Worst fucking time of your life?

[Pawan1993]

What is the worst time in your life?
Right now would be it for me probably. This year has just been like hell for me.
It's gotten to a point where I say fuck you to life.

[Deadbolt23]

Four months ago.

[overdrive91]

around may last year, with exams, women stress.

[Hamlet]

February-August 2009. Girl drama. Friend commiting suicide drama and associated immature friend drama. Self identity drama.

That season's over, and the show is heading in a new direction. I'm in a comedy series now.

[Gwytherspoon]

My life's been pretty cool up until now.

[troubledbyinsects]

right now.

[Pawan1993]

February-August 2009. Girl drama. Friend commiting suicide drama and associated immature friend drama. Self identity drama.

That season's over, and the show is heading in a new direction. I'm in a comedy series now.
Great to know you're over those things man. I don't know where I'd be if my best friend committed suicide. Though I can relate to everything else. And include stress and expectations. It's all gone haywire.

[whiterussian]

http://www.getawaygirlgreetings.com/images/products/large/18.png
too lazy to search more for a funnier image.

[Paulie4star]

June-August, 2009, Bootcamp

[katiebobatie]

January and February were pretty shitty... not sure if that was the absolute worst time of my life but at the moment it seems like it. I have high hopes for March.

[Pawan1993]

Today could've possibly been the worst day of my life.
It seems to get worse and worse.

[Alex DiVincenzo]

Today could've possibly been the worst day of my life.
It seems to get worse and worse.
Tomorrow could be the best. Head above water!

[RonStoppable]

Well the worst fucking time of my life would probably be a few months ago, I was getting down with this girl, and she had a seizure. It scared the shit out of me. I called 911, and an ambulance came, and she was flopping around on the floor, naked and all that. Eventually she stopped, and had no idea where she was, or why she was naked. I had to remind her.

That was pretty bad.

[Deadbolt23]

Today could've possibly been the worst day of my life.
It seems to get worse and worse.

Stick through it, man. It will get better.

[sleepyseanzzz]

freshman year of college. alone and away from the kids i grew up with from kindergarten through high school, had no sports left, got dumped right before i got there. only straight edge virgin on campus it felt like. im not sad anymore

[Macbeth.]

Well the worst fucking time of my life would probably be a few months ago, I was getting down with this girl, and she had a seizure. It scared the shit out of me. I called 911, and an ambulance came, and she was flopping around on the floor, naked and all that. Eventually she stopped, and had no idea where she was, or why she was naked. I had to remind her.

That was pretty bad.

Woah. Well at least you got a story out of it

[kbi the crowing]

September 2008 - December 2008

In a relationship that wasn't functioning properly and scared shitless by realizing the path I was taking in college wasn't what I wanted to do and that I didn't know what I really wanted in my life. Exacerbate that with depression and in-patient care. However I feel as though it was a tremendously important learning experience.


To the OP: sorry to hear you're troubled. Without knowing what it is you're going through, I'd say try to step back from whatever situation you're in, breath for a bit, then face it one step at a time. Things will pass and you'll probably learn something from the experience.

[cristinaa]

Junior year of high school maybe. The last couple of months also.

[dash64]

The end of last year and this year. College is stressing me out and I can't seem to do well on the tests even though I understand the material and study for 2 hours for each subject.

[lovekillsgirl]

Pretty much right now.

[amo.]

this time last year.

[dancefloor_gold]

Next year 2011 will be the worst time for me.

[uninspired_]

Next year 2011 will be the worst time for me.
Hello optimism.

[NegativeCreep]

we know it's hard dudes, but try not to dwell on the bad stuff, i know it's been beaten to death on this site, but seriously, look on the upsides, take life by the balls and do the best you can with what you have. yeah, there are plenty of things that suck and that i'd like to change about my situation, but i try to look past it or deal with it the best i can. so even if it's a shitty time, remember that life will get better and i'm sure all of you have a lot going for you.

[_><_]

Probably right now.

[stdfly]

September 07- May 2008

I went to a christian college my freshman year. I regret it every day of my life and it pains me to no end thinking of what i missed out on when I could've been where I am now. It also set me a year back as far as when i'll graduate. fuck.

[CobraLucha]

June-August, 2009, Bootcamp

Greatest avatar EVER

[warstory]

Summer 2008 hands down. Dying mother, ending a 4 year relationship, awful encounter with some guy, and actually the next full and clear memory I have is new years eve that year.
It doesn't even phase me when I think back to that time (which is almost never). I thought there was no way I would be able to enjoy life in the same way again but you just gotta pick up and move on. :D

[RonStoppable]

Update: a few minutes ago. I took an awful, noisy, smelly shit in a public restroom. Lots of people were around. That's the new worst time of my life.

[yellowhouse]

First semester of my freshman year of college was pretty shitty. Things are a lot better now though! So, um, huzzah for me I guess!

