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punklet2101
08/28/03, 04:06 AM
fucking hell. i'm sorry that im posting stuff like this but there's nobody i can talk to. but before you read it, dont go "ah, attention seeker" etc etc because honestly, i dont care about that. i just really need to say this .. regardless of what kind of replies will be generated. ok here goes.

i dunno why, but lately i stopped cutting after id been doing it for 5 and a half years .. but surprisingly this is not a good thing .. because now that this habit is gone, ive become even more depressed, and as a result ive had my eye on the wooden beams across the ceiling in this room. if you know what i mean. sometimes it just seems like a good idea to grab a belt and go for it.

nobody knows about this .. and i can't go to a doctor because im only 16 and you gotta be 18 or something .. anyways im not telling anyone here, but i just had to say that somewhere.

go ahead rip me apart i guess .. thats all that happens on this forum anyway.

bye

unsung_zero02
08/28/03, 05:20 AM
i dont know how you feel or anything cuz..well i've never been through what you are going through right now. but i think you should just do something that you enjoy and makes you happy and whatnot. but i hope things get better

evil zach
08/28/03, 08:04 AM
Its good that you've stopped cutting. What ever you do, DON"T START AGAIN! If you think you're depressed now if you start cutting that will be increcesd ten fold. As for suicide, any potential or aspirations you had will become obsolete