SweetDisaster
08/20/03, 11:56 PM
Everything in me is telling me to kill myself
my mind and my heart
a chant as if i should have never been born
it's like a lullaby that you can fall fast asleep to
a simple desire
something easily said
but hard to do
there's nothing more
but to show the flesh
ripped apart
cut,slit, and slashed
many words to be used
but only one word comes to mind
CONFUSED
too late to feel mystified
when a puddle of blood
is by my side
starting to feel abused
but realizing
i did this to myself
all the blame is on me
no one has caused this upon me
it's the inside of me
the part you can't see
i'm sorry if i hurt you
in any shape or any form
but please understand
i did not do this selfishly
i did not do this to hurt anybody
all i wanted to do
is get rid of
ME
my mind and my heart
a chant as if i should have never been born
it's like a lullaby that you can fall fast asleep to
a simple desire
something easily said
but hard to do
there's nothing more
but to show the flesh
ripped apart
cut,slit, and slashed
many words to be used
but only one word comes to mind
CONFUSED
too late to feel mystified
when a puddle of blood
is by my side
starting to feel abused
but realizing
i did this to myself
all the blame is on me
no one has caused this upon me
it's the inside of me
the part you can't see
i'm sorry if i hurt you
in any shape or any form
but please understand
i did not do this selfishly
i did not do this to hurt anybody
all i wanted to do
is get rid of
ME