twstedroads
09/17/06, 06:15 PM
sometime today between 30 lovebugs colliding with my face as a drove and talking with my best friend in the entire world, i finally found myself at peace to issue a very sincere farewell to my girlfriend of three years. this was the one thing i thought i would never be able to face and was most definately the most intrusive fear i have ever delt with. my biggest downfall was that i would latch on to my closest source of comfort and refuse to never let go with my jaws of death. i couldn't deal with my own problems or self on a personal level. i feel as though today i have reached a new plateau, and it feels fucking great.
if any of you have been dealing with similar issues or are terrified of letting go, even though you know it's for the best, let me reassure you, it can be done. who'd ever think i could be just FRIENDS with this girl, let alone know she's fucking other people. how and why the hell i'm okay with it, i don't know, but it was very much needed.
thanks for everyone's input on my previous thread
-alex
if any of you have been dealing with similar issues or are terrified of letting go, even though you know it's for the best, let me reassure you, it can be done. who'd ever think i could be just FRIENDS with this girl, let alone know she's fucking other people. how and why the hell i'm okay with it, i don't know, but it was very much needed.
thanks for everyone's input on my previous thread
-alex