge. Have you ever had to know something and it bothered you until you figured out what it was? Well take the uncomfortable feeling and multiply it by five and that’s me. I have to know what it is that I’m pondering over. If I don’t, I experience bouts of anger, sadness, deep depression, mania, hysteria…Etc…My parents won’t take me to the doctor because the pills will just fuck me up. And I don’t wanna take pills anyways. But I become obsessive over people, movie stars for instance. Like now, Jared Leto (who’s heard of him?) is my obsession. I must know everything I can about him and I need pics of him in my room. I have found that once I know everything, the obsession fades away and another one eventually replaces it. Like Heath Ledger used to be one of mine after he died. I was majorly obsessed with finding things out about him. Watching all his movies, interviews, etc. (The Dark Knight is my fav of his). Then he got replaced by Cillian Murphy (28 Days Later, Batman Begins, and Disco Pigs) and it’s gone on, ever since. I don’t know why I get these tics in my mind, it just happens. Sometimes it’s depressing, sometimes it’s fun to discover new things, new people. One obsession usually leads to the next. So I’m just curious, is there anyone else out there? Anyone who has an OCD (the ‘normal’ kind) or shares mine? Please let me know!

[Animalhill]

Not trying to be an ass, but there's a thread in here called, 'Mental Disorders' that this could be posted in.

[Sydney_Darko]

Not trying to be an ass, but there's a thread in here called, 'Mental Disorders' that this could be posted in.
I don't believe it to be a mental disorder. Just something to work around. Thanks though, you're still an ass :D

[Animalhill]

I don't believe it to be a mental disorder. Just something to work around. Thanks though, you're still an ass :D
It is, indeed, a mental disorder. I'm a paranoid schizophrenic, so me calling you, 'crazy' would be like bigfoot telling a dude he has a stupid amount of body hair. ;-)

[Reaver]

Don't you think it's a little inappropriate to join a forum and start making threads right on like this? and you didn't even write them here, you just copied everything from some other page. so either you are reeeeally desperate or you just suck. well, don't blame me. i'm just sayin what everyone's thinkin.

OT: tl;dr

[maxvsmaradona]

I don't believe it to be a mental disorder. Just something to work around. Thanks though, you're still an ass :D

Well, then, I don't believe you have a problem. I think you just want attention.

[AlkalineAshes]

hahah its not a mental disorder, read the damn DSM

[Sydney_Darko]

It is, indeed, a mental disorder. I'm a paranoid schizophrenic, so me calling you, 'crazy' would be like bigfoot telling a dude he has a stupid amount of body hair. ;-)
hmmm

[Sydney_Darko]

Well, then, I don't believe you have a problem. I think you just want attention.
No, not at all, just wanting to see if others out there are the same? what's wrong with that? strength in numbers

[Animalhill]

hmmm
EXACTLY

[Kassie09]

It is something treated by a psychologist/psychiatrist/therapist so it's a mental problem, it's like ocd is a physical problem..

anyway
take the meds they're awesome

[Sydney_Darko]

Don't you think it's a little inappropriate to join a forum and start making threads right on like this? and you didn't even write them here, you just copied everything from some other page. so either you are reeeeally desperate or you just suck. well, don't blame me. i'm just sayin what everyone's thinkin.

OT: tl;dr
You're right, I copied it after I wrote it on Microsoft Word because I'm currently at school and places like this aren't allowed, and it would have taken too long to type it here without getting caught.

[Sydney_Darko]

It is something treated by a psychologist/psychiatrist/therapist so it's a mental problem, it's like ocd is a physical problem..

anyway
take the meds they're awesome
seriously?

[maxvsmaradona]

No, not at all, just wanting to see if others out there are the same? what's wrong with that? strength in numbers

I think you just think too much about things. You don't have ocd.

[Sydney_Darko]

hahah its not a mental disorder, read the damn DSM
DSM? explain please?

[Kassie09]

seriously?

I dunno, I like them. They make your mind rest and not jump around, it's nice to have some peace.

[Sydney_Darko]

I think you just think too much about things. You don't have ocd.
really? that's not what multiple screenings and psychiatric visits have said???