You got this man.

[Paulie4star]

Greatest avatar EVER
18th birthday present to myself

[Hagysaurus Rex]

Honestly, right now.

Had a promising relationship end on Valentine's Day. Unemployed & broke. Been very unhealthy because of the no job and the winter that never ends. Did I mention the winter that never ends?

[aboyandhiscurse]

every god damned day. thank god for cigarettes.

[Hagysaurus Rex]

February-August 2009. Girl drama. Friend commiting suicide drama and associated immature friend drama. Self identity drama.

That season's over, and the show is heading in a new direction. I'm in a comedy series now.

Well said.

[Carolina.Alex]

February-August 2009. Girl drama. Friend commiting suicide drama and associated immature friend drama. Self identity drama.

That season's over, and the show is heading in a new direction. I'm in a comedy series now.

Nice philosophy AND turn of phrase

[songydarko]

This year in general so far. I got in a car accident, wasted my time with a guy that didn't care about me, and had some money issues.

I have hope for the rest of the year though. Germany in May here I come.

[drawndead]

3.14.07

[stonecoldfox]

This year in general so far. I got in a car accident, wasted my time with a guy that didn't care about me, and had some money issues.

I have hope for the rest of the year though. Germany in May here I come.

There's something about car accidents that just completely destroys your happiness. I was in a real epic one about two years ago and I just remember feeling like shit about my life for the next few months...it really shook me up bad...easily the worst time of my life.

[drawndead]

Honestly, right now.

Had a promising relationship end on Valentine's Day. Unemployed & broke. Been very unhealthy because of the no job and the winter that never ends. Did I mention the winter that never ends?

i'm right there with you

[Halt]

Well the worst fucking time of my life would probably be a few months ago, I was getting down with this girl, and she had a seizure. It scared the shit out of me. I called 911, and an ambulance came, and she was flopping around on the floor, naked and all that. Eventually she stopped, and had no idea where she was, or why she was naked. I had to remind her.

That was pretty bad.

I have epilepsy, I had one in high school math class once. I don't black out in mine. and i can still play games and shit. They freak people out. My friend josh i noticed was starring me down. He thought I was going to die. haha.

But the worst time of my life is when i was 8 and diagnosed with Epilepsy, i had a tumor the size of a golfball inn my head. and i had a grand maul seizure when i was sleep when i was 8. thats how they knew. When I got into high school I realized, I can't drink when I go to parties and shit. Brain surgery and stuff, fun shit. I still hate having epilepsy. the state pulled my license, i had to wait 3 months to get it back. just got it back, kinda fucked up my social life right there. Life goes on.

I still go to parties, but I can't drink. The one thing I could ever fucking ask for in life. Is to sit down with some of my best friends, bullshit and have a few drinks. :P

[songydarko]

There's something about car accidents that just completely destroys your happiness. I was in a real epic one about two years ago and I just remember feeling like shit about my life for the next few months...it really shook me up bad...easily the worst time of my life.

Completely true. I'm in that stage now too. I'm getting better but it feels like more than one thing hits you during that accident time somehow. Just a big heap of bad luck all at once.

[rhinitus]

august 08 until some time in 09...probably started feeling ok in summer

started my first job out of college at the end of july 08. "i can't wait to marry you" girlfriend broke up with me in mid august. friend from hs (had kind of fallen out of touch with him) hanged himself from post traumatic stress from iraq in september. on the day of his wake my ex-gf told me she was going to date other guys. dad went into hospital in late october. he died the day ofter obama was elected. ex-gf wouldn't even come to the wake because she had "responsibilities" at school...aka it was her birthday weekend and she wanted to get shitfaced. she later told me that she didn't come because it would be "awkward" to be around my family. still haven't really forgiven her for that. so ya, a whirlwind of shittiness sort of ensued for the coming however-long.

then things slowly but surely would get better. i would relapse and call my ex-gf but eventually things just started leveling out. i think when i took a girl to the blink concert and did the grown up for the first time with her on the one year anniversary of getting dumped that things started to be ok. i still don't think everything is worked out in my head (still haven't really dealt with the whole dad situation, even though he and i weren't super close) but life doesn't suck anymore and i'm getting better at being myself, so hey, what else can you really ask for?

EDIT: haha i almost forgot, the icing on the cake was when my stepmom scattered my dad's ashes at wrigley field with my half brother and didn't tell any of my dad's original, biological children. now i gotta say - THAT was the most fucked up thing ever. i live literally a 4 minute walk from wrigley. so fucked up

[rhinitus]

I have epilepsy, I had one in high school math class once. I don't black out in mine. and i can still play games and shit. They freak people out. My friend josh i noticed was starring me down. He thought I was going to die. haha.

