sad news in my life...

[deathbypunk]

On the recent side of note my dearest grandmother died three days after her 84th birthday. I am now so upset I wish I could of said I love you to her since the last time we talked it was 2weeks ago over the phone. Still I have not seen her since I was twelve years old when she came from Europe to visit me and my mom and it meant the whole world to me. Now she is gone and I just miss her so much I would do anything to get her back. I miss her so very much. The news broke to me at around 3:15PM and I still can't make it part of reality. Never the less what can I do. The day will never be forgotten in my heart. :( :(
------------------- this song is about her when i think of her------
think of her in your life not her own death
she gave you her best despite her own shortness of breath
malady aside, with you she really tried
remember this day her stay not how she left

soon after the rain, she'll be with you
move on with the faith you cannot lose
those parts of your soul which shone so well
in this true friend free from her shell

if its true, and i think it is, that a person's only true grasp
of other people is that part of them which relates,
then her ghost is most likely that part of yourself which longs
to be embodied now that she is gone

soon after the rain, she'll be with you
move on with the faith you cannot lose
those parts of your soul which shone so well
in this true friend free from her shell

she's never gone

she gave voice
she gave access
to that strength in you

[Absolute Mest]

I'm really sorry to hear but there's a personal thread for this. Feel better soon though.

[deathbypunk]

im sorry i posted here since i did not realize.. it sorry to everyone who is bothered by me putting it in the wrong forum..

[Absolute Mest]

Originally posted by deathbypunk
im sorry i posted here since i did not realize.. it sorry to everyone who is bothered by me putting it in the wrong forum..

I'm not bothered. I only get bothered when there are a bunch of posts in the wrong threads. Ah oh well.

[FallingOut]

Im sorry man that really sucks.

[oc_dodo]

i'm sorry my grandma died 2 years ago on 11/25 so i know how you feel.....hope you feel better soon!

[deathbypunk]

thank you guys it means a lot to me... :) :( i have sad and good thoughts...

[omegaX]

My great-grandmother died a few years ago, she was really cool. But my thoughts go out to you.....

[BleedingMe]

Both of my mom's parents died in the same year. It was really hard considering they helped raise me.

[angie710]

:( I know what its like to lose somebody close and special in your family/life...Sorry to hear, you have my sincerest condolences...

[unsung_zero02]

i'm really sorry...

[Greg]

sorry to be an ass but.... please shut up when it is only 1 person that died. i mean come on... heres my story on death.

-one of my grandpas died.
-then my dad died.
-then my grandma died.
-then my other grandma died.

please shut the fuck up. thank you.

[MapleLeaf]

greg that was a real bitchfaced thing to say.

[Greg]

Originally posted by MapleLeaf
greg that was a real bitchfaced thing to say.

yes it was. i feel bad yet also i dont. so oh well fuck that.

[MaybeOneDay]

Originally posted by Greg
sorry to be an ass but.... please shut up when it is only 1 person that died. i mean come on... heres my story on death.

-one of my grandpas died.
-then my dad died.
-then my grandma died.
-then my other grandma died.

please shut the fuck up. thank you.

Greg, I can't believe you just wrote that. Really, was the first line or last line of your post necessary ?

Think about it man, this guys looking for sympathy and for us to comfort him because he obviously lost somebody very special in his life. And you tell him to shut the fuck up ?

So your luck has been terribly bad Greg, you've lost important people to you I can see. And for that I feel bad for you. I'm very sorry actually, but what you said wasn't needed. You looked for sympathy from people in your life when those people close to you died, I know you did. In some way, you wanted sympathy. Which is what this person wants. He lost someone. And you have to tell him to "shut the fuck up". Did you really have to change the whole topic of his thread to reflect your own problems in your life. Again, I feel bad for you Greg. But really, think about what you just said and how terribly rude that was.


Now, to the starter of this thread. I'm very sorry. I hope your not taking this too badly. But I don't blame you if you are. I feel very bad for you right now. I know how hard it is to lose someone in your life and how hard the days that come after there passing are. Just hang in there, things will be alright. I know this is hard for you. I'm sorry.

[Greg]

yes i did look for sympathy. i was told to "suck it up." "you're the man of the house now".


im a bad perosn. very selfish and all that shit.

[angie710]

Originally posted by Greg
sorry to be an ass but.... please shut up when it is only 1 person that died. i mean come on... heres my story on death.

-one of my grandpas died.
-then my dad died.
-then my grandma died.
-then my other grandma died.

please shut the fuck up. thank you.