[Sydney_Darko]

I dunno, I like them. They make your mind rest and not jump around, it's nice to have some peace.
I bet, however my rentals won't let me..."mind altering"

[Smash Adams]

Being obsessed with Jared Leto is called being a teenager not OCD

[Sydney_Darko]

hahah its not a mental disorder, read the damn DSM
Nvm diagnostic and Statiscal manual of mental disorders...got it

[Animalhill]

Being obsessed with Jared Leto is called being a teenager not OCD
:-d

[Sydney_Darko]

Being obsessed with Jared Leto is called being a teenager not OCD
that i understand, but then there's OVERLY obsessed...that goes beyond teenage shit...like when people start to ask and talk behind your back...

[Sydney_Darko]

:-d
really could you be any more of an ass right now? ;-)

[Animalhill]

Fun Fact: Jared Lehto once tried to bang my ex-girlfriend before we were dating.... she was 15. Hope that cures your obsession with him ;-)

[maxvsmaradona]

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][COLOR=#000000]My parents won’t take me to the doctor because the pills will just fuck me up.

really? that's not what multiple screenings and psychiatric visits have said???

I don't know, you tell me?

This is ocd

Rn1OYlYzgm8

This isn't

_EcX4OtLWVs

[Kassie09]

I bet, however my rentals won't let me..."mind altering"
they are mind altering but your parent should realize your current mind sucks
oh well wait til you turn 18

Fun Fact: Jared Lehto once tried to bang my ex-girlfriend before we were dating.... she was 15. Hope that cures your obsession with him ;-)

hahahahahahaaha it's awesome when famous guys try to sleep with you when you're only 15. hhahahahah

[Sydney_Darko]

Fun Fact: Jared Lehto once tried to bang my ex-girlfriend before we were dating.... she was 15. Hope that cures your obsession with him ;-)
really? that's a fun fact indeed. it's leto not lehto and how come i don't believe you???

[Animalhill]

they are mind altering but your parent should realize your current mind sucks
oh well wait til you turn 18



hahahahahahaaha it's awesome when famous guys try to sleep with you when you're only 15. hhahahahah
hahaha right!? He's a fucking dirt bag.

[Sydney_Darko]

they are mind altering but your parent should realize your current mind sucks
oh well wait til you turn 18



hahahahahahaaha it's awesome when famous guys try to sleep with you when you're only 15. hhahahahah
I'd agree, so no, it doesn't put me off.

[Sydney_Darko]

hahaha right!? He's a fucking dirt bag.
wait i don't get it...how?

[Sydney_Darko]

I don't know, you tell me?

This is ocd

Rn1OYlYzgm8

This isn't

_EcX4OtLWVs
just because my rentals don't take me, doesn't mean I don't try to get help...but that's ok...maybe I'm not OCD and just severkly fucked up in the head otherwise...is that what you wanna hear?

[Smash Adams]

hahaha right!? He's a fucking dirt bag.
and his cock hurts like satan
http://www.voy.com/16357/25377.html

[Animalhill]

really? that's a fun fact indeed. it's leto not lehto and how come i don't believe you???
I don't give a shit whether you believe me or not, to tell you the truth. I know its true, it was pretty scarring for her (I guess he was fairly insistent). Enjoy your day.

[Animalhill]

and his cock hurts like satan
http://www.voy.com/16357/25377.html
hahahahahaha I kind of want to throw something at the bimbo that wrote that.

[Sydney_Darko]

and his cock hurts like satan
http://www.voy.com/16357/25377.html
we wanna know this why? *oh wait I do* no, not really.

[Sydney_Darko]

I don't give a shit whether you believe me or not, to tell you the truth. I know its true, it was pretty scarring for her (I guess he was fairly insistent). Enjoy your day.
and how did she meet him?

[Animalhill]

and how did she meet him?
I believe Warped Tour like 3 or 4 years ago? It was after 30 Seconds to Gay had just played.

[Sydney_Darko]

I believe Warped Tour like 3 or 4 years ago? It was after 30 Seconds to Gay had just played.
you know i'm gonna have to look all that up now and see if anyone else has been "tortured and scarred for life" by him. great. THANKS! so much, i mean that, now I have something to truly research other than pointless facts and if I do find anything I will ... I dunno yet actually. So thanks for sharing that info...truly from the bottom of my heart. haha you think i'm nuts. I must be doing something right.