But the worst time of my life is when i was 8 and diagnosed with Epilepsy, i had a tumor the size of a golfball inn my head. and i had a grand maul seizure when i was sleep when i was 8. thats how they knew. When I got into high school I realized, I can't drink when I go to parties and shit. Brain surgery and stuff, fun shit. I still hate having epilepsy. the state pulled my license, i had to wait 3 months to get it back. just got it back, kinda fucked up my social life right there. Life goes on.

I still go to parties, but I can't drink. The one thing I could ever fucking ask for in life. Is to sit down with some of my best friends, bullshit and have a few drinks. :P

i hear you can get cool prescriptions in california

[brothaman]

prolly right now. working a job i HATE, for a guy i HATE, living with my parents at 25, and having really bad credit.

[klawansie7]

Summer 2008 hands down. Dying mother, ending a 4 year relationship, awful encounter with some guy, and actually the next full and clear memory I have is new years eve that year.
It doesn't even phase me when I think back to that time (which is almost never). I thought there was no way I would be able to enjoy life in the same way again but you just gotta pick up and move on. :D

so true.

last semester i joined this business fraternity because all my friends and boyfriend were in it and it was the best month of my life. but i fucked up this one interview really badly and got kicked out. the rest of the semester i just wanted to curl up and die, i didn't think i could ever be happy again, but also didn't think it could get any worse. then, my boyfriend decided that since he couldn't talk to me about me being upset (since he was in the frat and it made him uncomfortable), that we were 'going on break', which basically meant 'i want to break up with you but i feel bad since you already hate life right now'.

but i came back to school this semester and have a totally positive outlook on life, i joined a new club and am starting over. best feeling ever.

There's something about car accidents that just completely destroys your happiness. I was in a real epic one about two years ago and I just remember feeling like shit about my life for the next few months...it really shook me up bad...easily the worst time of my life.

i've only gotten into one car accident but it was really bad, 5 cars on one of the busiest streets in my town on the way home from school. it also happened to be the day before prom. since the accident was my fault, i had to go through the rest of the school year seeing this one girl with all these scratches on her face that she got from the accident (air bag, i think). couldn't have been happier when that year ended.

[terror_91]

he died the day ofter obama was elected. ex-gf wouldn't even come to the wake because she had "responsibilities" at school...aka it was her birthday weekend and she wanted to get shitfaced. she later told me that she didn't come because it would be "awkward" to be around my family. still haven't really forgiven her for that. so ya, a whirlwind of shittiness sort of ensued for the coming however-long.
Sorry about your dad.

Just wanted to say that what your ex-gf did is disgusting. I really don't think I could forgive someone for something like that.

[c_j]

hmmmm I'm thinking I should be a little more grateful for avoiding these things

[ohheroine]

i dont even think that what im going through right now is bad, but my first two semesters of college were the GREATEST and compared to those two, these past two have been pretty shitty. im finally getting over my parents divorce and the strain that brought on and my dad has a job again so thats good. but i just ended a two year relationship with my best friend and im having to relearn how to do college again without him and it really is miserable.

[rhinitus]

Sorry about your dad.

Just wanted to say that what your ex-gf did is disgusting. I really don't think I could forgive someone for something like that.

ya it was pretty fucked up. oh well. you live and you learn.

[Ava1anche]

I'm looking for the upsides

[jmo182]

Honestly, right now.

Had a promising relationship end on Valentine's Day. Unemployed & broke. Been very unhealthy because of the no job and the winter that never ends. Did I mention the winter that never ends?

dude are you and i the same person? i am in the EXACT same situation.

[Alexx Miller]

august 08 until some time in 09...probably started feeling ok in summer

started my first job out of college at the end of july 08. "i can't wait to marry you" girlfriend broke up with me in mid august. friend from hs (had kind of fallen out of touch with him) hanged himself from post traumatic stress from iraq in september. on the day of his wake my ex-gf told me she was going to date other guys. dad went into hospital in late october. he died the day ofter obama was elected. ex-gf wouldn't even come to the wake because she had "responsibilities" at school...aka it was her birthday weekend and she wanted to get shitfaced. she later told me that she didn't come because it would be "awkward" to be around my family. still haven't really forgiven her for that. so ya, a whirlwind of shittiness sort of ensued for the coming however-long.

then things slowly but surely would get better. i would relapse and call my ex-gf but eventually things just started leveling out. i think when i took a girl to the blink concert and did the grown up for the first time with her on the one year anniversary of getting dumped that things started to be ok. i still don't think everything is worked out in my head (still haven't really dealt with the whole dad situation, even though he and i weren't super close) but life doesn't suck anymore and i'm getting better at being myself, so hey, what else can you really ask for?

First time I have been in one of these types of threads, but damn man, I am really sorry to hear (read) that. Glad things are getting better for you though.

