Lonely road of a new year

[Rufio217]

My quick 5 minute, lonely new years song i wrote when i was alone, heartbroken, and dead on new years...


Lonely Road Of A New Year

It’s quarter to twelve on New Years Eve
Running through my head where you could be
And I need you here to save me
From starting another year alone

My heartbeat drops
As the counter nears ten
Times Freezes and plays painfully over, and over, and over again
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

I’ve started another year of being alone
No one here to call my own
No one to hold onto, no one to let go
I guess I'll have to let you go

Another new years kiss wasted
Another night of being dissed
Another morning waking up
To find myself lying naked in my car
One the back road to the bridge
Not knowing how I got there
Or where I'm going, or exactly how far
Just knowing…

I’ve started another year of being alone
No one here to call my own
No one to hold onto, no one to let go
I guess I'll have to let you go...
(Just Alone)
I guess I'll have to let you go...
(Just Alone)
I guess I'll have to let you go...
(Just Alone)

[Rufio217]

Let me know what you think...

[decisionpending]

if you wanna know... i thought it was average... i dunno, it didn't do anything for me which is strange 'cause i can relate... average

[Rufio217]

that's what i wanted....i didn't want people to be like oh sheer brilliance, i just wanted people to see the heartbreak of a lonely holidya, and be able to be like " i know how that feels"

[decisionpending]

yeah, cool, i was just stating that despite knowing how it feels, it doesn't make me feel, the lyrics don't make me feel or want... if you understand what i mean

[Rufio217]

I got ya...

[BuriedAlive]

ya weird song, i never thought about being alone on new years like that man that sucks im normally trying to enjoy it even though im alone almost every new years

[proeuthanasia]

rufio, are you w/ somone now? cuz the way you talk it's like you were alone on new years but now you've 'found someone' or whatever

[Rufio217]

Originally posted by proeuthanasia
rufio, are you w/ somone now? cuz the way you talk it's like you were alone on new years but now you've 'found someone' or whatever



No, I'm not with someone, never have been, b/c everytime i try i fall for all the wrong girls and get dicked, so righht now i am realizeing that i need to stop searching for what i'm looking for and realize that i'll take what i need and not what i want....if you can understand

[proeuthanasia]

i've noticed that too. it's like.. when you're looking for something (i'm talking emotional stuff guys, not like..a sock or your keys or something), you never find it..but then when you just give up, it comes along and happens. i hate it, but that's the way it always seems to work out for me so i just don't look for anything anymore haha

[Rufio217]

So the song portrays, the chase of the girl, that play her game sand drew you in, and then the realization on my part that it was n't anything just a myth, a shadow, an illusion of love, and the song is where I let her out of my head....

[decisionpending]

Originally posted by Rufio217
No, I'm not with someone, never have been, b/c everytime i try i fall for all the wrong girls and get dicked, so righht now i am realizeing that i need to stop searching for what i'm looking for and realize that i'll take what i need and not what i want....if you can understand

alright, could sound a little less like me 'cause this is just getting weird!! the above quote sounds like something that i need to believe!!! fuck, that's weird...

[Rufio217]

Ha Ha, well it's good to know I'm not alone in my feelings, but yeah, that's kinda wierd

[earlynovemberX]

Originally posted by Rufio217
So the song portrays, the chase of the girl, that play her game sand drew you in, and then the realization on my part that it was n't anything just a myth, a shadow, an illusion of love, and the song is where I let her out of my head....

use that ^. those could be some tight lyrics. and the song at the top sounds alot like Tear drops at ball drop by Nothing Brings indemnity. its ok tho.

[BuriedAlive]

for real use that word for word it sounded awesome, i thought it was apart of the song when he said it

[Rufio217]

ha ha alright i crank it out and try to get that song posted...

[dakknox]

i liked the song, it was simple but that way many people can relate, unless extremely well written and complex, but anyway, i liked how you said how you had no one to let go of, i liked that part, later