[PopPunkKid]

I have OCD... I've known I've had it for about 3 years now. Most of my OCD fears are based on me thinking that I'm going to lose control of myself and forget what I believe in. A recurring one has been me thinking that I'm going to go insane and hurt/kill people... which of course is absolutely ridiculous, considering I'm an extremely non-violent person, I've never even been in a "real" fight in my whole life, and I've never seriously hurt someone. I was on meds for a little while, but I stopped taking them... I'm probably going back soon to get a new prescription though, because it's been pretty severe lately.

I rarely tell even my closest friends what goes on in my head with my OCD... because I really think to people who don't have OCD, we must seem like we're insane.

[Sydney_Darko]

I have OCD... I've known I've had it for about 3 years now. Most of my OCD fears are based on me thinking that I'm going to lose control of myself and forget what I believe in. A recurring one has been me thinking that I'm going to go insane and hurt/kill people... which of course is absolutely ridiculous, considering I'm an extremely non-violent person, I've never even been in a "real" fight in my whole life, and I've never seriously hurt someone. I was on meds for a little while, but I stopped taking them... I'm probably going back soon to get a new prescription though, because it's been pretty severe lately.

I rarely tell even my closest friends what goes on in my head with my OCD... because I really think to people who don't have OCD, we must seem like we're insane.
finally someone who's not bashing leto. yeah...what kind of meds? and how did you start out? like mild? or did it just happen?

[Sydney_Darko]

I believe Warped Tour like 3 or 4 years ago? It was after 30 Seconds to Gay had just played.
oh another fun fact, watch him on youtube, he beats the shit out of his security people for trying to help him and he bashed someone in the head with his microphone because they were too grabby.

[maxvsmaradona]

just because my rentals don't take me, doesn't mean I don't try to get help...but that's ok...maybe I'm not OCD and just severkly fucked up in the head otherwise...is that what you wanna hear?

No, you're not severely fucked in the head, you just think too much. Just chill the fuck out and listen to good music. Something that isn't 30 Seconds to Mars.

[PopPunkKid]

finally someone who's not bashing leto. yeah...what kind of meds? and how did you start out? like mild? or did it just happen?


I was on Lexapro for awhile, which is mostly an anti-depressant, but it's supposed to help for OCD a bit too. I'd really like to try an anti-obsessive medication one of these days, if my doctors would ever prescribe it to me.

3 years ago I basically had a breakdown, and discovered that I have OCD, panic disorder, depression, and general anxiety disorder. I had a cousin who died of brain cancer that year, and I was pretty much convinced that I was going to die. First I thought I was going to have a brain anuerysm, then I thought I was going to have a heart attack... all while I was 17 years old. I had to go to the ER a couple times because I faked out my parents telling them I thought I was dying, and I was in and out of the doctor's at least a dozen times within a month. After visiting a psychiatrist, I was diagnosed.

Finally they put me on meds and I kind of accepted that I wasn't going to die, but then the OCD just moved onto other things. That's when the fear that I was going to hurt people came in, followed by thinking I was going to go insane, fear that I would become schizophrenic, fear that I would completely change beyond my will, etc.

It was pretty bad for the first year or so, but it settled down after that. The past couple months, however, it's been coming back pretty strong. :-/

[Sydney_Darko]

No, you're not severely fucked in the head, you just think too much. Just chill the fuck out and listen to good music. Something that isn't 30 Seconds to Mars.
that isn't? kinda hard...so i just read something interesting...I think I need to make an apology to someone...

[Sydney_Darko]

I was on Lexapro for awhile, which is mostly an anti-depressant, but it's supposed to help for OCD a bit too. I'd really like to try an anti-obsessive medication one of these days, if my doctors would ever prescribe it to me.

3 years ago I basically had a breakdown, and discovered that I have OCD, panic disorder, depression, and general anxiety disorder. I had a cousin who died of brain cancer that year, and I was pretty much convinced that I was going to die. First I thought I was going to have a brain anuerysm, then I thought I was going to have a heart attack... all while I was 17 years old. I had to go to the ER a couple times because I faked out my parents telling them I thought I was dying, and I was in and out of the doctor's at least a dozen times within a month. After visiting a psychiatrist, I was diagnosed.