[terror_91]

i dont even think that what im going through right now is bad, but my first two semesters of college were the GREATEST and compared to those two, these past two have been pretty shitty. im finally getting over my parents divorce and the strain that brought on and my dad has a job again so thats good. but i just ended a two year relationship with my best friend and im having to relearn how to do college again without him and it really is miserable.
You can break up with best friends? :-0

[Halt]

i hear you can get cool prescriptions in california

Interesting. But I live in wisconsin. haha

[<*)))><]

That time when I had to sneeze then didn't.

[rhinitus]

First time I have been in one of these types of threads, but damn man, I am really sorry to hear (read) that. Glad things are getting better for you though.

ya, ive been in these threads more often just because they have catchy titles that pop up on the first page. i'm not trying to go all emo or anything but sometimes it's nice to tell your story to complete strangers

[rhinitus]

Interesting. But I live in wisconsin. haha

that's what road trips are for. commerce, too.

[brokenwings]

What is the worst time in your life?
Right now would be it for me probably. This year has just been like hell for me.
It's gotten to a point where I say fuck you to life.
yeah, right now definitely comes pretty close. had to play the little romantic fucker and now have to pay the price for being an idiot... moved to this shitty town for my gf who has turned out to be too selfish and not mature enough to have a proper relationship with me... or something like that. my internship here also is just boring me to hell and i have yet to find another one... the companies in this city just aren't looking for people who've studied the stuff i did.
so to sum it up: loneliness + heart-brokenness + no perspectives = definitely feels like hell to me
thanks for listening...

[brokenwings]

Honestly, right now.

Had a promising relationship end on Valentine's Day. Unemployed & broke. Been very unhealthy because of the no job and the winter that never ends. Did I mention the winter that never ends?

yeah, valentine's day definitely helped to crush my relationship as well. what a shitty "holiday"

[stonecoldfox]

i've only gotten into one car accident but it was really bad, 5 cars on one of the busiest streets in my town on the way home from school. it also happened to be the day before prom. since the accident was my fault, i had to go through the rest of the school year seeing this one girl with all these scratches on her face that she got from the accident (air bag, i think). couldn't have been happier when that year ended.

Man that sucks, I was in a very similar situation. I was pulling out at a greenlight onto a pretty heavily trafficked road, the light had just changed and I was slowly accelerating to make a left turn when out of nowhere a truck trying to run the redlight at the last minute (who I didn't even see until he hit me) comes out of nowhere and slams into the hood of the van I was driving only about a foot in front of the passengers seat window. He riccocheted off of me and veered into another lane of traffic, running over the front of another car...it was one of those extremely close to death / why the hell am I still alive situatiions that really made me reconsider ever aspect of my life...of course the press had a field day with the whole event and nobody seemed to believe my side of the story even though countless witnesses backed it up....basically school sucked for the rest of the year because half the people had my basck and the rest just wanted to destroy me...needless to say I skipped prom.

[Toothache]

right now. freshman year of college, no direction, depression, waning social life, girl drama, etc. all i have to say is sit down and give a good hard listen to The Wonder Years' new record "The Upsides". never have i been able to relate to an album this well. trust me. absorb its message and just fuckin look for the upsides! cuz im not sad anymore.

[Yellowcard2006]

Most days are bad days.

[a nocturnal day]

this time last year.

This.

[Jet Set Paul]

When my gf's dad walked in on me and her messing around. This was almost 4 years ago, and I'm still psychologically scarred.

[terror_91]

When my gf's dad walked in on me and her messing around. This was almost 4 years ago, and I'm still psychologically scarred.
Haha. Did he go mental?

[Charles777]

2009

[BenjaminGreen]

Being 20 years old and not knowing what the hell you want to do in life!!!

[blinkme]

2008 was my lowest point.

[BenjaminGreen]

Yeah 2008 sucked dick!

[only the clouds]

Winter-spring 2009. My mental condition reared its ugly head, I got depressed and broke up with my gf because of low self-esteem (really bad idea — it just made her feel awful, so I felt even worse). Also my sister was lying to my parents a lot back then and it put a lot of stress on them, so family time was pretty bad too.
But after many visits to various medical facilities and a somewhat repaired relationship with my gf, things are a lot better now. I've been happy recently and it's a weird feeling haha. I'm just really grateful for it.

[relaxrelapse830]

December 14, 2009 through now.
My friend told the school counselor that I had an eating disorder. Counselor told my mother. My mother took me to Sheppard Pratt to be evaluated. I was forced to start seeing a therapist.
Oh and my grandmother died a week after that happened. It was a great Christmas.

[BenjaminGreen]

December 14, 2009 through now.
My friend told the school counselor that I had an eating disorder. Counselor told my mother. My mother took me to Sheppard Pratt to be evaluated. I was forced to start seeing a therapist.
Oh and my grandmother died a week after that happened. It was a great Christmas.

