I feel so alone

[FallenFaerie013]

I don't really know how to write this but I guess I'll try so if it's confusing I'm sorry. But I just feel so alone, ever since I broke up with my boyfriend, I have felt like I have no one else to talk to, which is partly true because I don't have any friends. I come from this little one horse town where I am the social outcast because I wear black and listen to rock. Instead of the beloved country music that has swept over my school. So I felt really lucky when I found a boyfriend, hell a friend, someone I could talk to and actually ahve hi understand what I was saying, be able to relate, and give me advice. But now that he is gone I really feel more isolated then I ever have in my entire life. Because our breakup was not a normal breakup under the circumstances that his mother forbid him ti talk to me, so I can't even call him if I need to talk to someone. It's like I lost a friend, a lover, and a part of me. There's only one "friend" I do have and he's not really the greatest person to talk to. He's 2 years older then me and his friends don't like me, and we don't go to the same school, so it's not like I can go running to him if somethings wrong. I just feel like there's no one who I can talk to because I'm only the 8th grade and it's not like I can drive somewhere and meet people. And the fact that I live in the middle of nowhere doesn't help much. I need some advice on what I can or should do?

[SingleDoubt]

I don't really know how to write this but I guess I'll try so if it's confusing I'm sorry. But I just feel so alone, ever since I broke up with my boyfriend, I have felt like I have no one else to talk to, which is partly true because I don't have any friends. I come from this little one horse town where I am the social outcast because I wear black and listen to rock. Instead of the beloved country music that has swept over my school. So I felt really lucky when I found a boyfriend, hell a friend, someone I could talk to and actually ahve hi understand what I was saying, be able to relate, and give me advice. But now that he is gone I really feel more isolated then I ever have in my entire life. Because our breakup was not a normal breakup under the circumstances that his mother forbid him ti talk to me, so I can't even call him if I need to talk to someone. It's like I lost a friend, a lover, and a part of me. There's only one "friend" I do have and he's not really the greatest person to talk to. He's 2 years older then me and his friends don't like me, and we don't go to the same school, so it's not like I can go running to him if somethings wrong. I just feel like there's no one who I can talk to because I'm only the 8th grade and it's not like I can drive somewhere and meet people. And the fact that I live in the middle of nowhere doesn't help much. I need some advice on what I can or should do?
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[Tyler Revolution]

Try making friends with the people at your school... just because you wear black and listen to rock music, shouldn't keep you from being friends with them.

[Mercy Medical]

I'd have to agree with Tyler, I'm nothing like all the friends I have. I think diversity is a good thing and just because they listen to country music doesn't mean their bad people. :)

[Timberwolf]

I'd have to agree with Tyler, I'm nothing like all the friends I have. I think diversity is a good thing and just because they listen to country music doesn't mean their bad people. :)

it doesnt? :)

[Tyler Revolution]

I'd have to agree with Tyler, I'm nothing like all the friends I have. I think diversity is a good thing and just because they listen to country music doesn't mean their bad people. :)


We rock, I'm sorry about the other day, I love you. Heh.

[FallenFaerie013]

No it's not because I don't like them it's they don't accept me. I have been friends with them and they pretend to be my friends and then tey just talk trash about me. I was in the popualr crowd growing up and when I changed my attitude about lieing to people all the time and caring what people thought of me they all said I was betraying them and following those people. Whatever tht's supposed to mean. I love diversity I would be there friends if only they would acknowledge my presence then maybe I could ahve a conversation with them.

[Tyler Revolution]

Hmm... so there is no one else you can hangout with? No one at all will accept you? Or have you tried searching? I don't really know what to say, sounds like a really shitty town, but I'm sure that there is at least one more person you could hangout with...

[Mercy Medical]

That's the downside of middle school/high school, a lot of people are stupid and shallow. Everyone is so concerned about being popular and being friends with the "in" crowd that most of the time they overlook people that could potentially be realyl good friends. I had problems with friends while I was in middle school/high school. I knew a lot of people and I guess I could've been considered "popular" but I had such different interests than everyone else I really didn't hang out or talk to anyone out of school. It was nice though because I at least had one best friend to hang out with most of high school.

All I gotta say is middle school/high school sucks because people are just so typical.

Why won't your ex boyfriend's mom let you two talk to each other?

[Mercy Medical]

We rock, I'm sorry about the other day, I love you. Heh.
No worries, I'm not one to typically hold grudges...I understand having bad days. :)

[13th hour]

tell your ex that if he was a real punk rawker, hed tell his mom to go fist herself when she told him not to talk to you.

Youre not one of those eighth graders thats out having sex are you? Cause if you are, thatd be my guess why hes not allowed to talk to you.