Finally they put me on meds and I kind of accepted that I wasn't going to die, but then the OCD just moved onto other things. That's when the fear that I was going to hurt people came in, followed by thinking I was going to go insane, fear that I would become schizophrenic, fear that I would completely change beyond my will, etc.

It was pretty bad for the first year or so, but it settled down after that. The past couple months, however, it's been coming back pretty strong. :-/
Hmmm, well I wish the best for you. I am nowhere near as bad as that. Used to be a year or two ago, felt the same way about hurting people...but I don't know if that's just cuz I was angry...but I held myself back a lot when it came to friends and stuff, cuz I'd hav insane thoughts...never told anyoen though

[maxvsmaradona]

Being obsessed with Jared Leto is called being a teenager not OCD

:lol:

[maxvsmaradona]

that isn't? kinda hard...so i just read something interesting...I think I need to make an apology to someone...

No, 30 Seconds to Mars isn't good. At all.

and to who?

[Sydney_Darko]

I believe Warped Tour like 3 or 4 years ago? It was after 30 Seconds to Gay had just played.
I think I have an apology to make. So there's been a shit load of assualt things about Jared...but who knows if they're true or not. Jesus, I'm quite frightened now...but as fucked up as I am, makes him all the more enticing. Anyways, sorry for calling you an ass, sorry for being a bitch and sorry for disbelieving someone truly trying to help ... truce?

[Sydney_Darko]

:lol:
don't even fucking go there.

[Sydney_Darko]

No, 30 Seconds to Mars isn't good. At all.

and to who?
Animalhill

[PopPunkKid]

Hmmm, well I wish the best for you. I am nowhere near as bad as that. Used to be a year or two ago, felt the same way about hurting people...but I don't know if that's just cuz I was angry...but I held myself back a lot when it came to friends and stuff, cuz I'd hav insane thoughts...never told anyoen though


Thank you. :)

And believe it or not, I'm actually not as bad as some people are with OCD haha. I've heard of people who are much worse, unfortunately.

[Sydney_Darko]

Thank you. :)

And believe it or not, I'm actually not as bad as some people are with OCD haha. I've heard of people who are much worse, unfortunately.
Yeah no problem. I know someone that has had more labels put on him by doctors than any other people I know combined. you name it he "has it" poor kid. I love him to death though, prolly a little too much. there goes the ocd ish thoughts again...I dunno...people are pretty harsh about this subject *COUGH COUGH* seriously.

[Animalhill]

you know i'm gonna have to look all that up now and see if anyone else has been "tortured and scarred for life" by him. great. THANKS! so much, i mean that, now I have something to truly research other than pointless facts and if I do find anything I will ... I dunno yet actually. So thanks for sharing that info...truly from the bottom of my heart. haha you think i'm nuts. I must be doing something right.
I don't think you're crazy, because like I said, in comparison with you, I am nearly bat-shit.
oh another fun fact, watch him on youtube, he beats the shit out of his security people for trying to help him and he bashed someone in the head with his microphone because they were too grabby.
Oy vey- sounds like a...nice dude?

[Sventhegreat]

Haha I love the part that says "Jared Leto (who's heard of him?)."

[Sydney_Darko]

Bat-shit? hmmm....I beg to differ. you don't seem so bad...i have a paranoid schizophrenic friend....omg oy ve??? lol i love that phrase

[Sydney_Darko]

Haha I love the part that says "Jared Leto (who's heard of him?)."
yeah that was dumb...stupid me. oh well

[maxvsmaradona]

don't even fucking go there.

Oh, I so totes went there. And I thought about it, you wouldn't have ocd, you would technically have an addiction. But, you're a young girl, so you're just a celebrity fangirl.

[Animalhill]

I think I have an apology to make. So there's been a shit load of assualt things about Jared...but who knows if they're true or not. Jesus, I'm quite frightened now...but as fucked up as I am, makes him all the more enticing. Anyways, sorry for calling you an ass, sorry for being a bitch and sorry for disbelieving someone truly trying to help ... truce?
No worries at all- I'm high as fuck and had already forgotten this happened :-) .

[Animalhill]

Bat-shit? hmmm....I beg to differ. you don't seem so bad...i have a paranoid schizophrenic friend....omg oy ve??? lol i love that phrase
Well, I am a Jew.

