OveriseFan
04/28/06, 01:47 PM
This title's gay, and yes, the sexual undertones are intentional.
I always need to have my hands in something. It gives me ... not "protection" but that's the first word that comes to mind. Security. Fuck, that's it, security. I'm insecure, and I feel like my hands need a place to be: In my jacket, in pants, wrapped around a pen. Better yet ... a quill. Makes me more pretentious, sure, but also more prestigious. Worshiped. Glorified. I'm looking for ... not "perfection" but it's the first word that comes to mind. A good suck, a good fuck, a good anything. I'm looking for ... "Love" isn't the first word that comes to mind, but I feel that's what it is.
I always need to have my hands in something. It gives me ... not "protection" but that's the first word that comes to mind. Security. Fuck, that's it, security. I'm insecure, and I feel like my hands need a place to be: In my jacket, in pants, wrapped around a pen. Better yet ... a quill. Makes me more pretentious, sure, but also more prestigious. Worshiped. Glorified. I'm looking for ... not "perfection" but it's the first word that comes to mind. A good suck, a good fuck, a good anything. I'm looking for ... "Love" isn't the first word that comes to mind, but I feel that's what it is.