lyrics....

[BuriedAlive]

i wrote this like yesterday so i havent really tried to make any corrections or changes words or anything

"Thrive With Despise"

is the way I express how much I love you wrong?
you don't realize it or even care
I have told you how much I loved you over and over again
but that doesn't change shit, you still hate me in the end
I can never find the write words to say
yet you never notice them anyway

I just wanna tell you I love you
and this love is killing me
the fact you don't care and
it is destroying me

I would walk by and say hi
but you would just ignore me
the pain and this love is eating me alive
and I tremble and I shake
through every single day
it's hard to sleep without dreaming of you
it's hard to be alive without wanting you

I love you soo much
but you only wanna be friends
this isn't helping me mend
this is only tearing me apart even more
I just cover my face with my hands and cry
try to pour out my pain the only way I know
I'm here left alone
I wish you were here to comfort me