kind of a poem...

[fincherific]

its not that awesome and i know that so dont feel the need to criticize too much. i just posted it because i know i'm never going to see you people and i dont need to really care if you read my stuff


And where do I begin
The footsteps are so real
Stepping on me
Stepping on you
I don’t know what to do
It starts
So real
And it ends
I don’t feel
I’m numb to it all
You’re watching me fall
Down
Down again
Rolling in the grass
I’m allergic
To what I don’t know
Pencil shavings thrown away
Bite my lip until it bleeds
Bleeding
On you
There’s blood on me to
And I cant stop it
Blood, it dries and turns
Discolored
Like your face when I hurt you
Lost and dumb and confused
Well aren’t we all now
I know I am
If I know anything its how much I love you
Darling
Not lying, really I’m not
I hurt myself for treating you like I do
But its so over
It’s all so over
Neverending
No such thing
Except the pain
Pain knows no end
Abides by no rules
Guess that’s why I use it
To help me
It keeps me company at night
When everyone else has turned out their light
Turn it off
You wont see me
I’m done
It flickers like you
I’m so sick of you to
I love you anyway
And it starts all over again
Still I don’t know where to begin


thats it