View Full Version : are people unaffected by trauma inable to detect it?
open mind
10/12/10, 10:38 AM
i'd say so.
fuck "saysmydoctor" "sjbkwhatever the fuck her name is" and "scrandon".............none of them have a heart capable of human emotion, and the can all go to hell.
unable.
you need to get counseling if this is affecting you so much. if some dude died in front of you, quickly or slowly, i am sure what you saw was quite painful. posting on this message board isn't going to provide the help you need.
Smash Adams
10/12/10, 10:45 AM
When a man's an empty kettle he should be on his mettle,
And yet I'm torn apart.
Just because I'm presumin' that I could be kind-a-human,
If I only had heart.
I'd be tender - I'd be gentle and awful sentimental
Regarding Love and Art.
I'd be friends with the sparrows ... and the boys who shoots the arrows
If I only had a heart
Scrandon
10/12/10, 10:59 AM
Get a job.
tonighttonight0
10/12/10, 11:00 AM
OP, go get help if this bothers you so much. If it really isn't..chill the fuck out.
http://www.funatiq.com/images/the-tin-man.jpg
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 11:11 AM
Are you fucking serious?
open mind
10/12/10, 11:12 AM
thanks to the first poster, and fuck the rest of ya.
um people who are traumatized are pretty easy to detect
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 11:16 AM
You're acting absolutely obnoxious, not to mention you deleted the thread that shows how fucking crazy you are in your reactions to your post.
I said specifically that it is really sad what happened to him, if that is what happened but that your vagueness made it impossible for anybody to actually understand the context of what you were saying until you finally provided a fucking backstory.
Just because you're acting like a fucking idiot doesn't mean I'm incapable of feeling human emotion. What happened to you is fucking tragic and terrible and you should fight to alert the masses of what happened.
What you shouldn't do is act like an obnoxious idiot who is essentially rambling and acting irrationally.
And I generally enjoy you as a poster and contributor to the forum but right now--you are acting kind of stupid.
I don't really get why you would waste your time amassing 14k posts just to sit here and troll it away. I will say this, though. It's fucking riveting.
http://forums.farkin.net/photo/data/523/0653_homer-eating-popcorn-small-c7873.jpg
fightinirish217
10/12/10, 11:48 AM
:squint:
Simulcast
10/12/10, 12:24 PM
Someone's balls need to be dissolved in acid, that's all I know.
zion the lion
10/12/10, 12:25 PM
What?
What's been going on with this dude lately?
caveBEAR
10/12/10, 12:27 PM
Someone's balls need to be dissolved in acid, that's all I know.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, holy shit.
deFobbed14yrs
10/12/10, 12:45 PM
Someone's balls need to be dissolved in acid, that's all I know.
That seems a bit harsh, both balls really?
Jake Gyllenhaal
10/12/10, 12:45 PM
Someone's balls need to be dissolved in acid, that's all I know.
:lolatpost:
ChristianLFTW
10/12/10, 12:48 PM
i'd say so.
fuck "saysmydoctor" "sjbkwhatever the fuck her name is" and "scrandon".............none of them have a heart capable of human emotion, and the can all go to hell.
Lol. NONE OF THEM ARE EMPATHETIC SO THEY SHOULD GO TO HELL.
loveisdead
10/12/10, 12:53 PM
What's been going on with this dude lately?
I dunno man. I like him a lot but he's gone overboard.
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 12:59 PM
Someone's balls need to be dissolved in acid, that's all I know.
Where's your empathy for those whose balls have been dissolved in acid?
Simulcast
10/12/10, 01:03 PM
Where's your empathy for those whose balls have been dissolved in acid?
Make a thread about it why don't you.
heh
Scrandon
10/12/10, 01:54 PM
Does trauma give you the excuse to be a huge douche?
Jason Tate
10/12/10, 01:59 PM
What's been going on with this dude lately?
Just wondering that myself. Alcohol? Someone getting a hold of his account?
Paulie4star
10/12/10, 02:01 PM
I dun goof'd reading this thread. I will be back, however, to read more acid/balls comments.
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 02:07 PM
Alcohol.
zion the lion
10/12/10, 02:13 PM
Alcohol.
