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SonnyPunk
10/10/03, 10:44 PM
I know most of you kids are squeaky clean...but for the rest of us...Whats everyones favorite drug? Not counting weed though, Im talking the real deal. Although I dont do many drugs anymore my favorite would be ecstacy because the name says it all...but acid is definately amazing as well. I wanna try them together at the same time so bad but here in new jersey acid is hard to come by.
So anyone have any good drug stories? Lord knows Ive got a million...

zach
10/10/03, 11:09 PM
The hardest drug I've done is speed. I used to take and sit around and be paranoied. It was a lot of fun in a wierd way. Anyway, this one time when I was hopped up on speed I decided to watch clockwork orange. I started tripping out and I thought Alex was gonna get me. That was the last I did speed. Now I just smoke weed.

SonnyPunk
10/10/03, 11:30 PM
Ive taken ritalin and adderall and stuff like that which I guess might be similar to speed because it is an amphetamine. I would like to try speed just to see what it's like. I bet its intense.

Acid is sick though...its very spirtual because its almost like you unlock all of these different parts of your brain you never used. You think about the deepest things and in reality they probably make no sense but at the time you feel like you just figured out the meaning of life or something.
I only did it once though...me and my friend...we ended going to CVS at 3am because we had a craving for vitamin C drops (I dont know why though.) so we go inside and the only people in there are 2 employess...somehow we got split up and I got scared...I kept looking up at the numbers for each aisle and as quickly as I looked at them the numbers seemed to peel off and I couldnt read them, I felt so lost. I started yelling out his name and I could hear him yelling my name but it sounded like he was lightyears away...I started running around the store and I thought I saw him speed by each time i peered down an aisle...everything got so intense I just ran out of the store and eventually he did the same and we saw each other and were like "Dude dont ever leave me like that again!" And were so serious...I remember the people in the store looking at us like we were insane as we were running around yelling for each other in a panic. Haha that must have been funny to them. Its funny now we laugh about it but while it was happening we were in a whole other world.

creedsucks
10/10/03, 11:54 PM
Originally posted by SonnyPunk
Ive taken ritalin and adderall and stuff like that which I guess might be similar to speed because it is an amphetamine. I would like to try speed just to see what it's like. I bet its intense.

Acid is sick though...its very spirtual because its almost like you unlock all of these different parts of your brain you never used. You think about the deepest things and in reality they probably make no sense but at the time you feel like you just figured out the meaning of life or something.
I only did it once though...me and my friend...we ended going to CVS at 3am because we had a craving for vitamin C drops (I dont know why though.) so we go inside and the only people in there are 2 employess...somehow we got split up and I got scared...I kept looking up at the numbers for each aisle and as quickly as I looked at them the numbers seemed to peel off and I couldnt read them, I felt so lost. I started yelling out his name and I could hear him yelling my name but it sounded like he was lightyears away...I started running around the store and I thought I saw him speed by each time i peered down an aisle...everything got so intense I just ran out of the store and eventually he did the same and we saw each other and were like "Dude dont ever leave me like that again!" And were so serious...I remember the people in the store looking at us like we were insane as we were running around yelling for each other in a panic. Haha that must have been funny to them. Its funny now we laugh about it but while it was happening we were in a whole other world.

you know what? you only live once...i would love to try every drug out there..but shrooms is next on the list

Alex Djaferis
10/11/03, 03:38 AM
im nver doing anything chemical. Pot is just fine for me...i may try shrooms one day but i highly doubt that even.

neverselected
10/11/03, 04:03 AM
sonny's story about acid makes me wanna try it...

unsung_zero02
10/11/03, 05:20 AM
i drank a whole bottle of dimetapp when i was 4 or 5...but then again that isn't an illegal substance

piebaldkid42
10/11/03, 06:20 AM
im in P.R.I.D.E
(People Rejoicing In A Drug Free Environment;) )
haha we get to go to 6 flags

YearsGoneBy
10/11/03, 06:27 AM
i've only done weed, and that was one time :(

Frodo
10/11/03, 08:57 AM
yeah, weed is the extent of my use too...and thats not very often.

xnotyourstarx
10/11/03, 11:08 AM
Originally posted by unsung_zero02
i drank a whole bottle of dimetapp when i was 4 or 5...but then again that isn't an illegal substance

If you like drink cough medecine and have a beer, it equals to the effect of about six or eight beers within twenty minutes. Except you don't even know what's going on, as when you're drunk you still are sort of in touch with reality.

