im not asking for help, i just dont care anymore

[*black rose*]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.

[apoemtothedead]

I don't care.

[write me a song]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.
yeah i know how you feel. you just have to find who your true friends are and stick with them.

[whitelines]

lay off the linkin park

[AnF1500]

You're 15, this is what happens to everyone.
It goes away.

[sasalukac]

you'll get through it. no matter what anyone tells you on this forum, it won't help. you just need to find someone to talk to in person, and try and smile:-)

[infamous_alias]

Get a hobby.

[2wo_2one]

You might wanna lay off the emo stuff for a while,too.

That's what fucked me up.

[popdisaster00]

You're young. Everyone hates life during High School. Drop your dumbass friends and tell your parents what's on your mind.

[The Database]

Dude, you're 15.

[Kikskrumme]

aren't you a boardie?*hugs*feel better <333

[chronomic]

listen to music thats uppie. like rap. those dudes are always in a good mood cuz of all that booty.

[thatwasamoment]

get fucked

[Black_is_Art10]

Hey, you'll get through it. I'm 15 and I already went through it. Just breathe. *breath* Doesn't that feel better?

[my9ridesshotgun]

Hey, you'll get through it. I'm 15 and I already went through it. Just breathe. *breath* Doesn't that feel better?


follow that, thats probably the best advice in this thread :-)

[Cheshire_Buddha]

You're 15.

Get over it.

[nonamesleft]

It's a phase, no worries.

[Bob Payne]

you obviously don't care about paragraphs or sentence structure either.

[Bob Payne]

"I've been this way going on two weeks"

i actually laughed out loud at this. 2 weeks doesn't mean your life is over, you dramatic asshole. chill out and smoke a blunt.

[CrashingHearts]

yeah chill out.

i dare you to kill yourself.
and im not saying this to be funny, and i dont want anyone to take this the wrong way.

but i bet you, if someone handed you 80 pills and said take them and it'll end, you wouldnt take them. your not that depressed. its a stage. just get through it.

[infecTed]

write your feelings down. use it as a release if you dont already write in one. *hugs*

[heartless_b101]

dude........................

get drunk

[apoemtothedead]

dude........................

get crunk
thank you lil jon.

[Vanilla Bear]

if you are 15, hopefully good things will come...way too early to be that way

[Rock]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.
if it's really as serious as you make it sound, that's pretty rough at 15.

[Rock]

you obviously don't care about paragraphs or sentence structure either.
haha, that sort of thing comes with not caring anymore, obviously. you let your grammar as well as yourself go.

[Marissa]

youre 15! wtf, every teenager is going through bad things. thats the age, itll go away believe me.

[Fuce]

listen to music thats uppie. like rap. those dudes are always in a good mood cuz of all that booty.

best advice

[rhinownsyou]

you obviously don't want to hear it, but you're being melodramatic.

[DisenShaanted]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.

Listen to Jimmy Eat World. They make everything better.

[atticus1492]

Go to the store, and buy a copy of Pokemon. Become a Pokemon master.

[Shatter590]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.

no offense but 2 weeks is nothing. ive been putting up with BS for 6 YEARS. normally i wouldnt say this, but youre young, it gets better.

and if you didnt want help, you wouldnt have posted on here.

[Sleepaway]

listen to music thats uppie. like rap. those dudes are always in a good mood cuz of all that booty.


Hahaha awesome!

words to live by.

[forgotten_emo]

Like everybody has said its just a phase Its not as bad as u think it is It could be alot worse Not saying u dont got it bad everybody has or will go through this Ive gone thru it when i was 15 so i know how u feel Ur not alone thousands of teens ur age are goin thru the same stuff All im goin to say is dont take up cutting or popping pills or doin any other drugs That will just add more issues to the ones u already have Trust me Ive lived it I used to do it all Cut/pop pills/ Do drugs/ Runnign Away/ Attempted Suicide It doesnt really help U just need to chill out take it slow n find a way to let ur emotions out n a good way Ur not alone remember that But if u really didnt care about nething nemore then u wouldnt have put up this tread and u would probably be dead right now

[deapcutz]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.

It is okay, I'm now 16 and i went through it to. I know how you feel. All you have to do is find a way to get the numbness out of you. You can write, listen to music, cry, etc. what ever works for you. But don't give up-you'll make it.

