livejournal.com thread

[AtTheDriveIn.]

i need to vent. so ill vent here. ive had the worst day i could ever have. i think im going to kill something.
*first off my best friend is going in vacation tommorow and i wont see her for a long time and this basically rules out my social life, since i only really hang out with her.
*i got in a fight with my boyfriend and i havent talked to him since we faught and it just sucks.
*I'm in a fight with my parents and i hate when they're mad at me.
*my grandma is dying. she came over today and she was wearing a wig and she can barely walk. [she has cancer]
*i woke up in a shitty mood to begin with.

yeah yeah yeah i know livejournal.com but i dont give a fuck im so pissed off right now. anyone else have a bad day?

[ms y o o n]

awww i haven't seen you around for the longest time
its shitty that all this is happening.
sorry i haven't had anything bad happen to me.
i realy hope things get better for you

[Ronin]

Originally posted by AtTheDriveIn.
i need to vent. so ill vent here. ive had the worst day i could ever have. i think im going to kill something.
*first off my best friend is going in vacation tommorow and i wont see her for a long time and this basically rules out my social life, since i only really hang out with her.
*i got in a fight with my boyfriend and i havent talked to him since we faught and it just sucks.
*I'm in a fight with my parents and i hate when they're mad at me.
*my grandma is dying. she came over today and she was wearing a wig and she can barely walk. [she has cancer]
*i woke up in a shitty mood to begin with.

yeah yeah yeah i know livejournal.com but i dont give a fuck im so pissed off right now. anyone else have a bad day?

I kept smacking my arm into things....

You know how they say bad things happen in 3's? That's bullshit, they happen in dozens

Don't worry, things will get better (I realize how trite that sounds)

[Greg]

hope things get better for you....


its just the same old shit for me....

[AtTheDriveIn.]

thanks for not being assholes, guys. yeah things will hopefully be better soon [well most of my problems].

[evil zach]

I got in fight with my girlfriend a couple days ago. i made a thread about it so I don't need to talk about it here, but it definetly sucks.

My Grandma died when I was 7. I'm still not sure which was worse: Knowing she was going to die, or when she died. I'm still sad about it almost 10 years later. I wish I could say something more encouraging, but then I would be lieing. Just surround yourself with good people and they'll help you though it.


I have nothing else to say other then listen to some ska. Its the happyest music ever.

[Towelie]

when youre at the funeral, dont forget to bring a towel!

[Greg]

Originally posted by Towelie
when youre at the funeral, dont forget to bring a towel!

seth please stop this bullshit

[AtTheDriveIn.]

yeah it really sucks watching her die, its like i wish there was something i could do, but i cant. it makes me sad because she seems so happy and reassuring about whats happening, but i know its not good. she said to me "i'm wearing a wig, because i lost all my hair, but dont worry, its going to grow back, im fine," but its not reassuring enough. i wanted to cry when i saw her.

[Patrick]

ive had a shitty day and i made a thread about it, i got flamed for it but u have respect and in most cases i would be a dick and start flamming you but ive had a shit day to so get better listen to music or somthing

[evil zach]

Originally posted by Towelie
when youre at the funeral, dont forget to bring a towel!
Who ever you are (I don;t think its seth) don't be such a fucking douche bag. Its not apreiciated.

[Towelie]

Originally posted by evil zach
Who ever you are (I don;t think its seth) don't be such a fucking douche bag. Its not apreiciated.

sorry...you wanna get high?

[ms y o o n]

i know you're sad (sorry i dont know your name)
but dont let her know you're sad! be happy with her, shes trying to make the best of what she has left
its tough, but it could be best for her! and thats what you want

[Greg]

Originally posted by evil zach
Who ever you are (I don;t think its seth) don't be such a fucking douche bag. Its not apreiciated.

whynot? just wondering... cause so far it appears so. towlie was signed in then he/she signed out and suddenly seth signed in. then when seth signed out towlie signed back in. and they havent been on at the same time... so it looks like its seth.

[Ronin]

Originally posted by AtTheDriveIn.
yeah it really sucks watching her die, its like i wish there was something i could do, but i cant. it makes me sad because she seems so happy and reassuring about whats happening, but i know its not good. she said to me "i'm wearing a wig, because i lost all my hair, but dont worry, its going to grow back, im fine," but its not reassuring enough. i wanted to cry when i saw her.


My mom had breast cancer, and lost all of her hair.

I know what it's like, it's really hard to watch.

But just think about how strong your grandmother is being about this. She'll feel even better if you're strong too.

