psychick411
06/15/03, 03:53 AM
As I sit here in a slough
I realize that I've had about enough
My life is a melange
Of many ups and downs
My lackadaisical mind
Keeps me saturnine
My litany of hope
Gets me through another day
But I can't help but wonder
When I will be razed
My life is a juggernaut
I will never escape.
The people all around arrant
Carrying on their badinage
I try to ignore it
But it exacerbates me
I want to conciliate those that care
But with the paucity of my happiness
It seems unfair
But from the lower echelon of my heart
My macabre feelings originate
Why can't someone portend my future
And countermand the mistakes I make
For if my life were substantive
Then I would not want to recant
I would not worry about being fatuous
I will never be saturated
My life is irrefutably mine.
I realize that I've had about enough
My life is a melange
Of many ups and downs
My lackadaisical mind
Keeps me saturnine
My litany of hope
Gets me through another day
But I can't help but wonder
When I will be razed
My life is a juggernaut
I will never escape.
The people all around arrant
Carrying on their badinage
I try to ignore it
But it exacerbates me
I want to conciliate those that care
But with the paucity of my happiness
It seems unfair
But from the lower echelon of my heart
My macabre feelings originate
Why can't someone portend my future
And countermand the mistakes I make
For if my life were substantive
Then I would not want to recant
I would not worry about being fatuous
I will never be saturated
My life is irrefutably mine.