I cant believe you would say that... Greg, I always fucking stand up for you, and try to make you feel better about yourself, but this makes me wanna fucking smack you...You think its easy either way? My brother died when he was 17....I had to carry his lifeless body out of his friends house, and to the hospital just for them to tell me he'd been dead for 5 hours... So dont sit there and tell me that its not important just losing one person, because thats all I needed to fuck me up... I am so fucking pissed at you right now..

[MaybeOneDay]

Originally posted by Greg
yes i did look for sympathy. i was told to "suck it up." "you're the man of the house now".


im a bad perosn. very selfish and all that shit.

Whoever told you to "suck it up" is a downright jackass. Or at least by that saying they seem to be one.

A decent person would've comforted you after those kind of things happened, and not told you to forget about it or let it go.

Again, im sorry. But you're not a bad person, you just have had so many problems it seems as that they have made you to believe you are. Don't think that way, deep down your a good guy stuck in a miserable life.

[Greg]

Originally posted by angie710
I am so fucking pissed at you right now..

good. im tired of your shit anyway. you act like you care. maybe you do even. but you act that way to every single person here. to me thats kinda ridiculous for some reason.


then again im a dumbass so whatever.

[MaybeOneDay]

Originally posted by Greg
then again im a dumbass so whatever.

STOP IT!!!!

For fucks sake Greg, You end every one of your posts by putting yourself down. Please stop it already. We've seen enough.

This may make me sound like a fucking sissy, but I don't care. I care about you, you must know that by now. I've tried to stand up for you in every possible situation. Please stop putting yourself down. Your a regular person living a terrible life, and for that im sorry. But I can't watch you put yourself down anymore.

[angie710]

Originally posted by Greg
good. im tired of your shit anyway. you act like you care. maybe you do even. but you act that way to every single person here. to me thats kinda ridiculous for some reason.


then again im a dumbass so whatever.


That was really harsh, Greg... Its in my nature to be that way...I dont "act" like I care, I do... You're just so wrapped up in being the boy who can never be happy that you cant realize that...I cant believe you right now...I was never mean to you...

[wild_goose]

Originally posted by Greg
sorry to be an ass but.... please shut up when it is only 1 person that died. i mean come on... heres my story on death.

-one of my grandpas died.
-then my dad died.
-then my grandma died.
-then my other grandma died.

please shut the fuck up. thank you.

stop trying to make people feel sorry for you. i know so many people like you that do nothing but whine and complain, and their lives suck. their lives suck because of THEM, not anybody else. take responsiblity for the way you act and the way you feel. turn your attitude around and maybe your life will turn around. just knock it off, not only is it hurtfull and rude.. but its annoying

[deathbypunk]

thanks everyonen for caring it was very thoughtfull of you guys and i dont know what is wrong with you Greg but you should relax since what you did is wrong but I will not let it bring it down since sometimes people are like you not saying i hate you but im little pissed off at you.

[punkbassist]

damn greg you obviously dont know that some people are more sensetive about death than others..what you said was downright rude and disrespectful...you seriously need to rethink your attitude

[SonnyPunk]

You wanna hear something sad? A year and a half ago my grandmother (who lived alone...she had emphasima so she needed oxygen tanks to breath.) was laying on her couch watching tv...she was smoking a cigarette (She never left the house she had home healthcare workers around everyday who bought her cigarettes...very professional people obviously.) and she fell asleep...what happened after that is a little sketchy...no one is 100% sure...the only thing they knew is she dropped the cigarette...
When they found her charred body it was laying in the middle of the room, leading them to beleive that after she caught on fire she tried to crawl for help...she didnt get very far.
Only that little area in the living room caught on fire...somehow it didnt spread...the tv was melted...the rest of the house was fine. Sometimes when I think about that I can't beleive it really happened...

[worldstheory]

Greg, what happened to you is terrible, and you have every right to be sad about it. But if you want sympathy from us, there are better ways to get it than to hijack this thread and be hostile to the person who started it, who happens to be someone who is probably feeling very vulnerable right now.

[deathbypunk]

Originally posted by worldstheory
Greg, what happened to you is terrible, and you have every right to be sad about it. But if you want sympathy from us, there are better ways to get it than to hijack this thread and be hostile to the person who started it, who happens to be someone who is probably feeling very vulnerable right now.
thanks dude and thanks again everyone but lets just drop it so Greg wont get anymore pissed but thanks again everyone..

[organizedchaos]

im so sorry for you, i know thats the last thing you want to hear, but i am. my nana's like my best friend, im really very close to her. i dont know what id do if anything any happened. im so sorry.