eligible male seeks girl to love

[Shatter590]

Seriously. In the wake of all the heartache and hell I've been through, and the fact I've finally started to win over crippling depression without the aid of medication or therapy, I am looking for a girl who doesn't mind being loved and treated like a queen. I need to get my life back on track.

If you are a girl age 17-23 and are looking for a devoted guy, let me know.

And I am being 100% serious about this. That's why I put the thead HERE, because so many of you that frequent this forum are understanding, sensitive and actually care about the feelings of others.

[punklet2101]

awwwww .. wish i lived in NYC :(

[OctoberNights]

thats too cute

[SC0926]

poor guy...yeah but sorry...i live in WI...although I do tend to go to NYC a lot..but thats another story

[angie710]

:eek:

I live in Queens.....


That was a very moving message... Wow, its like you live in my head.. I've felt that way for a very, very long time...and I understand what its like to just desire to feel loved...

[Shatter590]

:)

*blushes a bit* Moving? Really? I can't say I wasn't entending a little tug at the heartstrings. I can relate to people when they feel lonely, and when they want to be loved, because it's all I ever asked for in my life, but happens to b the one thing I can never gain. It lead to me becoming very bitter a few years ago, me helping all my girl friends find love or help them heal after heartbreak, but I always ended up alone in the end. It was a suffering unlike no other, and lead to some serious apathy on my part. Now that I think of it, it did lend a lot to my depression, that hit in 2001.

But I am glad to repart my slow victory over it. Lately I've had such a great outlook on life, I haven't been lending myself to any kind of pain, and I've been trying my hardest to feel upbeat. And I've been winning. No meds, no therapy, no nothing, just sheer force of will, a force I never thought I had.

But I still know the desire and need to be loved. And I also know, from countless threads here, the heartache that many girls (and guys) feel over the sometimes apparent lack of love in life. I think it sucks. I love being loved, I love the act of loving, and I love the nice people in life. And If I can make a girl feel happy, and I can make a girl smile and know the feeling of love, and let them know how it would make me feel, then I know I've finally won, and I know I've done good.

And I also realize I'm rambling. Sorry for all the philosophy. But thanks to everyone who replied. Feel free to IM me if you want to.

[angie710]

I dont know what to say..That was beautiful...It was amazingly true and insightful... I could go on for hours about how I was broken, how my soul was destroyed and I lost my livelyhood..It took so long for me to wake up and want to have the life in front of me...Ill say this, though..When you finally CAN wake up and smile and laugh and be genuinely happy and positive again...Its priceless... That feeling is priceless...

Thanks for all of your beautiful words, and I PM'd you back...;)

I cant believe we live 10 minutes from each other...

[Shatter590]

*grin* I replied as well. I'm actually sposed to get on to work pretty soon lol.

And your very welcome. *bows* I'm glad to know we can relate, and yeah, it does feel great to smile and feel alive again. We're young, after all, and the future is not yet written.

[angie710]

:D I replied again as well...

Its good to know that we can still find light at the end of a very dark road .....

[Shatter590]

exactly. like waking up from a bad dream.

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[angie710]

Exactly... Replied again...:D



Maybe we are long lost twins or something...


Wait, the that wouldnt be good!!!

[Shatter590]

lol, oh yeah that would kinda bite, on some levels. ;)

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[angie710]

Who told you I like biting?? ;)

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[Shatter590]

i'm psychic *does a mind reading gesture* and your lucky color is blue lol

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[angie710]

I like purple :(

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[Shatter590]

lol, whoever said i was perfect?

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[angie710]

Hey.. You have to delete messages from your inbox and sentbox because its saying its full and I cant send you anything...

[Shatter590]

done and done and replied too lol

[angie710]

:D Me too...