BridgesFolly
09/18/06, 06:22 PM
So i heard all this talk about "salvia" in my last thread when i asked about my weird freak outs on ex and weed.
so of course, being curious, i did some research to figure out what it was all about. And decided it was most definatly something i did NOT want to try, especially if its more dramatic than weed and weed freaks me out.
Well, today, i was hanging out in lawrence with my friends Matt and Aleesa. Matt said he had tried salvia the night before, and thought he was somebodies pinkie finger.
I was intrigued. Aleesa stated she wanted to try it. So we returned to matts dorm and Got out the water bong. I watched aleesa, she inhaled HORRIBLY, and said she only felt slightly "slower" than normal.
I thought, oh what the hell, it only lasts 5 minutes anyways, and took a nice Big hit, held it in thirty or so seconds, and coughed histarically. I waited for about 2 seconds and felt this sudden.... just... Force. Undescribable. In fact, the only way i can describe it is by this: (and the person im with in this poem is matt, who sat with me to make sure i was okay. We used to date.)
God, your flowers are beautiful
They shine Luminescent beneath my closed eyes.
I'm lying in this field,
This tiled bathroom floor
Covered and surrounded by an ocean of flowers.
I smile to you, a giggle so childish
So this is what its like.
And we're closer than close
Our bodies are one, kissing and touching
caressing, melting,
my arms are made of slik.
But wait.
My mouth is gaping WIDE!
An Ocean!
There is an Ocean in my mouth
with fish swimming around each other
a playful game of tag.
Kisses have never felt this way
And words, oh my!
I cant keep the words from leaving my lips!
They walk right out, i feel as if im shouting.
"I love you, I love you"
WHY! Why must those words choose to escape?
Why here? why now?
But it doesn’t change my mood.
I'm still childish and excited,
continuing the sensationable closness we have
But slowly it comes to an end,
In only minutes this beautiful world fades
Fizzles.
Extinguishes.
Off the floor. On the bed.
Twitches overcome me, but im not scared.
The words still tumble their way out.
"dont you ever just feel... right?"
and music pulses around us,
and my heartbeat pulses with it.
Slowly, I succumb back to reality.
and as one friend said, "fuck relaity"
so of course, being curious, i did some research to figure out what it was all about. And decided it was most definatly something i did NOT want to try, especially if its more dramatic than weed and weed freaks me out.
Well, today, i was hanging out in lawrence with my friends Matt and Aleesa. Matt said he had tried salvia the night before, and thought he was somebodies pinkie finger.
I was intrigued. Aleesa stated she wanted to try it. So we returned to matts dorm and Got out the water bong. I watched aleesa, she inhaled HORRIBLY, and said she only felt slightly "slower" than normal.
I thought, oh what the hell, it only lasts 5 minutes anyways, and took a nice Big hit, held it in thirty or so seconds, and coughed histarically. I waited for about 2 seconds and felt this sudden.... just... Force. Undescribable. In fact, the only way i can describe it is by this: (and the person im with in this poem is matt, who sat with me to make sure i was okay. We used to date.)
God, your flowers are beautiful
They shine Luminescent beneath my closed eyes.
I'm lying in this field,
This tiled bathroom floor
Covered and surrounded by an ocean of flowers.
I smile to you, a giggle so childish
So this is what its like.
And we're closer than close
Our bodies are one, kissing and touching
caressing, melting,
my arms are made of slik.
But wait.
My mouth is gaping WIDE!
An Ocean!
There is an Ocean in my mouth
with fish swimming around each other
a playful game of tag.
Kisses have never felt this way
And words, oh my!
I cant keep the words from leaving my lips!
They walk right out, i feel as if im shouting.
"I love you, I love you"
WHY! Why must those words choose to escape?
Why here? why now?
But it doesn’t change my mood.
I'm still childish and excited,
continuing the sensationable closness we have
But slowly it comes to an end,
In only minutes this beautiful world fades
Fizzles.
Extinguishes.
Off the floor. On the bed.
Twitches overcome me, but im not scared.
The words still tumble their way out.
"dont you ever just feel... right?"
and music pulses around us,
and my heartbeat pulses with it.
Slowly, I succumb back to reality.
and as one friend said, "fuck relaity"