lfdfforever
06/26/06, 11:06 PM
come inside and break away, eat this meal of choice or decide a better off desgin, you might find me here but you'll never see me in the edge of your shadow, i'm not going with a must have want, deny that you have needs and as soon as forced hands drop,hide belief behind, you might have gave but your never be forgiven, you may slept but it still isn't the right kind of sleep, before we laided down, the soft soil never spoiled the thin layer of ground, remember the smell of each flower she held, like vitcms will fell, it may have happen deafly but the sound has always had a place in us quietly sitting , i sat alone and thought "why do i live like this" with no answer, i kept my mind at my back, deeply in a part i want to forget but forgetting doesn't save me, forgetting only burys me lower, below the friends sadly dismissed, they are counting the days and reading each sign like a life choice,"we are not needed, we are not worth another moment".................all my teachings haven't prepared me, when i lose them, i will have nothing else but turning dust in mid air