"Reflections"

[ryanfze55]

This is a progressive song so it doesn't have a chorus

Reflections pass over me like a tidal wave

It's as cold as it's ever been
The sun is setting as it never has
All these years have come to pass
And any day could be my last

Maybe I'm lost and found somewhere dead
Beneath it all I'll search for my own dread
Beneath it all I may find peace with you

I am too fearful of the grayness that has been painted
It appears that the calling is growing stronger
Forcing me to turn my head from the silence
And realize that I am simply a stranger

This feeble weakness is killing me
Am I just one in a billion
Looking at the reflections
And wondering where to turn
And find a better existence
That's nowhere to be found

My reflections tell me of a sleepless daze
I am put through as times are changing
While I yearn for some sweet tranquility
But find only shifting seconds flying by

Dealt just one hand to bet
I am down to just one card
Stoic as it grasps my fate
Bringing out all my reason
One card is all that is required
For a second hope and chance