The Dove Song
10/10/04, 10:32 PM
So I write a lot but don't feel like boring you guys with useless writings of mine. But anyway. My best friend is at USNA. And of course once she left I knew things were going to change. And at first things were fine, we spoke as often as we could. Then recently she started to stop talking to me. And I can understand that, you get real busy at the academy. And she's failing three classes so she needs all the time she can.
But then we were online and she was telling about how she's going to get with this guy(She ignored me to have the conversation with him). and I had to get offline because outside of my house some kid got hit by car while riding his bike and I was worried it was my brother. And she IMed me on and said "Wow, you're not the same."
And that caused a fight because I brought up how she doesn't talk to me as much and how she'll ignore me or just not talk to me. And it caused a huge problem. And now she's acting real immature. Saying things like "If you were my best friend..." and making me feel bad like I'm being a bad friend. I simply just told her how I felt. And it backfires. And then she gets offline. And she told me I was making her life harder. So I did what I thought was best. I IMed her and told her that if I'm making her life harder we shouldn't be friends. And that I'd talk to her when she came home on occasion. Of course she's not at her computer, bad move?
I don't know. I'm just pretty upset about it. You know? Best friends aren't supposed to fade. And now I don't even know what it means anymore.
But then we were online and she was telling about how she's going to get with this guy(She ignored me to have the conversation with him). and I had to get offline because outside of my house some kid got hit by car while riding his bike and I was worried it was my brother. And she IMed me on and said "Wow, you're not the same."
And that caused a fight because I brought up how she doesn't talk to me as much and how she'll ignore me or just not talk to me. And it caused a huge problem. And now she's acting real immature. Saying things like "If you were my best friend..." and making me feel bad like I'm being a bad friend. I simply just told her how I felt. And it backfires. And then she gets offline. And she told me I was making her life harder. So I did what I thought was best. I IMed her and told her that if I'm making her life harder we shouldn't be friends. And that I'd talk to her when she came home on occasion. Of course she's not at her computer, bad move?
I don't know. I'm just pretty upset about it. You know? Best friends aren't supposed to fade. And now I don't even know what it means anymore.