Sorry to hear that =\

[matt_bergeron]

this time last year.

fucking love gummo

[matt_bergeron]

september 19th 2009

my girlfriend of 6 years dumped me for my best friend.


but things happen for a reason.... i just met an awesome girl :-)

[matt_bergeron]

When my gf's dad walked in on me and her messing around. This was almost 4 years ago, and I'm still psychologically scarred.

AAAAA!!! when i was 15 my girlfriend at the time was giving me my first HJ and her dad walked in.....fuck that was terrible.

[reesa]

september 19th 2009

my girlfriend of 6 years dumped me for my best friend.


but things happen for a reason.... i just met an awesome girl :-)
good for you (:


worst time was probably early/mid 2009. had nothing going on for me except for getting drunk at 18th birthday parties. which was fun but i had no job and pretty much did nothing for about 5 months. aaaand my best friend found a gf and we lost contact because of that. he's changed so much. i miss the good times ):

[Cameronisonfire]

When I listened to Daisy.

[ALEXMASONRULES]

Freshmen Year of College until last fall

To make a long story short:
Started drinking, smoking weed, smoking cigarettes excessively so I spent all my money I saved up on that shit. This girl fucked with my head so bad. Would hook up with me one day, ignore me the next. The worst was when she fucked a dude she had visit from home in her room while I was right outside in her kitchen hanging out with her roommate and other friends. Transferred to another school and lost touch with my friends, which I really regret. Started smoking more. Had no friends at my new school, everyone already had their groups and I just didn't feel like I fit in anywhere. Met a cool girl a month before the semester was over, but she was moving back to the midwest so that was a waste of time. Next semester I never left my room and just hated being in contact with people. Fortunately I met my now girlfriend through a girl that needed models for a photography project.

Now: I moved back home and commute to school so I am saving 6000 a semester. I drastically cut down on smoking cigarettes and haven't touched weed in a year. I barely drink anymore. I have someone who really cares for me and it is really awesome. I just feel so much better.

[reesa]

When I listened to Daisy.
haha <3

[crimes]

right now, from october-ish
i'm just hoping it ends soon

[lynnie]

Probably last year. I went through a break up and my mum was diagnosed with cancer...

[crimes]

When I listened to Daisy.

this

[deFobbed14yrs]

June 2008- December 2008- suicide- check
illness- check
group of friends became retarded and distant- check
didn't get into the college i wanted-check

[AlkalineAvA]

last year from march until december i got super depressed, i didnt know what it was for awhile but i finally figured out what i was coming down with. the main reason for my depression was it was my first year in high school and all my friends fell away from me with drugs and alcohol, they didnt want me around because i didnt do that stuff. i was planning on committing suicide soooo many times but the light shone through. now im the happiest of been in awhile :). im glad it happened because now i realize how awesome life truly is and what a beautiful thing it is :).

[caress me down]

I had a really hard time when my boyfriend moved across the country. Nothing compared to what everyone in here went through haha but I was fifteen and heartbroken

[Mandee, darling]

Being 20 years old and not knowing what the hell you want to do in life!!!
We're in the same boat.


-------
Worst times of my life has to be August 2001-April 2003, when I witnessed my dad tell my mom he wants a divorce, and then when the divorce was finalized in '03, finding out he he remarries to a whore with the same name as me.

Oh, and July 2006 when my boyfriend of two years broke up with me telling me that I "should revolve my life around God, and not [him]." After I randomly told him I missed him.

[XLT917]

August 1st 2009, I was having the best summer in years and then on this day I was driving to help a friend move at 7:45 am so no one else was on the road and on the way there I flipped my car. I wasn't speeding or anything, I was on a one lane road each way going around a tight corner my right tire got half an inch off the road and caused me to swerve, I over compensated and sent myself into several three sixties and then my front two tires got caught in a ditch and completely straight up flipped it, I didn't even know what had really happened until I was dangling upside down. I now am at home going to community college in a 2 car family when we really should/would have three and that has just been a horrible experience. Freshman year I didn't mind it cause I could roadtrip to friends every weekend, but since we haven't been able to get a third car I have been pretty much stuck at home for the last 8 months and my only escape has been work. Oh and my court date, was on my birthday.

Though luckily I knew life was going to suck so the day of the crash when I got home I bought my self a plane ticket to southern california for spring break to visit my best friend so I would have something to look forward to and that trip starts this coming friday. I also got into a school out there so this is an unofficial visit, and thus life is starting to look upward again, still don't have a car but these past 8 months have allowed plenty of time to figure out a system that works for the family.

[TheQ]

freshman year of college. alone and away from the kids i grew up with from kindergarten through high school, had no sports left, got dumped right before i got there. only straight edge virgin on campus it felt like. im not sad anymore

First semester of my freshman year of college was pretty shitty. Things are a lot better now though! So, um, huzzah for me I guess!

You got this man.