Or he's just having a mental break...not like a breakdown but just a time out. I've seen people post drunk and they make all sorts of spelling mistakes unless they're smart enough to do spell check, and spell check would fix the grammar thing, so I doubt he's drunk and spell checking.
Just wondering that myself. Alcohol? Someone getting a hold of his account?
pretty sure it's him and not someone hacking his account. after you reach a certain point in your alcoholism, you have a mental fuzz pretty much all the time.
/knowsalotofpeopleinAA
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 02:18 PM
Or he's just having a mental break...not like a breakdown but just a time out. I've seen people post drunk and they make all sorts of spelling mistakes unless they're smart enough to do spell check, and spell check would fix the grammar thing, so I doubt he's drunk and spell checking.
That's a really cool story, bro.
softcoeur
10/12/10, 02:19 PM
That's a really cool story, bro.
hahahahaha
loveisdead
10/12/10, 02:25 PM
pretty sure it's him and not someone hacking his account. after you reach a certain point in your alcoholism, you have a mental fuzz pretty much all the time.
/knowsalotofpeopleinAA
This seems like an odd way to lash out. It's the second time he's insulted Sean for no reason.
zion the lion
10/12/10, 02:26 PM
That's a really cool story, bro.
No, it's a masterpiece...bro.
This seems like an odd way to lash out. It's the second time he's insulted Sean for no reason.
well, in his op in this thread, he told me to fuck off as well, and then later said everyone else but me could fuck off. he's not in his right mind, for sure, and it's clear he's got some issues with booze...which only makes mental illness or what have you even worse. either way, regarding Sean, he took something Sean said, twisted it into a million crazy pieces and then lashed out. no idea why he did it the first time, lol
loveisdead
10/12/10, 02:50 PM
well, in his op in this thread, he told me to fuck off as well, and then later said everyone else but me could fuck off. he's not in his right mind, for sure, and it's clear he's got some issues with booze...which only makes mental illness or what have you even worse. either way, regarding Sean, he took something Sean said, twisted it into a million crazy pieces and then lashed out. no idea why he did it the first time, lol
Yeah I saw him say something about you too. I dunno, I wish I knew what was up with him.
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 03:02 PM
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samsara
10/12/10, 03:09 PM
I'm thinking someone got hacked.
Simulcast
10/12/10, 03:10 PM
I'm thinking someone got hacked.
I remember his outburst a few weeks ago. Similar language, similar tone. He admitted to being drunk and later apologized to Sean. This seems like a repeat of that.
loveisdead
10/12/10, 03:13 PM
I remember his outburst a few weeks ago. Similar language, similar tone. He admitted to being drunk and later apologized to Sean. This seems like a repeat of that.
But he said he wasn't drunk.
Simulcast
10/12/10, 03:15 PM
But he said he wasn't drunk.
Really? I thought he did. What was going on then?
loveisdead
10/12/10, 03:19 PM
Really? I thought he did. What was going on then?
He said he was drunk that time a few weeks ago. This time he said "but this time I'm sober."
zion the lion
10/12/10, 03:30 PM
I'm assuming he doesnt want a pity party or an investigation as to what's going on with him, but I do hope he gets better.
Machu505
10/12/10, 03:32 PM
I'd probably insult Sean if I were drunk too.
Simulcast
10/12/10, 03:33 PM
He said he was drunk that time a few weeks ago. This time he said "but this time I'm sober."
Oh oh, I thought you were referring to last time. Well, maybe he was just trying to sound legitimate.
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 03:35 PM
I'd probably insult Sean if I were drunk too.
Hell, I insult me when I'm drunk.
"Sean, did you just throw up?" "I wanted to see how far my hand could go." "Why?" "Cause I'm an idiot..."
Machu505
10/12/10, 03:36 PM
Hell, I insult me when I'm drunk.
"Sean, did you just throw up?" "I wanted to see how far my hand could go." "Why?" "Cause I'm an idiot..."
"Man, fuck Sean Collins." "Matt, who the hell is that?"
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 03:37 PM
"Man, fuck Sean Collins." "Matt, who the hell is that?"
"Some d-bag who is keyboard tough."
I'd probably develop an alcohol problem if I lived a stone's throw from zion too.
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 04:01 PM
Siberians beware.
