Counsole me.

[Sigur Ros]

It's all here. I don't know what you're supposed to say to me, just if anyone has anything that will make me feel better, please at least try. I've been sitting in my basement hiding from the world for the last 9 hours because I left school because of feeling so shitty. I've been here watching Twin Peaks and listening to Loma Prieta and Lion Of The North on repeat because that numbs it. I don't feel like drumming or playing guitar or drinking or eating anymore. I'm dying for the day. Oh, messy life...

http://deeeyewhy.blogspot.com

[AlexEnglish]

i feel you dude. if you need anything, private message me if you really need somebody to talk to.
but seriously, fuck girls. They aren't worth it. not for a minute. a girl that can purposely make you feel as shitty and evidently as angry as you are would never be worth it.

[Macbeth.]

how angst-y. relationships are like pets, when one dies - go get another the very next day to cheer ya up

[XLT917]

Been there, done that. Chased after a girl for 2 years (sophomore and junior year of hs), consoled her through multiple break ups, knew her inside and out, and she the same. I never got to the point where I laid it all on the line cause I felt like that wouldn't do anything but make myself hurt more because I had a feeling the outcome would not be how I wanted. Senior year I finally just walked away. It's now been 3 years since we have last spoken (I am now a sophomore in college for the sake of following the story). I convinced myself that if she really needed me that badly, she'd come crying back. In my case, she never did and through the grapevine I have learned she's in yet another relationship, maybe she will for you, but either way, Life Goes On. Before you try to go find another perfect girl, first focus on forming and correcting you. You're 17, college is probably coming up soon, and there, you can become whoever you want to be. First create the guy you always saw yourself becoming, and then find the right girl for that guy.

[po0ty]

It isn't worth it if she's fucked you over so much. Take some time to evaluate where you are in life. Are you the person you want to be? Relationships are only one aspect of life. If you better yourself in all other aspects a good relationship is bound to come along sooner or later.

[andrew_upto11]

I know how you feel bro. Hang in there.

[SafetyofRoutine]

Here's the lesson: If you like a girl, find out quick once you have feelings. If she's not totally in, ditch it. I had a girl tell me she loved me recently. Then I asked her out, she poured her heart out with deep shit, then shot me down as a great friend a day later. I got played, I stopped talking to her even though I see her everyday. Move on. Your 17, plenty of future girls to take your heart. It'll work out man, just not with this one.

[SomedayTheFire]

What is 'Counsole'?

[himynameisjohn]

What is 'Counsole'?

he must be canaudian

[lovekillsgirl]

So I was best friends with a dude all throughout high school, turned out the entire time we both liked each other; everyone else knew except us. We graduated, went our own ways and stopped talking for a bit. We started talking/hanging out again and proceeded to break each other's hearts quite a few times due to dating other people ( at one point I told him never to speak to me again I hated him so much) bad timing etc. Well after that was all said and done we recently started talking again and my feelings never went away for the guy and we're basically together. Moral of the story? Relationships like that stick around for a reason, you probably absolutely hate her guts right now; give it some time and let life go on and see what happens in a few months. Trust me, if you guys are close and something was/is potentially there it'll eventually come out.

[xxemo_kittyxx]

First, did you mean counsel or console?

Second,
I like neurotic girls that are incredibly OCD and hate everyone and used to hurt themselves and what to fuck Jesse Lacey and who like Shakespeare.

Well that's me, if you meant "want" instead of "what". And minus the whole Shakespeare thing.

But anyways, it's a problem of either sex dude. In my case some good looking, philosophical dude who seems like he's got a good outlook on life in a way that I've never seen in guys his age before ends up going for the girl who's pretty and whose happiness will end up being fully dependant on the guy she marries. This is why God created Jesse Lacey, and Jesse Lacey created good soppy angry music that we all can run to from the grief of our selfish emotional selves.

[crayZbuzzard]

If Don Corleone were here, he would say, "YOU CAN ACT LIKE A MAN!"

[tottivillarossi]

Playstation 3, bro.

[terror_91]

Let me introduce you to your new best friend, internet pornography. Internet pornography, meet angsty teen.

There is a break up thread for this reason.

[Sloth7]

Chin up buddy. You were able to snag a pretty sweet user name, life's not so bad.

[apsterling]

It isn't worth it if she's fucked you over so much. Take some time to evaluate where you are in life. Are you the person you want to be? Relationships are only one aspect of life. If you better yourself in all other aspects a good relationship is bound to come along sooner or later.

Exactly what he said- I dealt with a similar girl (minus the in and out of relationships thing, she never dated anyone once we met) and in about May of last year I said forget it, and haven't talked to her since, and I spent the time working on fixing my problems and making myself happier and making an all around better me.

Out of shit-nowhere I met a girl and even though it wasn't able to work out (completely unrelated to our relationship) I've been extraordinarily happy. Just hang in there and do your best to be happy and work towards a better life.

[Echo Park]

counsole?

[BlackAxxe]

if i ever meet this girl i am going to rip out her heart and give it to you so you can set it on fire. fuck this bitch.

[spansen]

as shitty and trite as it may seem to say this, you'll get over it.

[SicTransitIbiza]

I know how u feel man. I went abroad recently and met a girl from the year below me on the trip... we hit it off perfectly, hung out every single day and night, had class together, dinner together (our study abroad thing had the students split up into small dinner groups), lived like 5 mins from each other. I honestly thought/think she is the perfect girl... but she had a serious boyfriend back home who was like 10 years older than her.

that made no sense to me... here she was, 20 years old dating a 30 year old man, when i was there the WHOLE semester with her, a guy entering his prime years. The entire group knew i was crazy in love with her, and so did she. I took her to dinner and told her how i felt... nothing happened. she was nice about it, but said she couldnt do anything cause of her boyfriend. so yea it fucking sucks. she still texts me once in a while with little inside jokes... i respond to be nice, but i dont think i can ever just be friends with that girl. even now if she dumped that guy and came to me id be so down its not even funny haha.

[himynameisjohn]

been through this man...all i have to say is chin up..keep truckin in life...youll find someone else or shell finally come to her senses and be with you(which is what happened to me)

I thought this girl was amazing and we were perfect for each other, and we kissed, but later she told me it wasnt gonna work out. and like u i was basically heartbroken, but i moved on...people change and realized their wrongs sooner or later and now were madly in love and moving in together.

best of luck to you man

[ripkarson]

Life goes on. You'll survive, I promise.

[0b4m4]

That was such a heartfelt blog man. I feel for you.