[Sydney_Darko]

Oh, I so totes went there. And I thought about it, you wouldn't have ocd, you would technically have an addiction. But, you're a young girl, so you're just a celebrity fangirl.
an addiction? hmmm....to jared? ew, i'm disgusted now. fuck my life. so truce through all this? although this is interesting.

[Sydney_Darko]

No worries at all- I'm high as fuck and had already forgotten this happened :-) .
damn i wish i was high. i miss that feeling. first time three weeks ago...supposedly got the best there is...*pout*

[Sydney_Darko]

Well, I am a Jew.
nothing against jews

[Animalhill]

damn i wish i was high. i miss that feeling. first time three weeks ago...supposedly got the best there is...*pout*
Can't be... becuase I was told I just bought the best there is. Kidding, of course. It is great bud though.
nothing against jews
Good?

[maxvsmaradona]

an addiction? hmmm....to jared? ew, i'm disgusted now. fuck my life. so truce through all this? although this is interesting.

You get caught up in a craze. Shit happens. I remember my first time watching porn. It was like Pringles... once you pop, you just can't stop.
;-)

But seriously, I got over it, and moved on to the next thing, which just happens to be crystal meth amphetamine.
jk though

[Sydney_Darko]

Can't be... becuase I was told I just bought the best there is. Kidding, of course. It is great bud though.

Good?
lol, yes indeed...makes for good convo...i'm not particular with religion...blah i'm so bored...anything entertaining to tell? lol

[Sydney_Darko]

You get caught up in a craze. Shit happens. I remember my first time watching porn. It was like Pringles... once you pop, you just can't stop.
;-)

But seriously, I got over it, and moved on to the next thing, which just happens to be crystal meth amphetamine.
jk though
so no truce *pout* ??? jk jk...really never done it...i just got high first time a couple weeks ago...fuck, that was wonderfull...got horny as hell though and i was with a girl and a gay guy...damn.

[maxvsmaradona]

so no truce *pout* ??? jk jk...really never done it...i just got high first time a couple weeks ago...fuck, that was wonderfull...got horny as hell though and i was with a girl and a gay guy...damn.

No, there's a truce. I thought that was what the wink was for. And pot doesn't make me horny... just extremely hungry.

[Animalhill]

lol, yes indeed...makes for good convo...i'm not particular with religion...blah i'm so bored...anything entertaining to tell? lol
You have no idea.
so no truce *pout* ??? jk jk...really never done it...i just got high first time a couple weeks ago...fuck, that was wonderfull...got horny as hell though and i was with a girl and a gay guy...damn.
Thats no good at all

[medicatemex]

i have OCD too but i dont tell anyone.
i just do the usual shit, turn lights on & off, lock/unlock doors,stare at clocks & a bunch of other things
its fucked up but its nothing to start a conversation about :)

[Sydney_Darko]

No, there's a truce. I thought that was what the wink was for. And pot doesn't make me horny... just extremely hungry.
YAY! really? doesn't make me hungry.

[Sydney_Darko]

You have no idea.

Thats no good at all
dude then share

[Sydney_Darko]

i have OCD too but i dont tell anyone.
i just do the usual shit, turn lights on & off, lock/unlock doors,stare at clocks & a bunch of other things
its fucked up but its nothing to start a conversation about :)
yeah it is...but not if you don't want to ... it's all good...that's what this forum is SUPPOSED to be about, but i get off topic fast...

[medicatemex]

yeah it is...but not if you don't want to ... it's all good...that's what this forum is SUPPOSED to be about, but i get off topic fast...

alright then, OCD sucks and i spend alot of time doing shit i dont want to do, either its OCD or my brain just cant register that the door is locked or the oven is not gonna burn the house down. do you suffer from paranoia also?