The Nephilim2
10/11/03, 11:22 AM
everyone should do shrooms at least once in their life.... i think it would create world peace...

those who have done them should agree with me

:D

pUnKrOcKgIrL917
10/11/03, 11:31 AM
i might do shrooms tonight, which would make it my first time. weed is as much as i've done thus far. i love it. i go to school blasted all the time. it makes it so much more tolerable.

xnotyourstarx
10/11/03, 02:04 PM
You're all alcoholics and drug addicts. :cool:

I don't drink or do drugs, and that includes weed. And you can all say it's only because I'm fifteen or whatever; but seventy five percent of all my friends are either on some drug or drunk once a week.

mikeduin620
10/11/03, 04:14 PM
Originally posted by xnotyourstarx
If you like drink cough medecine and have a beer, it equals to the effect of about six or eight beers within twenty minutes. Except you don't even know what's going on, as when you're drunk you still are sort of in touch with reality.

Wow....thats crazy. Makes me curious.

MaybeOneDay
10/11/03, 04:37 PM
i may drink once in a while. but not often.

and ive never done any form of drug (including weed) and don't ever plan to. in my honest opinion, drugs are hurtin. but ive got nothing against druggies. many of my friends are.

unoriginal
10/11/03, 06:22 PM
I guess I'm squeaky clean when it comes to drugs. Never tried them and probably never will. My dad did drugs and abused my mom. My boyfriend did some stuff and cheated on me so yeah..no drugs for Erin. Just al key hal

PuddinRckr
10/11/03, 07:11 PM
Originally posted by unoriginal
I guess I'm squeaky clean when it comes to drugs. Never tried them and probably never will.Same here. The "cool" thing to do like 2 years ago was to do drugs and that's how most of my friends got hooked on them or whatever. I never did try them so I guess I'm uncool...?

xnotyourstarx
10/11/03, 07:16 PM
Originally posted by PuddinRckr
Same here. The "cool" thing to do like 2 years ago was to do drugs and that's how most of my friends got hooked on them or whatever. I never did try them so I guess I'm uncool...?

You're ace in my book.

unsung_zero02
10/11/03, 07:18 PM
but..other than my dimetapp incident...i dont do drugs..

RUFiOOOOOOO
10/11/03, 07:33 PM
Originally posted by unsung_zero02
i dont do drugs..

SonnyPunk
10/12/03, 10:03 PM
In my experience shrooms are alot more dangerous than acid...visually they dont compare but they really fuck your mind. This can be a good thing but it can cause a bad trip too which is hell (Ive been there.). Acid was overall more visually stunning and spiritual. Anyone that hasnt done any drugs should not have anything negative to say about someone who has. There is a difference between someone who has tried drugs for spiritual reasons and knows how to control the situation...as oppose to someone who loses control of their life to a drug. Acid...shrooms...ecstacy...none of them are addictive...just know what your doing and your fine.

www.errowid.com (Any question about any drug can be answered there.)

Rufio217
10/12/03, 10:10 PM
just know what your doing and your fine.



You can be the most experienced drug user in teh world and still hit a bad batch and die....you know what your doing you just run teh risk of becoming overconfident and then hitting a bad trip adn croacking.....my personal experience has never been bad with anything, but i just don't do it anymore...music is more of a high, a spiritual feeling, and ecstacy than any drug could put me on...

The Nephilim2
10/12/03, 10:54 PM
Originally posted by Rufio217
You can be the most experienced drug user in teh world and still hit a bad batch and die....you know what your doing you just run teh risk of becoming overconfident and then hitting a bad trip adn croacking.....my personal experience has never been bad with anything, but i just don't do it anymore...music is more of a high, a spiritual feeling, and ecstacy than any drug could put me on...

You won't die if you know what your doing. Smart drug users can tell the difference between baking soda and coke, and shrooms that some moron picked off cow shit and high quality Amazonian spores.

And you must have taken some pretty shitty stuff to be getting higher off some of the worst music the world has ever known.

Rufio217
10/12/03, 11:03 PM
And you must have taken some pretty shitty stuff to be getting higher off some of the worst music the world has ever known.