Not to get all sappy, but you know

[evil zach]

Originally posted by AtTheDriveIn.
yeah it really sucks watching her die, its like i wish there was something i could do, but i cant. it makes me sad because she seems so happy and reassuring about whats happening, but i know its not good. she said to me "i'm wearing a wig, because i lost all my hair, but dont worry, its going to grow back, im fine," but its not reassuring enough. i wanted to cry when i saw her.
I totaly know what thats like

[evil zach]

Originally posted by Greg
whynot? just wondering... cause so far it appears so. towlie was signed in then he/she signed out and suddenly seth signed in. then when seth signed out towlie signed back in. and they havent been on at the same time... so it looks like its seth.
Just a gut instinct.

[FishAlotNBePunk]

Originally posted by Greg
whynot? just wondering... cause so far it appears so. towlie was signed in then he/she signed out and suddenly seth signed in. then when seth signed out towlie signed back in. and they havent been on at the same time... so it looks like its seth.

Towelie. is. not. me.

ANYWAY...

I understand how you feel. It was really sad watching my grandmother die. and my mother has breast cancer. But as Zach said just be strong and it will go alot better. Just remember all the good times you had with her...

[AtTheDriveIn.]

i guess the best thing i can do is put on a smile and even if im not happy, just pretend, for her. its just hard, ive never gone through the whole loosing a family member thing, except when my cousin died but i was really little so i dont remember that, but yeah its hard, but what am i gonna do.

[ms y o o n]

thats what you should do
i know it hurts
but if she knows you guys are hurting.. then thats not good for her
whats ur name by the way?

[AtTheDriveIn.]

I'm Nicole
a lot of my friends call me Nico :)

[evil zach]

funny you should metion that. I just started listening to the velvet undergorund and nico

[AtTheDriveIn.]

yes, that is some good stuff right there, and the cover to that album is by one of my favorite artists [andy warhol]--what more can you ask for?

[evil zach]

Pepsi! Evry time I put on the velevet undergorund I want a midget to bring me a pepsi!

[AtTheDriveIn.]

hah thats uhmm...interesting...

[ms y o o n]

Originally posted by evil zach
Pepsi! Evry time I put on the velevet undergorund I want a midget to bring me a pepsi!
haha that would be great!

[theused_FSF]

i had a great day

[SnowintheSummer]

kinda reminds me of my year. oh, i had the shittiest year ever. this should make you feel better. stick with me here. ok first off, the first day of school, i get every singly worst teacher. like i dont get ONE teacher that i wanted. literally none (zero) of my friends are in any of my classes. i find out many of said friends have, over the summer, become friends with the more popular people and now prefer them to me. moving on, someone very close to me dies, she was kind of a second mother figure while also being a role model and close friend, it was a shitty experience. at around that time i also found out my mom has a deadly disease, and started failing tests, so my parents were constantly screaming at me. so i got in a bad mood, but i dont tell any of my friends whats going on, and they get pissed off at me because im acting so weird. additionally, my best friend in the world is away for the whole summer and has decided to go to boarding school, starting at the end of the summer. also my , maybe, 3rd best friend and the person i spend the most time with altogether (online and on the phone and at her house bc its so close) is also going to boarding school. 3 of my other ten best friends are switching schools. i havent even covered everything. its been shitty.



about your grandma, i totally understand what youre going through. the same exact thing happened to me and its beyong frusterating but you cant really do anything. cry your eyes out, spend as much time with her as you can, and try to realize that shes going to be at rest. your best friend will come back eventually, in the meanwhile, post a ton here, excersise a lot, discover a new band, and take up a bunch of new hobbies (did i mention that literally the 6 people i spend the most time with are away right now? so basically all my friends) . good luck with your bf, if you still love him you should just send him a really long letter telling your side of the story and all the shit youve been through lately and tell him how much and why you love him and hopefully thatll work out. good luck with everything. more than one time this year ive felt like everything possible has gone wrong and i have the worst life ever but its definately improved and its not as bad as i thought it was. just try to keep motivated. find something that you love to do and that can keep your mind off issues for at least a little, an escape. for me it was skating. and try to fix whatever you can before its too late (aka, spending lots of time with the dying and fixing relationships that you cant live without). good luck!

[AtTheDriveIn.]

ah thanks. that was long but i took the time to read it and its good knowing people can relate to what im going through. and im really sorry about what your going through with all your friends leaving and your mom and all. i couldnt possibly imagine losing my mom. good luck with everything also!