I'm new... also one of my pieces

[Chaotic Dreamer]

Why am I so faithless
So ashamed and faceless

I can't see what people want me to see
They want me to have faith and believe

So many times I've tried
So many times I've cried

Why God, why do i suffer inside
Hurting and always contemplateing suicide

Feeling like I'm alone
Like my heart is just broken stone


I just wanna see the light
But for me it doesn't burn so bright


Maybe I'm just blind
Incapable of seeing the true side


For I can not look to the heavens above
I'm not that lucky and not that loved

So let me see the only thing i can see
The way i am and the things i believe


Maybe someday I'll finally see the light
It will be there for me burning bright

But that day is not now
Although someday it might be found

But as of now I'm faithless
Ashamed and faceless

[Rufio217]

Now have you actually contiplatd suicide, and i don't mean thought about what it would be liek with you not here, i mean planned it, b/c if not you shouldn't be writing about it it is so used now n' days that it is hard to read a suicide scheme without thinking if teh person even knows what they are talking about

[Chaotic Dreamer]

thought about it... contiplated it... tried it... yes, all of thee above. I mostly write about my emotions and things that's happened... which sometimes isn't best for me, cuz most of the time, the things i write about are things i would rather forget.

[x9619XPOWx]

hey i know how it feels, all the emotions you go thru, and trust me, it gets better. it may have to get worse before it gets better, but dont resort to suicide. i have also tried, but you just have to find strength in something (for me it was God). im not trying to preach or anything, but if you will trust me, youll find it gets better.