If you really want to know...It wasn't shitty stuff, actually it was some of the best I ever had....me and my friends were bottle banging on the way home from work about 2 hours away...my friend was driving and i took the wheel so he could take a hit...we went head on, with a truck. My friend died instantly, i got out with a broken leg and some other minor stuff, and my other friend in the back got away minor shit...HE DIED for fucking drugs dude, DIED, and guess what he died so he could get high. well guess what he must be pretty high now, hopeful this time with a halo. that is why music is my life now, it is the only high i need...or want

Rufio217
10/12/03, 11:04 PM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
You won't die if you know what your doing.




You just DON'T get it do you? you can be the king shit off drugs, you can be a fucking encyclepedia of knowledge on the shit, but all it takes it one time the stuff to be bad and you not know it

The Nephilim2
10/12/03, 11:10 PM
Originally posted by Rufio217
If you really want to know...It wasn't shitty stuff, actually it was some of the best I ever had....me and my friends were bottle banging on the way home from work about 2 hours away...my friend was driving and i took the wheel so he could take a hit...we went head on, with a truck. My friend died instantly, i got out with a broken leg and some other minor stuff, and my other friend in the back got away minor shit...HE DIED for fucking drugs dude, DIED, and guess what he died so he could get high. well guess what he must be pretty high now, hopeful this time with a halo. that is why music is my life now, it is the only high i need...or want

I don't mean to be a dick, because normally I'm a pretty nice guy, but you are a fucking moron.

I don't know what "bottle banging" is, but ireguardless you don't fucking take hits of anything while you are driving. I'm sorry for your friend, but he deserved what he got for being a fucking tard.

The Nephilim2
10/12/03, 11:11 PM
Originally posted by Rufio217
You just DON'T get it do you? you can be the king shit off drugs, you can be a fucking encyclepedia of knowledge on the shit, but all it takes it one time the stuff to be bad and you not know it

Of course you can if your stupid enough to be smoking shards or doing fucking heroin, but other than that the worst you might get is a nosefull of baking soda or an upset stomach... only idiots die from drugs.

Rufio217
10/12/03, 11:16 PM
but he deserved what he got for being a fucking tard.


YOUR A HEARTLESS BASTARD....NO ONE....NO ONE, deserves to die....NO ONE....how the fuck can you say that...how is it you can say he deserved something liek that? nobody does, was he dumb for doing it yeah, was i dumb yeah, everyone in that car was was dumb......but dieing? nobody deserves that, you have a heart that's colder and darker than anything i have ever come across, i seriously hope you...i don't even have words for what i wish, there is so much anger and hatred floating inside of me right now towards you, how? NO ONE DESERVES THAT"

Rufio217
10/12/03, 11:17 PM
but he deserved what he got for being a fucking tard.




FUCK YOU

The Nephilim2
10/12/03, 11:20 PM
Originally posted by Rufio217
YOUR A HEARTLESS BASTARD....NO ONE....NO ONE, deserves to die....NO ONE....how the fuck can you say that...how is it you can say he deserved something liek that? nobody does, was he dumb for doing it yeah, was i dumb yeah, everyone in that car was was dumb......but dieing? nobody deserves that, you have a heart that's colder and darker than anything i have ever come across, i seriously hope you...i don't even have words for what i wish, there is so much anger and hatred floating inside of me right now towards you, how? NO ONE DESERVES THAT"

Good. Now go write a song about it- making sure to use lots of violence and death metaphores, dye your hair black, get a shitty guitarist, and you'll be set to tour with your favorite bands.

Oh, and you should have died with him. Cheerio! :D

SonnyPunk
10/12/03, 11:32 PM
Rufio, your friend didnt die because of drugs...he died because of his own bad judgement. Why would you get behind the wheel of a car while doing drugs? And whats even worse was that he let go of the wheel to do them. That accident could have been avoided...
And what the hell is bottle banging anyway?

zach
10/12/03, 11:36 PM
It sucks your friend died, but quite honestly I have no symapthy for anybody who drives while drunk or high

mirtizzle
10/13/03, 01:56 AM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
Good. Now go write a song about it- making sure to use lots of violence and death metaphores, dye your hair black, get a shitty guitarist, and you'll be set to tour with your favorite bands.

Oh, and you should have died with him. Cheerio! :D

ouch.



anyway... money is my anti-drug. better things to spend it on... like at the mall. or something.

i do like the smell of gas, however.

Alex Djaferis
10/13/03, 07:06 AM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
Good. Now go write a song about it- making sure to use lots of violence and death metaphores, dye your hair black, get a shitty guitarist, and you'll be set to tour with your favorite bands.

