why do you sit alone?

[pretyXchemicals]

I sit alone because i feel alone
its not so bad
because everyone ignores you
me, i like to be alone
i like to be ignored
at least i thought i did...

i thought i liked how no one looks at you
but they are all thinking the same thing
why does she sit alone?
does she have friends?
I dont care what people think or say
at least i thought i didnt...

I thought i liked how everyone acts likes there is something wrong with you
just because you sit alone
like you have an illness , that they would get if they came near you
I like having that power over people
at least i thought i did...

I thought i wasnt scared to say how i feel to my friends, my best friends
I thought they would understand me
at least i thought they would...

I didnt think it would be so over dramatic
just to say how I feel
I did not think that people would take sides and hate me for my point of view
I have never been scared to say something i feel
I have never been scared of how people would react
but now, i am

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comments (good or bad) are always welcomed

[para ser libre]

I don't know why but the first few verses just made me think of "Catcher In The Rye" Maybe your the next Holden Caulfield ...well, I guess it would be more like Hana Caulfield

[pretyXchemicals]

I don't know why but the first few verses just made me think of "Catcher In The Rye" Maybe your the next Holden Caulfield ...well, I guess it would be more like Hana Caulfield

well, i have never heard that before.....thanks?