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alt_esc
02/05/10, 05:30 PM
Haven't written anything in an obnoxious amount of time. If you would, post a comment.
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It is what it's always been, unreal.
Filth from the mouth of a liar,
Lost like your eyes, moments from who you really are.
I'm tired of the empty,'love you'.
Not a fan of sinking feelings,
You seem to really care for breaking the bad news.
And you wonder why i'm gone next year.

What's eight months to 17 years?
I give no credit to your abandoned- my dear sister.
You don't know that i'm aware.
It seems that money you've thrown away has become nothing,
nothing compared to the family he's cast aside.
The worst hasn't worn off yet- do I want it to?
And you wonder why i'm gone next year.

I know i'm obedient,
I never leave witout permission- or speak.
I've never been a kid.
You tell them all that we're lovely,
Don't you believe it?
Of course it's shot to hell- all to hell.
Why do you wonder why i'm gone next year?

alt_esc
02/08/10, 02:13 PM
bum ba dum bum...

alt_esc
03/13/10, 12:27 PM
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Kirsty.com
03/13/10, 02:09 PM
i really like this. especially like the 4th line of the 1st verse. well done and keep writing.

cursory summer
03/14/10, 03:52 PM
wow! 4th line made me want to die! wow! i'll take an extra shot of vodka just for you tonight :)

alt_esc
03/14/10, 07:15 PM
the extra shot is appreciated. make a toast to my critically screwed up life! :)