Oh, and you should have died with him. Cheerio! :D


dude, please be a bit more understanding where people are coming from, even if you do not agree with it.

The Nephilim2
10/13/03, 07:08 AM
Originally posted by PeeDster
dude, please be a bit more understanding where people are coming from, even if you do not agree with it.

No. He's a fucking retard and he deserved to hear that. It's HIS fault his friend is dead, not the drugs. Drugs don't kill people, STUPID people kill themselves while using drugs.

Alex Djaferis
10/13/03, 07:11 AM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
No. He's a fucking retard and he deserved to hear that. It's HIS fault his friend is dead, not the drugs. Drugs don't kill people, STUPID people kill themselves while using drugs.

dude i understand, i even agree, tho not as forcefully. however...if a close friend of yours died and you were there to see it. maybe your view on certain issues would change.

angie710
10/13/03, 07:20 AM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
only idiots die from drugs.

Wow, Jon...Is that really how you feel? My brother died from a heroin overdose... He wasnt an idiot... He was careless... You know that...


As far as I go...Lets see... I started smoking pot when I was 13, and after that on to hallucinogens...Dust, Acid (Gel Tabs mostly)..I was highly addicted to exstacy by the time I was 16....and then stopped after a very bad experience... Started doing cocaine and herion when I was 16...I was addicted to cocaine and heroin for two years, back and forth between the two, living w/ my girlfriend , we'd spend at least 500-600 dollars a week on coke, while getting most of our dope for free... I lost almost 60 pounds by the time I was through... One night, shorty after my brother passed, I took two eight balls to the head w/ a hit every 15 minutes between my toes because my veins were shot... I was alone, and I passed out on my bathroom floor and they didnt find me until the next morning.. I had overdosed and was sent to inpatient rehabilitation for 6 months...

I smoke now, and do the occasional line or two...( Or 10 ) I guess some people never learn...

The Nephilim2
10/13/03, 07:23 AM
Ok what I said was a bit harsh. Obviously the harder drugs (i.e coke, heroin, extasy) are very addictive and should not be touched in the fist place. I was talking more along the lines of un-addictive substances. Andrea, you know I didn't mean anything by that, you just misunderstood me.

The Nephilim2
10/13/03, 07:28 AM
Originally posted by PeeDster
dude i understand, i even agree, tho not as forcefully. however...if a close friend of yours died and you were there to see it. maybe your view on certain issues would change.

I had a close friend take speed, PCP, and glass one night. He got into his car and ran a pedestrian over and then proceeded to get on the freeway going the wrong way and crashed head on with a family of 4, all of who were killed along with my friend. Despite the fact that I grew up with the kid and have many fond memories of him, I hate the bastard for what he did. He was a fucking idiot and abused drugs and he died. He deserved it. Simple as that.

angie710
10/13/03, 07:33 AM
I dont know how I could have taken it the wrong way, but ok... I do undersatnd your points...Honestly, though, when it hits home you create a different perspective on the issue.. Im at a loss, really...

Clarett'sGreyGoose
10/13/03, 07:59 AM
Jon has a point. You shouldn't get behind the wheel of a vehicle if you're planning on getting high or drunk. It's not like you stepped in there already high, you were probably still straight when you got in, so you still have your judgement.

torch
10/13/03, 08:07 AM
It's better that you're friend died to his his stupid decisions rather than killing a mother car pooling the local soccer team to Chuck E. Cheeses killing 6 kids. Or is your friend still a victim of drugs? Or himself? Neph's right, even if he does seem like he's being an asshole.

Alex Djaferis
10/13/03, 08:43 AM
Originally posted by angie710
Wow, Jon...Is that really how you feel? My brother died from a heroin overdose... He wasnt an idiot... He was careless... You know that...


As far as I go...Lets see... I started smoking pot when I was 13, and after that on to hallucinogens...Dust, Acid (Gel Tabs mostly)..I was highly addicted to exstacy by the time I was 16....and then stopped after a very bad experience... Started doing cocaine and herion when I was 16...I was addicted to cocaine and heroin for two years, back and forth between the two, living w/ my girlfriend , we'd spend at least 500-600 dollars a week on coke, while getting most of our dope for free... I lost almost 60 pounds by the time I was through... One night, shorty after my brother passed, I took two eight balls to the head w/ a hit every 15 minutes between my toes because my veins were shot... I was alone, and I passed out on my bathroom floor and they didnt find me until the next morning.. I had overdosed and was sent to inpatient rehabilitation for 6 months...

