lesbian
10/08/07, 02:35 PM
Well, I was set up with some chick because as soon as my friend knew I was gay, she made it her number one thing to do. And, she found someone, we meet and I wasn't that keen on them, it was meant to be a date and her brother and friend where there and I was always pushed to the back.
Second date, we went to the pictures, she kind of stroked my hand in an attempt to hold it, and rested her head on my shoulder, that was pretty much it for that day. The third/fourth time was this weekend, which was alot better, we actually held hands this time, even though we got weird looks, and we hugged and I asked her out, only to have my ex (internet relationship) tell me we were going to meet because our parents had spoken. And, then the next day, we actually kissed, well she kissed me on the neck, and then before she went, she gave me a quick peck on the lips as she was rushing. So, she was a pretty decent girlriend, and I liked her.
How wrong was I. She lied to me today, told me my ex girlfriend rang her crying and begging her to leave me alone, but it turns out it was a lie. And, why did she lie? Because she wanted to treat me like shit because if my ex can, she can too. It really pissed me off that someone would stoop as low as to lie to treat me like shit, and then say they are sorry and love me so much.
Argh, I don't know what to do about it all, I've been off with her all day which has upset her, but in a way she deserved it for what she did to me, but at the same time, I don't want to ruin this relationship. Hook me up with some advice please?
Second date, we went to the pictures, she kind of stroked my hand in an attempt to hold it, and rested her head on my shoulder, that was pretty much it for that day. The third/fourth time was this weekend, which was alot better, we actually held hands this time, even though we got weird looks, and we hugged and I asked her out, only to have my ex (internet relationship) tell me we were going to meet because our parents had spoken. And, then the next day, we actually kissed, well she kissed me on the neck, and then before she went, she gave me a quick peck on the lips as she was rushing. So, she was a pretty decent girlriend, and I liked her.
How wrong was I. She lied to me today, told me my ex girlfriend rang her crying and begging her to leave me alone, but it turns out it was a lie. And, why did she lie? Because she wanted to treat me like shit because if my ex can, she can too. It really pissed me off that someone would stoop as low as to lie to treat me like shit, and then say they are sorry and love me so much.
Argh, I don't know what to do about it all, I've been off with her all day which has upset her, but in a way she deserved it for what she did to me, but at the same time, I don't want to ruin this relationship. Hook me up with some advice please?