[deapcutz]

Like everybody has said its just a phase Its not as bad as u think it is It could be alot worse Not saying u dont got it bad everybody has or will go through this Ive gone thru it when i was 15 so i know how u feel Ur not alone thousands of teens ur age are goin thru the same stuff All im goin to say is dont take up cutting or popping pills or doin any other drugs That will just add more issues to the ones u already have Trust me Ive lived it I used to do it all Cut/pop pills/ Do drugs/ Runnign Away/ Attempted Suicide It doesnt really help U just need to chill out take it slow n find a way to let ur emotions out n a good way Ur not alone remember that But if u really didnt care about nething nemore then u wouldnt have put up this tread and u would probably be dead right now

it is nice to hear your story. Alot of people do not make that far

[theguilt engine]

Everyone goes through that, and it only can get worse when you get older and there is more pressure and responsibility thrown on you. Try and take being young to your advantage...

[*black rose*]

Wow! im really suprised in this thread. i seriously was expecting like the most mean things said, but a lot of ur als advice has got me thinking and i think it might help...hopefully. i think i might be getting better, or worse cuz i still feel that way and maybe even worse but im actig like im happy and im trying to smile. i know im young and i also know that i should think about that and i know that a lot of teens are or have gone through this. i just didnt think i would. ive tried the music thing. i always do that, and it usually always helps me, but htis time it hasnt. im not depressed or anything. iv already went through that situation. im not like that anymore, but yea, i guess i do care cuz u all r right, i wouldnt care if i didnt put this up, but i did so ya. thanks every one!!!

[Alexxx]

Get fucked up.
Thats all you need.
puberty's a bitch.
And thats all your going through.
you bitching doesnt help.
i wonder if people in the 50's were sad like this.

[danielplaysbass]

Go to the store, and buy a copy of Pokemon. Become a Pokemon master.
take this advice

oh yeah, and listen to reel big fish. they make everyone happy

[StrictlyBiznas]

yeah chill out.

i dare you to kill yourself.
and im not saying this to be funny, and i dont want anyone to take this the wrong way.

but i bet you, if someone handed you 80 pills and said take them and it'll end, you wouldnt take them. your not that depressed. its a stage. just get through it.

That's pretty intense, but I hear you. Too many young kids come on here and complain about normal, everyday problems like they're going to last a life time.

[TakingItBack22]

That's pretty intense, but I hear you. Too many young kids come on here and complain about normal, everyday problems like they're going to last a life time.

not doubting you but young peopel have problems to..like death and relationships...i admit it will get worse as oyu get older but its not like they dont face alot of the same things

[2wo_2one]

not doubting you but young peopel have problems to..like death and relationships...i admit it will get worse as oyu get older but its not like they dont face alot of the same things

^True there.

[xxemo_kittyxx]

awww i know how you feel. even with all the numbness and everything. dont get fucked up, you'll be feeling even worse. listen to music. write. eat. shop. take time off routine if that will help. it may not seem like it, but alot of people have gone through the same things as well and many of them made it through rough times. some even go on to write the music that we listen to. you go through these things because it will keep you human, and if you can manage to turn them into something good then you will realise that god/fate/whatever made you go through this for a reason.

[NickBender]

I think they diagnosed this.

It's called: Everyfifteeyearoldeveractsthiswaybe causetheirparentsuckism

[forgotten_emo]

it is nice to hear your story. Alot of people do not make that far

Im just here for nebody that needs Help has u can see Ive been thru alot n i relate to alot of ppls problems I have no problem tellign ppl wut ive been thru Cuz in my eyes Im A surviver Cuz like u siad most kids dont make it that far I had to save me From myself

[deapcutz]

Wow! im really suprised in this thread. i seriously was expecting like the most mean things said, but a lot of ur als advice has got me thinking and i think it might help...hopefully. i think i might be getting better, or worse cuz i still feel that way and maybe even worse but im actig like im happy and im trying to smile. i know im young and i also know that i should think about that and i know that a lot of teens are or have gone through this. i just didnt think i would. ive tried the music thing. i always do that, and it usually always helps me, but htis time it hasnt. im not depressed or anything. iv already went through that situation. im not like that anymore, but yea, i guess i do care cuz u all r right, i wouldnt care if i didnt put this up, but i did so ya. thanks every one!!!