I smoke now, and do the occasional line or two...( Or 10 ) I guess some people never learn...

wow.

angie710
10/13/03, 08:50 AM
Originally posted by PeeDster
wow.


:( I know...

Alex Djaferis
10/13/03, 08:58 AM
Originally posted by angie710
:( I know...

*hug*

angie710
10/13/03, 08:59 AM
Originally posted by PeeDster
*hug*


* hugs back * Thanks... I needed that ;)

Rufio217
10/13/03, 10:37 AM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
No. He's a fucking retard and he deserved to hear that. It's HIS fault his friend is dead, not the drugs. Drugs don't kill people, STUPID people kill themselves while using drugs.




I never said it was drugs fault that he died, you stated i must have taken shitty stuff to change my mind that music was better for me than drugs were...all i did was tell you why i really changed my thoughts from drugs to music...and you know what your right, is it my fault he is dead...it is greatly do in part to me...but i ahve to live with that every day...all i simple was doing was explaining myself when you asked if i had done "some shitty stuff to think that music is more of a high than drugs" as you so elegantly put it

thexsarekisses
10/13/03, 12:41 PM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
everyone should do shrooms at least once in their life.... i think it would create world peace...

those who have done them should agree with me

:D


I do them about once or twice amonth...only because its 15 bucks a time, but I would say i have thought and seen the coolest shit when i was trippin'. everyone should try them at least once and just walk around and take in the world. its pretty fun.

omegaX
10/13/03, 12:55 PM
Originally posted by piebaldkid42
im in P.R.I.D.E
(People Rejoicing In A Drug Free Environment;) )
haha we get to go to 6 flags

This isn't the best environment then!!! Run away!!!

We got the pill-poppin-people here! (P.P.P.) :D

BustaNutz
10/13/03, 01:58 PM
You're all idiots. It's called personal responisibility. If you make a choice, you pay the conequences and typically get what you deserve for it. If you want to take drugs and drive it's your decision, but if you died it's as a result of your own actions. If you OD it's as a result of your own actions. If you go on a field trip with a bunch of mindless middle class zombies who denounce drugs without any experience with them, that's your choice too. If you put a personal story about drugs on here and then someone makes fun of you, thats as a result of your personal decision to post the story. So everyone needs to shut up and chill out. Man I fucking hate AP.

And Neph, since when did you start making concessions?

angie710
10/13/03, 02:05 PM
Originally posted by BustaNutz
And Neph, since when did you start making concessions?



Since he waited until the last minute to do his 5 page paper and had to stay up all night....;)

piebaldkid42
10/13/03, 02:08 PM
Originally posted by omegaX
This isn't the best environment then!!! Run away!!!

We got the pill-poppin-people here! (P.P.P.) :D
haha im outta herre *avoids this thread at all cost*

worldstheory
10/13/03, 05:18 PM
Wow, all these stories are saddening. As for me, I'm straightXedge for life! I've got it made, I've never touched drugs, tobacco, or alcohol, and I've never wanted to. I guess you could say I'm "HIGH ON LIFE". It's just terribly sad to know that peoples' lives are so horrifying that they have to escape by surrendering themselves to such destructive substances as white powder or a little green leaf.

shut.the.door
10/13/03, 08:13 PM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2
everyone should do shrooms at least once in their life.... i think it would create world peace...

those who have done them should agree with me

:D

I used to feel the same way about ecstasy. If everyone in the world would just do it one time...

Now I tell my friends to not even go there. Moderation is the key. If you guys choose to do drugs, please, please be as responsible as you can. www.bluelight.nu is an excellent resouce.

The Nephilim2
10/13/03, 08:19 PM
Originally posted by worldstheory
It's just terribly sad to know that peoples' lives are so horrifying that they have to escape by surrendering themselves to such destructive substances as white powder or a little green leaf.

I'm pretty sure my life is better than yours, and I assure you that doing drugs is not an escape from anything. And as long as your not touching anything too harsh, it isn't destructive at all. But you can believe what Bushy tells you... I couldn't care less.

13th hour
10/13/03, 08:29 PM
Originally posted by worldstheory
Wow, all these stories are saddening. As for me, I'm straightXedge for life! I've got it made, I've never touched drugs, tobacco, or alcohol, and I've never wanted to. I guess you could say I'm "HIGH ON LIFE". It's just terribly sad to know that peoples' lives are so horrifying that they have to escape by surrendering themselves to such destructive substances as white powder or a little green leaf.