My first year of college was pretty much the same way. I went to high school overseas in the Middle East - a small school (just over 100 kids in my graduating class) - and I loved every minute of it. Being such a small school I basically knew everyone in my graduating class, it was an overall very cohesive community and nurturing atmosphere, and it was such a diverse school (in terms of cultures and ethnicities) that people could actually look past the superficialities and get to know one another for who they really were. However, I decided to go to a big, public state school for college (back in the US), and my first year I felt like I was pigeon holed as some small, emo kid. I found my confidence wane in terms of social interaction, because I was always afraid that people were judging me for what I looked like and not who I was. My friends at the time were also pretty boring people. Anyways, considering that these years were suppose to be "the best years of my life" I felt like I was doing something wrong, and it didn't help that I missed my high school days/friends so much. My parents were also still living in the Middle East so it was difficult for me to call them with the time difference, etc. Anyways, it's not like I was devastated or anything, but at the time I spent a lot of time thinking that I was missing out on something, or wondering whether or not I picked the right college to go to. I also felt like I had to put on this front for people and tell everyone who asked that I really loved college (because after all...they are suppose to be the "best years of your life"). Anyways, first year passed and life was mediocre, and then second year was pretty much continuing the same way until I met these guys 4th semester. They seemed pretty cool, and they were a lot more fun to hang out with than my other friends at the time, so obviously I started hanging out with them over my other friends. Anyways, long story short, they were drug users, and so I started doing a ton of different substances that semester, not really because I wanted to, but because I wanted to show my new "friends" that I wasn't a loser, that I was one of "them". I suppose I missed the camaraderie that I had with my friends in high school, and I was trying to recreate that by being a druggy, hahaha. So I guess that brings me to the present...Two of my friends who I did drugs with dropped out of school (I know, so cliche), and I've moved onto much better friends (who I met through my druggy friends ironically enough). I'm currently in a band and I'm finally pursuing my dreams of making music. Up until recently I was also in a pretty cool relationship until the girl told me it wouldn't work out in the long run because I wasn't Christian, but that's been the only minor hiccup in my life lately. Anyways, it took me two years basically, but I finally feel like I've carved out a comfortable niche for me at college...and while I feel like I may have missed out on a lot of stuff my first two years, I wouldn't be in the happy place I am now without em! I like to think everything happens for a reason :P hahaha

[RushAndAPush]

Elementary / Middle school. High school is better.

[ohheroine]

You can break up with best friends? :-0


my boyfriend was my best friend D:

[sleepyseanzzz]

My first year of college was pretty much the same way. I went to high school overseas in the Middle East - a small school (just over 100 kids in my graduating class) - and I loved every minute of it. Being such a small school I basically knew everyone in my graduating class, it was an overall very cohesive community and nurturing atmosphere, and it was such a diverse school (in terms of cultures and ethnicities) that people could actually look past the superficialities and get to know one another for who they really were. However, I decided to go to a big, public state school for college (back in the US), and my first year I felt like I was pigeon holed as some small, emo kid. I found my confidence wane in terms of social interaction, because I was always afraid that people were judging me for what I looked like and not who I was. My friends at the time were also pretty boring people. Anyways, considering that these years were suppose to be "the best years of my life" I felt like I was doing something wrong, and it didn't help that I missed my high school days/friends so much. My parents were also still living in the Middle East so it was difficult for me to call them with the time difference, etc. Anyways, it's not like I was devastated or anything, but at the time I spent a lot of time thinking that I was missing out on something, or wondering whether or not I picked the right college to go to. I also felt like I had to put on this front for people and tell everyone who asked that I really loved college (because after all...they are suppose to be the "best years of your life"). Anyways, first year passed and life was mediocre, and then second year was pretty much continuing the same way until I met these guys 4th semester. They seemed pretty cool, and they were a lot more fun to hang out with than my other friends at the time, so obviously I started hanging out with them over my other friends. Anyways, long story short, they were drug users, and so I started doing a ton of different substances that semester, not really because I wanted to, but because I wanted to show my new "friends" that I wasn't a loser, that I was one of "them". I suppose I missed the camaraderie that I had with my friends in high school, and I was trying to recreate that by being a druggy, hahaha. So I guess that brings me to the present...Two of my friends who I did drugs with dropped out of school (I know, so cliche), and I've moved onto much better friends (who I met through my druggy friends ironically enough). I'm currently in a band and I'm finally pursuing my dreams of making music. Up until recently I was also in a pretty cool relationship until the girl told me it wouldn't work out in the long run because I wasn't Christian, but that's been the only minor hiccup in my life lately. Anyways, it took me two years basically, but I finally feel like I've carved out a comfortable niche for me at college...and while I feel like I may have missed out on a lot of stuff my first two years, I wouldn't be in the happy place I am now without em! I like to think everything happens for a reason :P hahaha

i lucked out and found a great girl from home that goes to college an hour away and i have a car. and i drink now so thats always fun too. and i joined the wrestling team to make new friends and those guys are amazing. but yea i just hit up the gym every day because if you work on yourself then more people will like you for it instead of just trying to impress other people

[LamarVannoy]

right now. freshman year of college, no direction, depression, waning social life, girl drama, etc. all i have to say is sit down and give a good hard listen to The Wonder Years' new record "The Upsides". never have i been able to relate to an album this well. trust me. absorb its message and just fuckin look for the upsides! cuz im not sad anymore.
Pretty much applies to me too. Except I've just started my second year of college, so the no direction thing has gotten slightly worse.

