Benevolence anyone??

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Benevolence anyone??

Thought that we could maintain our somewhat ideal relationship,(Didn’t you?)
Fallacy was our destiny
To bad we couldn’t withstand the monstrosity, angel (If only.. If only..)
We were weak
Those cheap lines that you fed me (Those eyes, those lips, that hair..)
Consumed my already faint heart
“Shh, these lines are meant to be unsaid, princess” (Only because you knew..)
They would darken my soul
Your empathy was malignant (I feel the torment..)
Malevolence was your virtue
Pretending regard was heinous, (I feel the torture..)
It only displayed your apathy
Forgetting who you are and wasting meaningless time (But it was fun..)
You didn’t feel anything
When I felt alone your angelic eyes were sent to save me (So angelic..)
Nonexistent tears will fall
I can hide in the darkness, the shadows of the stars, (so luminous, so beautiful)
You don’t care what haunts me
I will break through this annoying torment, precious (not willing but able)
Cease all current feelings
It will blind you with it’s gorgeous brilliance (please show me..)
It is not redeemable
(who am I?) AM I ANTYHING??