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[punk_koala]

i'm pretty new at this...let me know what you think?

it's hard to look
in the mirror and see a lie
denying everything
that is so blatantly wrong
facades don't last forever
i'll only last so long

would it disappoint you
to know that i'm not who i say?
that i'm not well adjusted
or have lied to your face?
i'm sorry but i can't be blamed
it was you who made me feel so ashamed

it tears me apart that you don't know
of the storms i keep inside
i know you can't help, not sure if you care
about what i always hide
but i can't keep going like this
living this lie

ignorance is bliss
and if i told you the truth
you wouldn't believe me
but my body doesn't hide the proof
my arms and waistline are all you need
to know about the real me

are you disappointed
that i'm not who i say?
that i'm not well adjusted
i lied to your face
but it was you who made
me feel like this in the first place.