Wow. Your high on life? I think youd have to be high on fuckin coke or heroin to say something that dumb. And dont knock on other peoples choices. Wow, Ive done drugs Im a horrible person now and god doesnt love me anymore. My life isnt horrible, and it wasnt horrible when I was taking drugs, so remove your thumb from your ass and get going to DARE class, you dont want to be late.

SonnyPunk
10/13/03, 08:56 PM
Originally posted by worldstheory
Wow, all these stories are saddening. As for me, I'm straightXedge for life! I've got it made, I've never touched drugs, tobacco, or alcohol, and I've never wanted to. I guess you could say I'm "HIGH ON LIFE". It's just terribly sad to know that peoples' lives are so horrifying that they have to escape by surrendering themselves to such destructive substances as white powder or a little green leaf.

God I hate people who are so ignorant like that. The kids never touched any kind of stimulant in his life except maybe a cup of tea and he feels he can make judgments on other people and feel sorry for them.
Drugs can be the greatest thing in the world but they can also be your worst nightmare. You make your own decisions and if you are strong enough and have enough good judgement to take care of yourself then you'll have a great time. If you make the wrong choices and lose control then you can have major problems. Just use your heard...simple as that.
I havent done any drugs since like february...and Im fine with that. I can live with or without drugs. However on friday night I am going to take 3-4 pills of ecstacy. Not because my life is so horrifying that I need to destroy myself but because I know I will have an amazing experience with it. So while your home watching "Boy meets world" Ill be enjoying some of the finer things in life.

13th hour
10/13/03, 09:13 PM
I agree with sonny, this worldstheory kid is a Douche bag with a capital D. If I ever met him, Id hold him down and make him drink. And youve never had a cigarette in your life? What are you supposed to do after sex then? Or is that the root of all evil as well?

SonnyPunk
10/13/03, 09:19 PM
Originally posted by 13th hour
I agree with sonny, this worldstheory kid is a Douche bag with a capital D. If I ever met him, Id hold him down and make him drink. And youve never had a cigarette in your life? What are you supposed to do after sex then? Or is that the root of all evil as well?

The only thing he does after sex is clean himself off with a tissue...then he turns the computer off and wishes there was a real live girl in the room with him.

Alex Djaferis
10/14/03, 09:09 AM
a girl i knew in the UK died from taking E. that kind of sucked.

im never doing anythin chemical as i said before. its just...well even if your responsible about it, it still seems way too hit or miss.

angie710
10/14/03, 11:16 AM
Ahhh, another endless ongoing debate... Straight Edge think we are demon spawn, druggies commence to hit it up while ranting and raving about what a feeling it is... This should fall into the "I really dont give a fuck less" category... People make their own decisions in life, and with every decision comes an outcome, a consequence, if you will... Whatever it is that you choose to do in your life, be it work related, socially, romantically, only you are responsible for what happens next...We can run around putting blame on whomever we feel is responsible, but it dosent change whats happened, or whats inevitable... For example, those silly suicide cases they post blame on bands for insinuating or suggesting.. Fuck that! Your kid was fucked up, your kid didnt want to live this life, your kid wanted attention...It wasnt anyone else... My brother chose to do something that would/could eventually be harmful to his well being and as terrible as I feel saying it, was the cause of his own demise...His death.. There was no one else to blame, and believe me I tried and for years put guilt on everyone, myself included..When I think about having to carry his lifeless body from that house to my car, I get sick, and even still I snort shit up my nose, and I smoke trees to make up for hurt I feel... So, basically there is no one to blame but yourself, you shoot an eighth into your body, theres a chance you wont ever see light again, you pop that pill, you may never feel love again, or see your Mom's face in the morning...So fuck anyone who says its the drugs...Its you...and your poor fucking choices...