[Sydney_Darko]

alright then, OCD sucks and i spend alot of time doing shit i dont want to do, either its OCD or my brain just cant register that the door is locked or the oven is not gonna burn the house down. do you suffer from paranoia also?
only the kind where I fear my obsessions gonna make me lose friends, that people talk behind my back, that my family doesn’t like me because I’m obsessed, and that I’m never gonna amount to much and that I think people are out to get me. Does this count? Thanks btw for talking to me! :wave:

[medicatemex]

only the kind where I fear my obsessions gonna make me lose friends, that people talk behind my back, that my family doesn’t like me because I’m obsessed, and that I’m never gonna amount to much and that I think people are out to get me. Does this count? Thanks btw for talking to me! :wave:

yeah, no problem :]
yeah i guess it counts, its not what i was thinking but yeah it does.
for me its like i think that if i think something bad, something bad is gonna happen
like i said, i dont tell people about it, my family doesn't know & thats cause i dont think anything of it
i dont think there's a cure for it, maybe it just passes as you get older or something. sorry, im not one to talk to about this stuff.

[Sydney_Darko]

yeah, no problem :]
yeah i guess it counts, its not what i was thinking but yeah it does.
for me its like i think that if i think something bad, something bad is gonna happen
like i said, i dont tell people about it, my family doesn't know & thats cause i dont think anything of it
i dont think there's a cure for it, maybe it just passes as you get older or something. sorry, im not one to talk to about this stuff.
it's alright, move on to another subject, you're intriguing if I might say. how old are you?

[medicatemex]

it's alright, move on to another subject, you're intriguing if I might say. how old are you?

its alright, i just dont wanna give crappy advice or anything.
im 17

[Sydney_Darko]

its alright, i just dont wanna give crappy advice or anything.
im 17
Nah, I don't want advice. I just wanna know I'm not alone. Where are you from?

[medicatemex]

Nah, I don't want advice. I just wanna know I'm not alone. Where are you from?

im from ontario, a small town like an hour between montreal & ottawa
you?

[Sydney_Darko]

im from ontario, a small town like an hour between montreal & ottawa
you?
sturgis, south dakota

[medicatemex]

sturgis, south dakota

Sweeet

[Sydney_Darko]

Sweeet
so what grade are you in? told you i have an obsession for knowledge...i ask too much lol

[medicatemex]

so what grade are you in? told you i have an obsession for knowledge...i ask too much lol


its alright, i enjoy chatting anyways.

im in grade 12
i added the email in your profile so if you wanna talk through there, its easier than using AP

[Sydney_Darko]

its alright, i enjoy chatting anyways.

im in grade 12
i added the email in your profile so if you wanna talk through there, its easier than using AP
lol, we can talk through pm if you want. my email here is blocked. they block it on and off, can't make up their minds...but who knows it may be blocked forever...so email won't work and I'm still at school. till five thirty...so yeah email not an option. i'm sorry. lol so if you wanna do that we can> better than a public forum we kind of took over and ignored the topic.

[medicatemex]

lol, we can talk through pm if you want. my email here is blocked. they block it on and off, can't make up their minds...but who knows it may be blocked forever...so email won't work and I'm still at school. till five thirty...so yeah email not an option. i'm sorry. lol so if you wanna do that we can> better than a public forum we kind of took over and ignored the topic.

haha yeah, people are probably reading it for entertainment

[medicatemex]

lol, we can talk through pm if you want. my email here is blocked. they block it on and off, can't make up their minds...but who knows it may be blocked forever...so email won't work and I'm still at school. till five thirty...so yeah email not an option. i'm sorry. lol so if you wanna do that we can> better than a public forum we kind of took over and ignored the topic.
how do i pm lol

[Sydney_Darko]

haha yeah, people are probably reading it for entertainment
what else man! shit I read thsi stuff for entertainment. private message btw silly i'll do it for you

[TeamAllison]

I think I have a mental problem too!

Sometimes I'm just sitting here, minding my own business when I get this painful feeling in my chest. And I try to cope with it but I get so dizzy and nauseous so finally I open my mouth and let air in. And I can't stop letting the air in! I keep opening my mouth, letting air in, and when I'm done I let it out, but then I do it all over again! Does anyone have this problem? I think it's called fucking BREATHING.

[Kozzy333]

I think I have a mental problem too!

Sometimes I'm just sitting here, minding my own business when I get this painful feeling in my chest. And I try to cope with it but I get so dizzy and nauseous so finally I open my mouth and let air in. And I can't stop letting the air in! I keep opening my mouth, letting air in, and when I'm done I let it out, but then I do it all over again! Does anyone have this problem? I think it's called fucking BREATHING.

I lol'd.