zack-182
09/21/09, 08:15 PM
My friend had a troublesome childhood with her mother battling cancer. So I asked her to tell me some of the story and then in two or three hours tonight I wrote this..it’s more for her, not for me at all, I don’t quite know what to think about it. She seems to like it though.
Verse
Left two girls with weights on their hearts
But you didn’t care enough, you became your own God
Your skeleton lay on the floor, barking out orders, begging to be no more
You were detoxing your sins
Turned out you had more evil in you than good within
What had you done, some of us had actually wanted you to live
Chorus
You can beg to me on your knees
But ill never set you free
Because what’s free to you is murder to me
Verse 2
The doctor’s meds tied her to a chair
Pushed her head under water and tried to make her gasp for air
By the time they were through with her the torture backfired
Made her regret trying to breathe
“Suffocate me, this world would be better without, can’t you see?”
“Tidal waves of fears are coming over me”
Chorus
You can beg to me on your knees
But ill never set you free
Because what’s free to you is murder to me
You can beg to me on your knees
But ill never set you free
Because what’s free to you is murder to me
Verse 3
Like a nurse she sutures and sews, all of her mother’s holes
Too young for sense, she cracked under the distress
Beaten down into shape, how much longer can she take
Your love for us was nothing; your desperation was touching
The wounds on her heart show no regret, hopefully she’ll forget,
Memories are hard to fade, innocence shows itself in funny ways
This will never be the same, our dark house rests in it’s shame
Verse
Left two girls with weights on their hearts
But you didn’t care enough, you became your own God
Your skeleton lay on the floor, barking out orders, begging to be no more
You were detoxing your sins
Turned out you had more evil in you than good within
What had you done, some of us had actually wanted you to live
Chorus
You can beg to me on your knees
But ill never set you free
Because what’s free to you is murder to me
Verse 2
The doctor’s meds tied her to a chair
Pushed her head under water and tried to make her gasp for air
By the time they were through with her the torture backfired
Made her regret trying to breathe
“Suffocate me, this world would be better without, can’t you see?”
“Tidal waves of fears are coming over me”
Chorus
You can beg to me on your knees
But ill never set you free
Because what’s free to you is murder to me
You can beg to me on your knees
But ill never set you free
Because what’s free to you is murder to me
Verse 3
Like a nurse she sutures and sews, all of her mother’s holes
Too young for sense, she cracked under the distress
Beaten down into shape, how much longer can she take
Your love for us was nothing; your desperation was touching
The wounds on her heart show no regret, hopefully she’ll forget,
Memories are hard to fade, innocence shows itself in funny ways
This will never be the same, our dark house rests in it’s shame