Fantasy

[ilovesofie]

Fantasy

everything would be so much easier
everything would become clear
at least I would be sure
for the very first time in my life since i met you

i don't even know what the meaning of that thing is
some people call it love, i call it fantasy
it seems to be everlasting,
but the only time i thought i could feel it,
it left me

i feel alone without the sound of your voice
i feel hopeless without you to spend my days with
i feel alone knowing i can't count on you

i thought i heard you whispering forever
i thought i heard you talking about eternity
i thought i heard you laughing with me

you're not worth it anymore for me
i hope one day you wake up from this nightmare you call us
i hope one day you'll change it,

cause it's way too hard to hope without having something to hold on

it's not difficult to fall
it's not difficult to get up again
but it's hard to fall again