im so glad that you are getting better, I've been there and i most likely will be there again at some point in my life- And also everyone is not a total dick there are some people who care.(like the people that know where you are coming from)

[deapcutz]

Im just here for nebody that needs Help has u can see Ive been thru alot n i relate to alot of ppls problems I have no problem tellign ppl wut ive been thru Cuz in my eyes Im A surviver Cuz like u siad most kids dont make it that far I had to save me From myself

That is so cool- i really admire you for that

[*black rose*]

That is so cool- i really admire you for that


he is pretty awsome! hes helping me a lot. u should admire him. and thanks for ur help also.

[deapcutz]

he is pretty awsome! hes helping me a lot. u should admire him. and thanks for ur help also.

You are right and you welcome honey

[Shatter590]

I think they diagnosed this.

It's called: Everyfifteeyearoldeveractsthiswaybe causetheirparentsuckism

i must have been the only one who didn then

[and we whisper]

This is definitely something that it seems every 15 yr old goes through this at sometime. it really does help to talk to someone in person who has gone through the same sort of thing. it might be hard but just make yourself talk about it. it really does help.

[*black rose*]

This is definitely something that it seems every 15 yr old goes through this at sometime. it really does help to talk to someone in person who has gone through the same sort of thing. it might be hard but just make yourself talk about it. it really does help.


i have and it is working a little bit.

[and we whisper]

i have and it is working a little bit.
well, I know how hard it is to talk to someone in person, it's taken a lot of getting used to for me, but luckily I found one person who I feel like I can talk to about stuff. And I mostly feel this comfortable because you can tell she's been through the same stuff and she's honest with her advice. Well, I didn't come back just to say that...
If you need to talk, you can PM me. honest, I'd like to give this advice this a try...

[lake of tears]

Be On Ap.. Kill Time .....
Hump Your Gf ...
You Shall Get Over This Emo Phase

[atticus1492]

i must have been the only one who didn then

Your parents just must not suck. Or maybe it is superior genes.

[forgotten_emo]

he is pretty awsome! hes helping me a lot. u should admire him. and thanks for ur help also.


Aww stop flatering me Your makng me Blush lol jk

[AP_Punk]

This thread sucks.

[FatJordan]

Back in my day when you felt like this, the doctors just gave you a couple bottles of lithium and turned you back to the world.

[Shatter590]

Your parents just must not suck. Or maybe it is superior genes.

i cant say my parents ever bothered me about anything. They wouldnt let me dye my hair red, but they encouraged me to get piercings, didnt complain about my music, and let me do my thing as long as I didnt do something stupid or illegal. I got along with them great, and still do

[*black rose*]

its my birthday and my parents didnt even tell me happy birthday today.

[theguilt engine]

Your parents just must not suck. Or maybe it is superior genes.

mmm yeah you tell 'em andy.

[forgotten_emo]

its my birthday and my parents didnt even tell me happy birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! sry ur parents didnt say it to u My dad didnt even care that it was my bday last year i got nothing no party No happy birthday So i know how u feel

[atticus1492]

mmm yeah you tell 'em andy.


mmmmmmmmmkayzorz.

[*black rose*]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! sry ur parents didnt say it to u My dad didnt even care that it was my bday last year i got nothing no party No happy birthday So i know how u feel


thank you! i have people telling me happy birthday and all but my parents just didnt. i never get parties for my b days cuz my parents dont like any of my friends so i have to sneak around w/ them but ya

[music3chick]

aren't you a boardie?*hugs*feel better <333

you're a boardie too? your username always seemed familiar, but i didn't want to assume

[forgotten_emo]

thank you! i have people telling me happy birthday and all but my parents just didnt. i never get parties for my b days cuz my parents dont like any of my friends so i have to sneak around w/ them but ya


Lol i know how u feel I have to sneek around to hang out with some of my friends cuz my dads hate them Oh well i hate my dad He needs to go off in die and go to hell In my opinion

[fifi_lykewhoa]

smoke some chronic.

