brandSPANKINnew
02/05/04, 06:01 PM
k so heres the deal... im not usually one to share what i write but i figure, if im gonna start- why not get input from strangers who wont mind telling me the truth? so you all better be honest....
it would take no more than a second for my last breath to be let out.
it would take no less than a lifetime for you to get what im about.
youre always asking why ive changed, and why im changing for the worst.
but you havnt heard and answer because its not in your own words.
and as easy as it would be to let your control my thoughts.
it would force me to go against everything youve ever taught.
i used to search for comfort in your words, but now theyre full of shame.
you used to cure what made me hurt, now you cant even ease my pain.
maybe this is growing up, or is it just growing apart?
maybe we've been separating ever since the start.
it would take no more than a second for my last breath to be let out.
it would take no less than a lifetime for you to get what im about.
youre always asking why ive changed, and why im changing for the worst.
but you havnt heard and answer because its not in your own words.
and as easy as it would be to let your control my thoughts.
it would force me to go against everything youve ever taught.
i used to search for comfort in your words, but now theyre full of shame.
you used to cure what made me hurt, now you cant even ease my pain.
maybe this is growing up, or is it just growing apart?
maybe we've been separating ever since the start.