Selfexpression (I've been doing this for awhile)

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Flower Girl
Do not cry for the last flower
Even thought it has been blown away buy the wind
Or drowned in ancient waters
Now forever praying
The Flower Girl's heart sliced
Like tissue paper by the Masamune
Good bye little flower girl
Cloud does nothing but weeps
Sephiroth just waits and bleeds
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Trance

I am anger in the back of you mind
but do you give a damn about me

All you do turn me a way
But do you give a damn about me

I let you harbor dark thoughts
But do you give a damn about me

I love you
But do you give a damn about me

I bleed for you
But do you give a damn about me
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Terri

When all I want is to be alone
You're there getting me out of my slump

When the world wont go away
You're there making me feel distant

When the voices are screaming
You're there calming them down

When I am the violent tiger
You're there, gentle lamb

When I'm lost and gone
You're there searching for me

When I've been forsaken by everyone
You're there giving me a second chance
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Enter My Mind

despite what people think this poem isn't about Vincent...*sorrowfully looks up* It's about *unwillfuly wanting to say* me *lowers head and weeps*

When the voices are fighting
And I can hear them screaming
It tears my mind

When rage has fulfilled it's destiny
And I can't sit anymore
It makes my mind explode

When HE has been awakened
And the world is gone
My mind has been obliterated

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My Pain

Alone I lie out
In my room
Thinking of you

Chaos rampaging
through my mind

but the blades
Still stands

Blood spouts
From my
Heart an veins

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I would die for you,
Take the bullet for you

You are my blood brother
Fused by the mystic bondage that is
Friendship

I would sacrifice my soul for you,
Leave my kingdom for you

You are my blood brother
Fused by the mystic bondage that is
Friendship

Your pain is my pain
My joy is your joy

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Flight has flown from your body
My earth bound angel
Broken wings
Torn tendons
Wounded flesh

My souls cries for you
My earth bound angel
stupid things seem to fade away
All my ice is melted
The darkness is lightened

Why are you fleeing
My earth bound angel
Body's mended
Soul's ascended

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We fall down
We crawl away
We break our spirits
But at least we take what we get
And turn nothing
Into faith

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Repression
I would throw the fire into the winds
But their sensitive little ears
Couldn't begin to understand
My deep pains and rages
So I begin to cease to exist
just as this rose weathers and blows away

In A Moment
High above the earth I sat
When inspiration
Struck me like
Lightning

I Heard A Voice From Heaven
When I was on my keens with a gun to my head
I heard a voice from heaven and it said
"Don't worry, I still love you"

When all my friends had left me
I heard a voice from heaven and it said
"Don't worry, I still love you"

When she left me
I heard a voice from heaven and it said
"Don't worry, I still love you"

When I'm alone
I cry out to heaven and I say
"Don't worry, I still love you"

Empty
As I wander
through the wasteland,
This empty desert
that is my heart
as I contemplate
if the morning due
could ever
Begin to compare
to your beauty

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Embrace The Moon
I want to hold you
But that's impossible
Cause your a million miles away
So I must embrace the moon

Though your body's away
Your love is by my side
But your still not here
So I must embrace the moon

We're addicted to each other
And we need each other
But our ****ing parents put us rehab
So I must embrace the moon

The years have gone by
And I'm still just as in love with you
And your here now, Love
So I don't have to embrace the moon anymore

Passing Through
Once I wanted to die
But I lived
To save you, my love
Life's not fair

Once I wanted to live
But I died
Cause you weren't there
To catch my fall

So you don't need to bother me anymore
Cause I don't need anyone
And I don't your reasons
One turn needs another, baby

What Will You Do?
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you lay awake in your bed
And think of me

Will you think of the deep pools of sorrow on my face
The pain in my voice
the dark and unholiness in my eyes
The sweetness of my embrace

or will you sleep as all lovely angels do
And forget the Daydreamer

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Home
He wants to go home
But how can he
He has none

Very few people care for him
Or al t least that's how he feels
But it's not true

Some of his friends
Fear for his safety
Because the scars he bears
On his hand and wrists

His Friends are there
To help him with the weight of the world
Or at least his world

He wants to go home
But He has none
In his eyes

Behind These Eyes
Another day has passed
Another breath was taken
A man's life was just forsaken
But it all looks the same behind these eyes

A new life was just given
An old one just burned out
No time passed in between
But it all looks the same behind these eyes

Someone's being loved
Someone's being beaten
And someone doesn't know the difference any more
But it all looks the same behind these eyes

