CheerupEmokid00
08/16/03, 07:12 PM
ya know, i don't want to seem like a drama queen right now but i am having kind of a rough time. I'm not saying my life is terrible, cuz there is so many things that are just great in my life. but sometimes my life can be hard. i guess everyones life is hard, but i just gotta get this out of me.
my parents are divorced and lately my mom has really regretted doing the things she has done to my father. she can be a totall bitch and so annoying but who's mom isn't? its hard to live with her though. and i hardly see my dad. usually once a week, its hard to say he is my actuall father because he seems like an uncle to me. he thinks he knows me but he is far from that. its hard to even have a real conversation with him, i can't be myself around him because i feel weird to. and my step mom thinks i look at porn. haha, which i don't. she can be so nice and understanding but just weird sometimes.
my sisters..i love them to death. but its hard to be the youngest ya know? they used to be the worst to me when i was younger but now they are just selfish bitches. heh.
my friends, i love them to death. but my closest friends have been getting so annoying. i miss my school friends, but they can be so immature..but its great to have friends that really know you and care about you. like my friend amanda, known her since i was born pratically. we are still the closest friends.
and then their is the little's problem in my life, my love john. nothing bad about him, he's great, however i think he might like my friend amanda better than me- but she doesn't like him. haha. i dunno. what i am gonna do, i like him a lot. i hope things work out with us.
the least problem i have, is basketball. i am not so good at it, but its fun to play with your friends- but this league may not work out so i am dissapointed..and i miss soccer. haha.
i don't want to seem like "oh my problems! i am gonna die" i just needed to talk about it. i truely love my life but ya know it is hard. its awesome to have all these options and spectacular things and people in my life. if you have any advice for me ya know reply, (don't try to insult me haha) lata playas and playa hatas, thanks for letting me get this out.
my parents are divorced and lately my mom has really regretted doing the things she has done to my father. she can be a totall bitch and so annoying but who's mom isn't? its hard to live with her though. and i hardly see my dad. usually once a week, its hard to say he is my actuall father because he seems like an uncle to me. he thinks he knows me but he is far from that. its hard to even have a real conversation with him, i can't be myself around him because i feel weird to. and my step mom thinks i look at porn. haha, which i don't. she can be so nice and understanding but just weird sometimes.
my sisters..i love them to death. but its hard to be the youngest ya know? they used to be the worst to me when i was younger but now they are just selfish bitches. heh.
my friends, i love them to death. but my closest friends have been getting so annoying. i miss my school friends, but they can be so immature..but its great to have friends that really know you and care about you. like my friend amanda, known her since i was born pratically. we are still the closest friends.
and then their is the little's problem in my life, my love john. nothing bad about him, he's great, however i think he might like my friend amanda better than me- but she doesn't like him. haha. i dunno. what i am gonna do, i like him a lot. i hope things work out with us.
the least problem i have, is basketball. i am not so good at it, but its fun to play with your friends- but this league may not work out so i am dissapointed..and i miss soccer. haha.
i don't want to seem like "oh my problems! i am gonna die" i just needed to talk about it. i truely love my life but ya know it is hard. its awesome to have all these options and spectacular things and people in my life. if you have any advice for me ya know reply, (don't try to insult me haha) lata playas and playa hatas, thanks for letting me get this out.