[lushintransit]

smoke some chronic.
ftw

[*black rose*]

i dont do drugs. im fucking against them. al they do is screw up people and i have just seen wat its done to people and all its done is mad people messed up. if ur going to tell me to do some sort of drug, dont even bother, ur wasting ur time.

[_f0cker]

Advice: be strong about it, you'll get through it because everyone goes through the same thing. But you're not going to be 16 forever, and in a few years you'll probably look back on it and laugh at yourself a little. I know I do, it's become hilarious to me.

[*black rose*]

yay! im feeling better now, but im very very confused! this weekend kinda brought me to a disturbing mental state and i want out of it!!!!

[luvly]

sounds like you are depressed...you are not alone ..your feelings are valid and talk to someone..life has lots to offer..hold on

[llwilliamsll]

drugs not hugs

[forgotten_emo]

yay! im feeling better now, but im very very confused! this weekend kinda brought me to a disturbing mental state and i want out of it!!!!

aww whys that Im here for u U know just call me when u need to talk to me about nethign So just call me tonight

[*black rose*]

aww whys that Im here for u U know just call me when u need to talk to me about nethign So just call me tonight

thanks. and i planned on calling u anyways whether or not if i felt bad or watever.

[chronomic]

i know what will make you not commit suicide: 3 VW's for under 20,00 WOOT!

[*black rose*]

i know what will make you not commit suicide: 3 VW's for under 20,00 WOOT!


OK?

[chronomic]

OK?

ya know...hah like the comercial? heh..awww nevermind.

[*black rose*]

no i got it. its cool. it didnt hit me til after i put OK? so ya. forgot bout the commercial

[forgotten_emo]

thanks. and i planned on calling u anyways whether or not if i felt bad or watever.

lol aww ur to sweet That must mean u really like me U make me feel special lol

[forgotten_emo]

i know what will make you not commit suicide: 3 VW's for under 20,00 WOOT!

LMFAO man that made my day I love those commercials lol

[CrazyRockGirl]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.

welcome to my world

[RayRaysuperfly]

no one can help...no one has. no one will be able to. heres my story.
I dont care anymore. i dont care anymore about anything. im tired of being confused, hurt, put down, helped, my parents, complaining, helping, confidence, getting my hopes up, being lied to, lying, telling the truth, drama, my friends, my life, the people i dispise, being jealous, being loved, getting my heart broken, pain, being happy, being myself. i just dont care any more. im tired of everything to be thought of. im just so numb right now. ive never been this numb. i dont think im going to get out of this feeling either. its so strong, and i cant overcome it. i have been this way for now going on 2 weeks and it just keeps on getting worse. just gradually. this isnt depression either. trust me. been there done that. i dont know what to do and guess what. i dont care anymore. I GIVE UP!
its not really a story, but i dont know how else to put it.

Girl, I have been there and done that! I came from a family who were always at eachother's throats for the dumbest of reasons (take your pick) and a mother who thought it nessisary to use me as a pawn against my father and always seemed to hate me no matter what I did, so yeah things like that can make you feel like "what's the point". I had a few times where I would hold a razor up to my wrist because I thought I just couldn't take it anymore, but then I realized something. I didn't like my life at that period in time, yes I hated it, but I DID want to live to see a better time and I did and now I am the happiest I have ever been. Yeah it may take a while, years even (it did for me) but things worth having always take time, there is no quick fix but just giving up is the easy way out and your also cheating yourself out of a future that may be everything you ever hoped for. You can't know now how it will be right now, things are ALWAYS changing. Yeah life is full of heart break dissapointment and lies, but the good comes with the bad EVERY TIME it may just be a little bit in coming, but your really young! Your prespective and experinces will change with time. You just have to be open to the idea that period in your life will suck, but it WILL get better I am a prime example of this, alot of people are. I have been betrayed, backstabbed, minipulated, beartbroken, and lied to more times then I can count, oh the stories I could tell you! but if I had just given up I would have never met my husband, had my son, and experinced how wonderful it is to be out on my own and not under my family's roof. So you just do the brave and mature thing and hang in there, two weeks is not a sufficent amount of time to judge how your whole life will go. YES, numbness IS a form of depression, you just have never experienced it this way before. So do what you have to do to get through it, find somone to talk to, scream till you can't scream anymore, or just remaine numb for the time being and jump back in the game when it feels right. I wish you the best and hope you'll start to feel better. Remeber, your not alone. *hugz*

[RayRaysuperfly]

its my birthday and my parents didnt even tell me happy birthday today.