[Formatfun]

The past few weeks after the first hard breakup of my life. :/

[LastDeclaration]

There was a month during my senior year where I got arrested for shoplifting, totalled my car, my dad lost his job, and I had really stressful thing going on where I literally had two girlfriends at the same time (not nearly as awesome as it sounds). I was breaking down for a while, but it all worked out eventually.

[MynX.]

Two words: High School.

Thanks for making me anti-social. :-/

[phil19]

first semester of final year of high school. though today is rivalling that

[Pawan1993]

Tomorrow could be the best. Head above water!

Stick through it, man. It will get better.

Thanks guys. It's people like you that help people like me :)

[Andy Young]

I have epilepsy, I had one in high school math class once. I don't black out in mine. and i can still play games and shit. They freak people out. My friend josh i noticed was starring me down. He thought I was going to die. haha.

But the worst time of my life is when i was 8 and diagnosed with Epilepsy, i had a tumor the size of a golfball inn my head. and i had a grand maul seizure when i was sleep when i was 8. thats how they knew. When I got into high school I realized, I can't drink when I go to parties and shit. Brain surgery and stuff, fun shit. I still hate having epilepsy. the state pulled my license, i had to wait 3 months to get it back. just got it back, kinda fucked up my social life right there. Life goes on.

I still go to parties, but I can't drink. The one thing I could ever fucking ask for in life. Is to sit down with some of my best friends, bullshit and have a few drinks. :P


Dude almost the exact same thing happened to me. Just it happened my freshman year of high school. My tumor was roughly jelly bean sized and shaped in the part of my brain that controls my right hand so I would always know about a minute before I was going to have a seizure when I would get these tremors in my right hand. For all of them I remained conscious and that is some pretty freaky stuff.

I guess I got lucky that I didn't end up with epilepsy. I have had the occasional flare up in that same spot in my brain since then where those tremors come back and I always expect the worst when they do. But aside from that I've been largely symptom free. I also was told not to drink heavily so I have to limit myself to a drink or two.

[amo.]

fucking love gummo

awesome. :-) first positive feedback i've gotten about my avatar.

edit: thanks for bringing that up...it reminded me that now that my name is bold, i can have a big avatar!

september 19th 2009

my girlfriend of 6 years dumped me for my best friend.


but things happen for a reason.... i just met an awesome girl :-)

ironic..that's the date that my ex and i started dating. after the hell they put me through, i'd say that could've been one of my more regrettable days.

[alucard10w]

My life has been like shit for the past few years and it only seems to be going downhill from here

[InMediasRes]

I got sent to a reform resdential treatment facility, in utah, for 2 1/2 years (11-13). I got sent cause i was an agry kid with ADHD and they didnt know how to deal with that. after i was there for 4 month they decided that being not straight was an issue. lot of fucked up shit went down there. im suprised they weren't closed down.

[Alexx Miller]

ya, ive been in these threads more often just because they have catchy titles that pop up on the first page. i'm not trying to go all emo or anything but sometimes it's nice to tell your story to complete strangers

I know what you mean.

[TangledUp]

October 2005 - February of 2006 were pretty hellish for me.

[Viva Sonata]

Ages eleven to sixteen generally sucked. Now this are looking up

[Laural666]

Pretty much the whole time I lived with my dad it was hell. Now things are looking up.

[dizzleforizzle]

The end of junior year and senior year of high school. Seriously, I'm about 98% sure that a few people actually hated me.

[C_Hood]

life sucks, then you die.

[AlexEnglish]

freshman year.

[saturday_snow_squall]

life sucks, then you die.

HAHA are you quoting that kevin spacey movie from last year? holy nut that film was a disaster

[Kassie09]

i think the ages of about.. 9-13. my moms boyfriend and his kid lived with us. it was pure hell. Like, I wanted to stay at school everyday, i dreaded the bell ringing to let us out.

[Smash Adams]

i think the ages of about.. 9-13. my moms boyfriend and his kid lived with us. it was pure hell. Like, I wanted to stay at school everyday, i dreaded the bell ringing to let us out.
aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww I'm sorry kassers :hug:

[Kassie09]

aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww I'm sorry kassers :hug:

Thanks ianerssssssss

[C_Hood]

HAHA are you quoting that kevin spacey movie from last year? holy nut that film was a disaster
to be honest i have no idea. i heard that somewhere and i thought it sounded cool. and most kevin spacey movies are a disaster. go ahead, prove me wrong.