Jake Gyllenhaal
10/12/10, 04:11 PM
A while ago, I got into a debate with him when he started ranting about Big Brother existing in the U.S. because how closely he's monitored after being released from prison. I never found out what he went for prison for but then he said he's been suicidal at times out of regret for what he did. From then on, I decided just to lay off of him
zion the lion
10/12/10, 04:16 PM
I'd probably develop an alcohol problem if I lived a stone's throw from zion too.
That's because you're a weak person.
caveBEAR
10/12/10, 04:40 PM
I'd probably insult Sean if I were drunk too.
:sadangel:
I need a better name.
zion the lion
10/12/10, 04:42 PM
Can someone tell me what kind of trauma he's talking about?
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 04:49 PM
:sadangel:
I need a better name.
Our name is awesome, you fucking quitter.
Jake Gyllenhaal
10/12/10, 04:55 PM
Can someone tell me what kind of trauma he's talking about?
His prisonmate had a weak liver and the prison officials denied him care, so he had to watch his prisonmate slowly die.
caveBEAR
10/12/10, 04:57 PM
Our name is awesome, you fucking quitter.
What would you know?! No one likes you when they're drunk!
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 05:00 PM
What would you know?! No one likes you when they're drunk!
On the internet!
<*)))><
10/12/10, 05:08 PM
Moral of the story if you go to prison and watch someone die, you will make a thread about trauma.
samsara
10/12/10, 05:40 PM
Zion=OP? Just a theory.
zion the lion
10/12/10, 05:53 PM
His prisonmate had a weak liver and the prison officials denied him care, so he had to watch his prisonmate slowly die.
I went through something somewhat similar...I dont know how anyone could be unaffected by that kind of trauma.
Zion=OP? Just a theory.
It holds just about as much water as the zion=samsara theory...if not less. Its like me saying that every person in new mexico is you.
Yeah I saw him say something about you too. I dunno, I wish I knew what was up with him.
yeah same here. he contributes a lot of good stuff...not usually so trollish.
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 06:22 PM
I went through something somewhat similar...I dont know how anyone could be unaffected by that kind of trauma.
Of fucking course you did.
zion the lion
10/12/10, 06:25 PM
Of fucking course you did.
Most people who have a relative who has Alzheimer's do, so yes, of course I fucking did...I'm just trying to say I've been there and I dont see how anyone could be unaffected by it.
catherinexhimel
10/12/10, 07:09 PM
Of fucking course you did.
I feel like your avatar goes perfectly with what you said.
His prisonmate had a weak liver and the prison officials denied him care, so he had to watch his prisonmate slowly die.
That's some rather gangster shit.
ChristianLFTW
10/12/10, 07:32 PM
I'm missing something, what's the OP talking about?
Thriftstoresuit
10/12/10, 08:06 PM
Of fucking course you did.
:lol:
I'd probably insult Sean if I were drunk too.
:lol:
And I don't even know who this Sean guy is. Haven't lurked long enough to know who OP is but hey good luck with that!
loveisdead
10/12/10, 08:21 PM
:lol:
And I don't even know who this Sean guy is. Haven't lurked long enough to know who OP is but hey good luck with that!
saysmydoctor is the Sean we are referring to.
Sunken In
10/12/10, 08:21 PM
This whole thread is pretty interesting and really one of a kind.
A bunch of users deconstructing this guy's antics.
You all seem to know him well.
saysmydoctor is the Sean we are referring to.
Oh yeah. Didn't notice sorry. Well, the way you guys defend he seems like a great guy. Um, I don't even know what I'm doing in this thread. I'm just gonna leave now...
caveBEAR
10/12/10, 08:27 PM
Oh yeah. Didn't notice sorry. Well, the way you guys defend he seems like a great guy. Um, I don't even know what I'm doing in this thread. I'm just gonna leave now...
He's a breathtaking gentleman who deserves to have his balls dipped in acid.
saysmydoctor
10/12/10, 08:29 PM
I'm really a prick.
caveBEAR
10/12/10, 08:31 PM
I'm really a prick.
Probably explains the acid bath for your ballsack.
Voliminal
10/13/10, 05:45 PM
Like I said earlier, this guy is just looking for sympathy.
EasySkankin
10/14/10, 03:11 AM
I miss the less paranoid posts of the OP
That said, people say funny shit when they're drunk.