Alex Djaferis
10/14/03, 11:19 AM
Originally posted by angie710
Ahhh, another endless ongoing debate... Straight Edge think we are demon spawn, druggies commence to hit it up while ranting and raving about what a feeling it is... This should fall into the "I really dont give a fuck less" category... People make their own decisions in life, and with every decision comes an outcome, a consequence, if you will... Whatever it is that you choose to do in your life, be it work related, socially, romantically, only you are responsible for what happens next...We can run around putting blame on whomever we feel is responsible, but it dosent change whats happened, or whats inevitable... For example, those silly suicide cases they post blame on bands for insinuating or suggesting.. Fuck that! Your kid was fucked up, your kid didnt want to live this life, your kid wanted attention...It wasnt anyone else... My brother chose to do something that would/could eventually be harmful to his well being and as terrible as I feel saying it, was the cause of his own demise...His death.. There was no one else to blame, and believe me I tried and for years put guilt on everyone, myself included..When I think about having to carry his lifeless body from that house to my car, I get sick, and even still I snort shit up my nose, and I smoke trees to make up for hurt I feel... So, basically there is no one to blame but yourself, you shoot an eighth into your body, theres a chance you wont ever see light again, you pop that pill, you may never feel love again, or see your Mom's face in the morning...So fuck anyone who says its the drugs...Its you...and your poor fucking choices...

i dont really know to answer to that.. wow. thats one of the only posts ive read on this forum that have actually touched me as dumb as that can sound.

angie710
10/14/03, 11:24 AM
Originally posted by PeeDster
i dont really know to answer to that.. wow. thats one of the only posts ive read on this forum that have actually touched me as dumb as that can sound.


Thanks, it means alot...


It dosent sound dumb..

13th hour
10/14/03, 01:14 PM
Originally posted by PeeDster
i dont really know to answer to that.. wow. thats one of the only posts ive read on this forum that have actually touched me as dumb as that can sound.

Yea, same for me. Andrea, that really, kinda got to me. I thought the way to go was to be kind of a dick to the straight edge kids, but I guess I never really saw it through your eyes. Or even MY own eyes. I didnt even think about this when the topic came up, but heres my story: Earlier this year, about 3 months ago, a girl who I hadnt known for very long committed suicide by mixing painkillers and alcohol. The week before she called me crying at midnight, and I stayed on the phone with her until 2. I told her to make herself throw up and to not let herself get so down. Anyway, She mixed the painkillers and vodka again, and she didnt call me this time. She made it through the night, but she had a bad heart and died in the hospital the next day. Ill never forget her, I cant really, because she was the girl who I lost my virginity to. We only knew each other for about a week before I had to come back here to Omaha, but.. It still tore me up pretty bad. Andreas right, it does come down to choices, and.. Heh, there doesnt seem like a debate anymore. If your straight edge, go you. If you do do drugs, just be careful. Whether you mean to or not, you could die.

angie710
10/14/03, 01:44 PM
Sorry to hear about your friend...:( What I said is in no way menat to shape anyone's opinion...Its just mine...and its insignificant to yours...

13th hour
10/14/03, 01:52 PM
Originally posted by angie710
Sorry to hear about your friend...:( What I said is in no way menat to shape anyone's opinion...Its just mine...and its insignificant to yours...

No because you were right, we shouldnt even be debating this, It comes down to personal choices, nothing more. I dont see why people try and make others see their view, when its obvious no one is going to make any concessions to any postivie points anyone else makes.

Poor Excuse
10/14/03, 02:31 PM
dont do weed
weed leads to coke
coke leads to addiction
addiction leads to crack
crack leads to stealing and pawning stuff for $$

ive seen it happen to friends.. BEWARE OF DRUGS

worldstheory
10/14/03, 04:45 PM
Look, it takes hella more strength to not touch drugs then it does to live your life as a druggie. And I have to much at stake to not be strong about it.

I'm pretty sure my life is better than yours...Yeah probably.

And as long as your not touching anything too harsh, it isn't destructive at all.Yes it is. It slowly damages your heart and other vital organs.

But you can believe what Bushy tells you... I couldn't care less.Yeah, Bush is responsible for the anti-drug propaganda. We all know that if Gore had been elected like he should have, we'd see ads that say "Ecstasy: Because it's fun..."

Wow. Your high on life? I think youd have to be high on fuckin coke or heroin to say something that dumb.It's called a sense of humor. You should try using yours someday. Or maybe it's been damaged by your overuse of drugs.

I havent done any drugs since like february...and Im fine with that. I can live with or without drugs. However on friday night I am going to take 3-4 pills of ecstacy. Not because my life is so horrifying that I need to destroy myself but because I know I will have an amazing experience with it.You know what else is an amazing experience. Plummeting. Without a parachute. Yeah, BADASS! I wonder how many times I can do it before I black out!!

So while your home watching "Boy meets world" Ill be enjoying some of the finer things in life.It's funny that you refer to it as "finer things in life" when it's the very same thing that any fricking homeless person can afford to do if they are willing to earn a little extra cash by giving blowjobs behind a dumpster.