[wall e]

September 09 - around nowish.

[wall e]

life sucks, then you die.

Thanks dad for the advice.

3mqx43EboZY

[troubledbyinsects]

The end of junior year and senior year of high school. Seriously, I'm about 98% sure that a few people actually hated me.
a few people hated you? don't mean to be a dick but that doesn't sound bad what so ever

[xcloud66x]

1990-2010

[leaveawhisper]

Freshman year...the boyfriend was in a car accident and could have very likely suffered permanent brain damage (but didn't), I was dumped for the girl that was driving when he was in said accident, and I lost the best friend I had, all in a three month time span.

[kemppettyjohn]

my best friend and role model masturbated over my sister while she was sleeping... in front of my mom

the months to follow were awful. the guy showed no remorse, no guilt. everyone praised him for being valedictorian and a great guy... no one even believed that he really did that

only person ive ever hated

[James Johnson]

Every time I somehow let a girl completely and utterly destroy me. Not TOO many times but it sure sucks when it does.

[showmethefever]

my best friend and role model masturbated over my sister while she was sleeping... in front of my mom
Hahahaha.

[dizzleforizzle]

a few people hated you? don't mean to be a dick but that doesn't sound bad what so ever
It's cool, I get what you're saying.

I guess it was more the reason for their hatred rather than the actual haters. I had a bad injury caused from being stupid kids in a parking lot, which led to a nasty legal situation. From there, people decided to form ridiculous opinions of me that quickly spread around my senior class. Even my friends were getting hassled for hanging out with me.

[Esrb99]

today.

[Yo!Yvonne!]

October- mid December. Kept making myself think i was perfectly happy when i knew i really wasn't. Things are great now though. I've learned a lot and that you can't really expect things to happen unless you make it happen.

[Pawan1993]

Every time I somehow let a girl completely and utterly destroy me. Not TOO many times but it sure sucks when it does.
I know what you mean. it's what's happening right now. I just don't know what to do anymore. It's all appearing blank and dead for me now.

[James Johnson]

I know what you mean. it's what's happening right now. I just don't know what to do anymore. It's all appearing blank and dead for me now.

Shittest feeling. Every time you swear it wont happen again....

[DustN727]

yeah, I'd definitely say right now...good to know I seem to be suffering with a lot of other people?

[Pawan1993]

Shittest feeling. Every time you swear it wont happen again....
What's worse is if you think that girl hates you, but you don't know why. I was really close with this girl. Like we'd talk about anything and then a week later she's telling you off saying she hates you.
It's a crushing feeling especially when you don't even known why. She won't even say why.

[Halt]

Dude almost the exact same thing happened to me. Just it happened my freshman year of high school. My tumor was roughly jelly bean sized and shaped in the part of my brain that controls my right hand so I would always know about a minute before I was going to have a seizure when I would get these tremors in my right hand. For all of them I remained conscious and that is some pretty freaky stuff.

I guess I got lucky that I didn't end up with epilepsy. I have had the occasional flare up in that same spot in my brain since then where those tremors come back and I always expect the worst when they do. But aside from that I've been largely symptom free. I also was told not to drink heavily so I have to limit myself to a drink or two.

Yeah, its pretty lame. my specialist advises me not to drink at all. For me, its my whole left side that seizes. thats life though :P

[Echo Park]

'87- present

life fucking sucks, and i think i just got dumped today.

[MusicIsLovex3]

today -_-

[CChocobo]

from november 2009 til 3 weeks ago.
was laid off from work, in debt with credit cards, out of money no way to pay bills.
had to pawn off my guitar and amp, sell my xbox 360, and other things just to make money to make a payment on my car and insurance/
and i had collectors blowing up my phone for payments on the past due credit cards, couldnt get unemployment.
it was a shitty time, felt like i wouldn't be able to get back on my feet. but luckily i started a job recently and am slowly getting back to where i need to be.

[Laural666]

'87- present

life fucking sucks, and i think i just got dumped today.
Sucks, sorry.

[SubStylee]

hmmmm I'm thinking I should be a little more grateful for avoiding these things

Me too!
:D

[Hagysaurus Rex]

dude are you and i the same person? i am in the EXACT same situation.

If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

[caress me down]

Four days ago, my boyfriend of 2+ years broke up with me. I honestly had no idea I could possibly feel worse.
I'm sure many of you can relate

[jmo182]

If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

i do not know the answer to that question.

[In2deep]

When my dad decided to move back in with my family. I was 5. I hated it. Haha.

[acemvivere]

Whenever I wake up in the mornings.

The day might be filled with pleasant surprises, but I hate mornings.