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Healthy Scratch
10/14/10, 05:50 AM
Like I said earlier, this guy is just looking for sympathy.
who the fuck are you? open mind has been around a long time, he's been a quality poster for years. he's run into some problems recently and he's clearly having a hard time. jackass.
my post count is low but this isnt my first account. i've been here long enough to respect the guy, i've always known him to be respectful and articulate in whatever argument he's involved in. whatever his life has turned into, it's been sad watching his decline. i hope he pulls it together.
open mind
10/20/10, 03:35 AM
i recently read a couple books that i enjoyed immensely while reading, but in the days and weeks after reading them i found myself in a serious funk. i was thinking about events long passed and was feeling incredibly depressed.....i attributed this to my recent increased rate of substance abuse and the usual fall blahs at first (i've got a touch of SAD) and tried to write it off as nothing more then that.
the thing is that i normally don't get near a mental breakdown because of those things (at least not in recent years as i've learned how to recognize the symptoms and stop it before it gets to far) and i do not normally advertise my pain.....so this was something different.
i felt as though there was a mental fishhook in the back of my mind and that it was slowly driving me crazy......whenever i had enough time to reflect on anything my thoughts always returned to james woods.....and i couldn't explain it. i talked to my family and friends (who already knew about his lack of treatment and eventual death) almost daily, always ending the line of conversation by saying "i don't know why jimmy is on my mind lately, let's talk about something else".
then, a few days ago, it hit me. certain passages in one of the books i had read (the shock doctrine) talk about how you scientifically break a man's resistance to speak out. i'd break it down for you but i'm unable to do it as aptly as the book already has.
the short version is how in the right conditions you can scientifically break someones desire to resist and decry inhumane conditions. this involves shocks (mostly mental) that include sensory deprivation/overload, lack of physical contact, constant harassment, the threat of harsh or lethal punishment if you make waves, etc.
while i was not subjected to the more extreme physical treatments of electroshock and drugging like many victims of this treatment have been throughout the world, many of the mentioned techniques have been employed within the prison system in one form or another for various reasons. helping to break a suspect, and insuring that the inmate population doesn't unite and forcibly demand better treatment are two of the most obvious reasons i can think of........but i'm starting to ramble.
with this newly gained knowledge i was forced to confront (although i didn't know it at first) the fact that i let a man slowly die in front of me for no reason besides the fact that i wanted out, and i wasn't willing to rock the boat (much) if it meant i had to do another day in prison.
i did talk to the medical staff about jimmy's rapidly failing condition and did tell them that he ought to be in a hospital instead of being neglected in a cell of concrete, but when they failed to act, i and others did nothing for fear of reprisal.......in short we all sold this man out because we wanted out and we weren't about to let the fact that a man was being slowly killed in front of us stop any of us from getting out of the hellhole we were in as quickly as possible.
as someone who has made their fair share of horrible mistakes but yet still believes in helping their fellow man, and doing the right thing this realization brought on incredible feelings of anger and guilt.....which brought on an incredible urge to drown my feelings in whatever i could.....which failed, and brought on further mental anguish.......which brought on the mental pants-shitting that i've displayed on these forums as of late.
so i've decided to do everything i can do to make sure justice is done for james (and hopefully all those who are destined to follow him). i'd like to say i'm committed to this cause for all the mistreated, and unjustly beaten down of the world but it's mostly about alleviating my profound sense of guilt, and to remind myself about how easily a decent and caring person can be transformed into a shocked shell of a man that cares for nothing but self preservation.
i don't know if i've done a good job of explaining where i was coming from and i doubt if most can relate to or really understand what i'm talking about and that's probably a good thing......but i'm sorry for allowing my personal issues to degrade this forum (which is usually pretty good at provoking thought) and for any and all personal attacks of any posters personal character.
open mind
10/20/10, 03:56 AM
who the fuck are you? open mind has been around a long time, he's been a quality poster for years. he's run into some problems recently and he's clearly having a hard time. jackass.
my post count is low but this isnt my first account. i've been here long enough to respect the guy, i've always known him to be respectful and articulate in whatever argument he's involved in. whatever his life has turned into, it's been sad watching his decline. i hope he pulls it together.
thank you.
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