punklet2101
08/28/03, 04:06 AM
fucking hell. i'm sorry that im posting stuff like this but there's nobody i can talk to. but before you read it, dont go "ah, attention seeker" etc etc because honestly, i dont care about that. i just really need to say this .. regardless of what kind of replies will be generated. ok here goes.
i dunno why, but lately i stopped cutting after id been doing it for 5 and a half years .. but surprisingly this is not a good thing .. because now that this habit is gone, ive become even more depressed, and as a result ive had my eye on the wooden beams across the ceiling in this room. if you know what i mean. sometimes it just seems like a good idea to grab a belt and go for it.
nobody knows about this .. and i can't go to a doctor because im only 16 and you gotta be 18 or something .. anyways im not telling anyone here, but i just had to say that somewhere.
go ahead rip me apart i guess .. thats all that happens on this forum anyway.
bye
i dunno why, but lately i stopped cutting after id been doing it for 5 and a half years .. but surprisingly this is not a good thing .. because now that this habit is gone, ive become even more depressed, and as a result ive had my eye on the wooden beams across the ceiling in this room. if you know what i mean. sometimes it just seems like a good idea to grab a belt and go for it.
nobody knows about this .. and i can't go to a doctor because im only 16 and you gotta be 18 or something .. anyways im not telling anyone here, but i just had to say that somewhere.
go ahead rip me apart i guess .. thats all that happens on this forum anyway.
bye