Straight Edge think we are demon spawnNo I don't. I think you're humans who are making a choice that you'll be sorry about later.

Milonater
10/14/03, 05:17 PM
Well, this whole threa is just incredible.
Let's all sit around and talk about how we fucked ourselves up, and had fun doing so....grow up kids.

For those who've done shrooms - you DO know you are making your brain stem bleed right? And that that is not entirely safe/smart?

The Nephilim2
10/14/03, 05:21 PM
Yes it is. It slowly damages your heart and other vital organs

If you live in a populated city the air you are breathing is probably more harmful than smoking a joint every now and then.

Yeah, Bush is responsible for the anti-drug propaganda. We all know that if Gore had been elected like he should have, we'd see ads that say "Ecstasy: Because it's fun..."

Your the moron that made the generalization that all drug users live's are horrifying so they have to escape from reality to be happy... if that isn't DARE and Government spun propaganda I don't know what is.

It's called a sense of humor. You should try using yours someday. Or maybe it's been damaged by your overuse of drugs.

"I'm high on life" = humor??? Care to elaborate on that one, Bob Sagat?

It's funny that you refer to it as "finer things in life" when it's the very same thing that any fricking homeless person can afford to do if they are willing to earn a little extra cash by giving blowjobs behind a dumpster.


Or maybe they could just "high on life" and give head for the pure enjoyment of it. Thats what you'd do, right?

No I don't. I think you're humans who are making a choice that you'll be sorry about later.

You want to explain to me why I would ever be sorry for doing drugs? Yea, maybe if I overdosed and woke up in a hospital, but I'm not exactly taking 8-balls straight to the dome. Maybe if I was stupid enough to take a hit while driving a car and kill my best friend. But I'm not stupid, and I'm not making any decisions that affect my life in ANY NEGATIVE WAY. I smoked weed almost every day in high school and graduated with a 4.0 and a 1470 SAT. Your dumb ass is stone sober everyday and with the close-mindedness and stupidity that you have shown in this thread will no doubt end up selling insurance.

The Nephilim2
10/14/03, 05:24 PM
Originally posted by Milonater
Well, this whole threa is just incredible.
Let's all sit around and talk about how we fucked ourselves up, and had fun doing so....grow up kids.

For those who've done shrooms - you DO know you are making your brain stem bleed right? And that that is not entirely safe/smart?

You fucking tard. I'm guessing you pulled that straight off of the D.A.R.E. website. It's not even worth my time explaining to you why that statement is utter bullshit.

Fuck SxE kids. I fucking hate you bastards. Your all fucking nazis as far as I'm concerned.

angie710
10/15/03, 10:27 AM
Originally posted by The Nephilim2

"I'm high on life" = humor??? Care to elaborate on that one, Bob Sagat?






That made me laugh... <3 you...

13th hour
10/15/03, 01:08 PM
Originally posted by worldstheory

It's called a sense of humor. You should try using yours someday. Or maybe it's been damaged by your overuse of drugs.



Hey everyone, I was wrong about being high on life!! its all just a big joke! lets all get together and be high on life!!!

worldstheory, youre a fucking mindless prick who does whatever anyone tells you as long as its cool with what DARE and your preacher tells you.

Milonater
10/15/03, 01:24 PM
Let's get a few things straight, mr. big mouth.
I had a friend who died on a shrooms OD. That's how I know it makes your brain stem bleed, causing a high, so don't treat me like I don't know shit, kapeesh?

Secondly, I'm "straight edge" I guess you would call it, but not because anyone told me to be, or because I'm a holier-than-thou-holy-rollers mormon kid. It makes sense to me not to waste my time, effort, cash and quite possibly health/life on drugs because of what I've seen it do to my friends and family.

It's really cool to get temporarily high, do shit you regret, put yourself in harm's way, possibly get ass raped, etc., right?
I'm the big nerd for not barfing all over myself and relying on temporary highs to carry my self esteem and entertainment.
I love your logic.

13th hour
10/15/03, 01:32 PM
I dont do drugs anymore, but I dont see a problem with them. The fact of the matter is that weed itself isnt going to kill anyone unless youre being a dumbass, in which case, if you die, thats evolution at its finest. However, the other drugs, like heroin, X, or coke, Im not so cool on, but Im not gonna bash someone for making personal choices.

whaddya think of that "mr. big mouth"?