On the day I told my mother I was engadged she yelled at me, told me to give the ring back, told me geeting married was bullshit and proceeded to bitch at me for a whole three hours about how my getting married and moving out would up HER rent (she was on section eight at the time). I cried until I couldn't do it anymore and she didn't even spare me so much a glance. The entire ten months before the wedding she went on and on about how my getting married inconveinced her. The night before the wedding, she started screeching at me out of no where (infront of all my bridesmaids and soon to be mother in law) about how I didn't let her get involved in the wedding more (she had flat out refused when offered) to this day she STILL claims that I somehow wronged her with my wedding and will start fights out of no where about it.

Some parents just were not meant to be parents and have no idea how to go about it the right way. Don't let them bring you down. If they are anything like my mom there is no getting through to them, no matter what you say or do. So just continue to go through life the best you can until you get to move out. In situations like this, a move from the parental nest can make all the difference.

[Plodbax]

Eh deal with it go have a wah wah if you must but some where else please

[Jmagge]

Your confused about what? your sexuality?

Or

Your trying to find yourself or something? don't rush things it ill come

[RayRaysuperfly]

Eh deal with it go have a wah wah if you must but some where else please

REALLY NOW, if you have a problem with what she wrote or the advice given in this thread DON'T READ IT! Wow, now there is a brain buster *rolls eyes*

[PWHerman]

That's the great thing about the internet...you have tons of ways to vent off crap like this to tons of other people. It seems as if it's helpin ya and that's good. If there wasn't the internet, I'm thinking you'd be screwed. I also recommend the Pokemon advice someone mentioned earlier. Play it.

You should also go eat a juicy Starburst in your wetsuit.

[GoWaitInTheCar]

I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter..

[[Georgie]Virus]

i say get over it.

life gets better

i should know. there amillions of dying suffering people out there a thousand times worse off then you.

im not gonna tell my sob story.

but life gets better =]

[HangsLikeHeaven]

I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter..

LINKIN PARK CAN RELATE TO ANYONE LAWL

[HangsLikeHeaven]

this has to be the worst thread of all time

[*black rose*]

Girl, I have been there and done that! I came from a family who were always at eachother's throats for the dumbest of reasons (take your pick) and a mother who thought it nessisary to use me as a pawn against my father and always seemed to hate me no matter what I did, so yeah things like that can make you feel like "what's the point". I had a few times where I would hold a razor up to my wrist because I thought I just couldn't take it anymore, but then I realized something. I didn't like my life at that period in time, yes I hated it, but I DID want to live to see a better time and I did and now I am the happiest I have ever been. Yeah it may take a while, years even (it did for me) but things worth having always take time, there is no quick fix but just giving up is the easy way out and your also cheating yourself out of a future that may be everything you ever hoped for. You can't know now how it will be right now, things are ALWAYS changing. Yeah life is full of heart break dissapointment and lies, but the good comes with the bad EVERY TIME it may just be a little bit in coming, but your really young! Your prespective and experinces will change with time. You just have to be open to the idea that period in your life will suck, but it WILL get better I am a prime example of this, alot of people are. I have been betrayed, backstabbed, minipulated, beartbroken, and lied to more times then I can count, oh the stories I could tell you! but if I had just given up I would have never met my husband, had my son, and experinced how wonderful it is to be out on my own and not under my family's roof. So you just do the brave and mature thing and hang in there, two weeks is not a sufficent amount of time to judge how your whole life will go. YES, numbness IS a form of depression, you just have never experienced it this way before. So do what you have to do to get through it, find somone to talk to, scream till you can't scream anymore, or just remaine numb for the time being and jump back in the game when it feels right. I wish you the best and hope you'll start to feel better. Remeber, your not alone. *hugz*


hey! thanks for the inspiration, im doing a lot better now. i have had a lot of help from forgotten emo. but ya, i tried sending u a pm but ur profile was blocked. so ya. but thanks! sorry bout ur misfortunes. ur parents sound like mine. they're just jackasses. o well, im moving out soon so it will all be good soon*