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[the recluse]

were you asleep the other night,
when i expressed my feelings for you?
or simply just ignoring me for the fact that you dont care.
according to your friends your feelings were untrue.
why cant you just choose, decide on how you feel.
wait, you cant we have already gone through this,
please except apologies from me,
when i shouldn't even be sorry.

fuck it all ! don't remember me,
because i know i wont be missed.
wish you were here right now,
so you could see for yourself
exactly how i am without you


all i can say are i regret these memories,
babe i still miss you, take from me whatever you please,
because you have already stolen all that maters.
oh, do you remember the past,
you took a break since saturday,
but you never came back.
i'll write you and you'll never write back.
seeing it this way,
you will never come along to care for me.
blindfolded as i trip, just let me fall,
no one to catch me, no one to think twice,
its obvious how much i really matter to you

blah....