Torn Between Two Lovers
His heart sank fast
And vomit rushed up the back of his throat
When he fell in love with another
It's more than he can take

He's torn between two lovers
One he'll always love
The other just great sex
But he wants both

Now he has to choose
From right or wrong
An angel or a demon
Or no love at all

Blurry
Right Now everything's so blurry
And nothing can be seen
Except bleak images of first love
And a heart trampled on the ground

Everything is so messed up in his life
He's nothing less that confused
She has his whole world turned upside down
And He still loves her

Right now everything's so blurry
Maybe I should wipe the tears from my eyes
But what for I'm not sure

Repentance
I'm sorry I touched your white skin
With my crimson lips
I'm sorry I left a stain
At least you can remember me now

I'm sorry about the stupid things I said
I swear I didn't Know this would happen
I'm sorry I blew up at you
And you have to see this side of me

But I will never be sorry about meeting you
And falling in love

Sexy Freak
I can't believe how this all started
With a simple hi and who are you
Formaly unfelt emotions have elevated
Now I'm Sinner

Unfaithful to my Angel of the Morning
And in love with the Nightwalker
Loving both passionitly
Viloently hateing myself

Can I love twice at once
And be burned
Can I love twice at once
And not hurt the ones I burn for

I asked Nightwalker "Who am I in your eyes"
She replied "Sexy cause your so sweet, almost perfect"
I shot back "But I'm a freak, how can you love me"
She sweetly said "Don't worry Sinner, I just do"

So now I'm a sexy freak
Loved by few
Hated by myself
Can you forgive me

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Alone Again
If you hold me now
Can you love me when I'm gone?
At least I'm alive
But still I'm alone

Guess we need a break
From our day to day
Remember the afternoon
We made angels in the sand

Oh Beautiful Dancer
Never again will you dance with me
In the light of the full moon
Good-bye to you my lovely angel

Deep Waters
It felt like I had hit rock bottom
When you picked me up
And set me on the shores of your deep waters

That's when I started walking in
Step by step at first
Until I was able to wade nee deep
Then I waited for you

Now I'm standing out there
Chest deep in your deep waters
And you've been wading in mine the whole time

A Poem To Her
I want to wrap my arms around you
And forget the rest of the world was ever here

If I fell asleep now
Would you walk away?
Or stay by my side?
Or try to pull me from this lonely place?

Lets close our eyes
Hold our breath
And wait until something happens between us

We can hide in my place
Just the two of us
With a few of our emotions and thoughts

On the cold nights
We can keep each other warm
Or sit by the fire
I think I'm in love with you

Regret
He needs her more
Than she could ever want him
He thinks of her all the time
And so does she

Their time has come
He finally gets his shot
And it goes great
At first

Until he changes her heart
And she changes his
Roles reversed
Moving on

He still love her
But he regrets ever meeting her
And she now knows how he use to feel

Running Away
One night I'm just gunna start running,
and I'm never gunna look back,
and I'm never gunna wonder why.
Cause this place holds nothing for me.

Maybe it does for you.
My hopes, dreams, and heart
just aren't in this place anymore

it doesn't matter where I go,
a mansion in Hollywood
or a shack on 8 Mile road
just as long as I can get as far away from this place as I can.

So enjoy me while you have me
cause you're sure as hell
going to miss me when I'm gone....
I hope

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You left me by myself
Now I'm all alone in this world
And I can't understand why
But you made it sound so easy

Because you've done away with me
I sit up in room
Locked inside my head
Remembering eveything I should've done
And Forgetting the time

You said you loved me
Then set me free
If you really love me
Then you'd be with me

The atonement of a bleeding heart
I'm not quite sure what it means
But it sounds like it fits

I'm just not ready to say goodbye
Beacuse goodbye is forever
And forever isn't a term I want to use yet

[maybe_someday]

are there any of these that you aren't using in songs that I could use? I like to get different styles in my songs (ideas and lyrics from other people and stuff). I play mostly acoustic stuff at little gigs in Minneapolis. Thanx,
Josh

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I write my songs diferently then I do my poems. Without major rewriting I could not use any of theses for lyrics

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In a quiet rain
Will we forget the memories
That we made together?
Or will we remember
The time that we were one?

In a quiet rain
Will we still hear
The rain drops pounding on your window seal?
Or will we finally move on

In a quite rain
In a quiet rain it's hard to see you tears
But I know they're there
Amigone, it's going to be ok