[SingleDoubt]

tell your ex that if he was a real punk rawker, hed tell his mom to go fist herself when she told him not to talk to you.

Youre not one of those eighth graders thats out having sex are you? Cause if you are, thatd be my guess why hes not allowed to talk to you.
hahaha

[FallenFaerie013]

tell your ex that if he was a real punk rawker, hed tell his mom to go fist herself when she told him not to talk to you.

Youre not one of those eighth graders thats out having sex are you? Cause if you are, thatd be my guess why hes not allowed to talk to you.


I would but it's a long story and it mainly deals wiht how his mom is a pysco and won't allow him to do anything. Also kicks him out of the house but again I say long story. And no I haven't slept with anyone.

[Tyler Revolution]

I would but it's a long story and it mainly deals wiht how his mom is a pysco and won't allow him to do anything. Also kicks him out of the house but again I say long story. And no I haven't slept with anyone.


If she kicks him out of the house often, than that means she takes him back in. So if he gets kicked out of the house, why doesn't he go to your house and hangout for a while or something and then just go home. Man, I am brilliant.

[_astheruinfalls]

If she kicks him out of the house often, than that means she takes him back in. So if he gets kicked out of the house, why doesn't he go to your house and hangout for a while or something and then just go home. Man, I am brilliant.
THEN you guys can have sex. :)

[13th hour]

but wear a rubber!

[Tyler Revolution]

THEN you guys can have sex. :)


Haha, definately. Just take me and TJ's advice, and you can have all the unprotected pedophile sex you want!

Sorry if I'm not helping.

[_astheruinfalls]

Haha, definately. Just take me and TJ's advice, and you can have all the unprotected pedophile sex you want!

Sorry if I'm not helping.
Hahahaha.

[Kholint]

I fixed my love obsession with an AXE!!!111

[Greg]

yea high school is a horrible place if you dont have a group of friends. sometimes thats bad too... the drama and gossip gets out of control at times. its insane

[mirtizzle]

high school was so lame.

[commatosa]

I don't really know how to write this but I guess I'll try so if it's confusing I'm sorry. But I just feel so alone, ever since I broke up with my boyfriend, I have felt like I have no one else to talk to, which is partly true because I don't have any friends. I come from this little one horse town where I am the social outcast because I wear black and listen to rock. Instead of the beloved country music that has swept over my school. So I felt really lucky when I found a boyfriend, hell a friend, someone I could talk to and actually ahve hi understand what I was saying, be able to relate, and give me advice. But now that he is gone I really feel more isolated then I ever have in my entire life. Because our breakup was not a normal breakup under the circumstances that his mother forbid him ti talk to me, so I can't even call him if I need to talk to someone. It's like I lost a friend, a lover, and a part of me. There's only one "friend" I do have and he's not really the greatest person to talk to. He's 2 years older then me and his friends don't like me, and we don't go to the same school, so it's not like I can go running to him if somethings wrong. I just feel like there's no one who I can talk to because I'm only the 8th grade and it's not like I can drive somewhere and meet people. And the fact that I live in the middle of nowhere doesn't help much. I need some advice on what I can or should do?

You're just in middle school. You still have the rest of your life to make friends and join a clique. Just because everyone listens to country doesn't mean that they're not cool people. You should try to make friends with whoever you can.

[FallenFaerie013]

Haha, definately. Just take me and TJ's advice, and you can have all the unprotected pedophile sex you want!

Sorry if I'm not helping.


umm thanks for the advce and yea it helps because it made me laugh. But i would tell him to come over but he lives like an hour away and can't get a ride. We had a complicated relationship.

[13th hour]

what the fuck? Did you guys meet on the internet?

Seriously, this is lame.

[richter915]

what the fuck? Did you guys meet on the internet?

Seriously, this is lame.
I met my gf on the internet...what's so lame about it?

[Tyler Revolution]

I met my gf on the internet...what's so lame about it?


Do you live in the same town as her?

[richter915]

no...we used to be about thirty miles apart...now it's about 60...it's really hard and we probably can't keep going this way for too long (it's seriously unhealthy)...but I mean...compared to teh girls I've met at school and all...my gf knocks the shit outta them ten times over. But finding people online is really not the way to go (unsafe)...trust no one! :: x-files music::

and in regards to the original post...seriously...just masturbate more.

[Tyler Revolution]

Wait... you said "I met my gf on the internet. what's so lame about it? "it" being meeting a girl on the internet, and then you say it's not the way to go, and its unsafe? Then you just answered your own question. I think its lame to meet and date someone on the internet as well.

[gmc14]

internet dating is sad... period, unless you're way out in the middle of nowhere and theres nowhere to go to actually physically meet people, but even then its stupid because you're not gunna find anyone who lives near you in a case like that. Not to mention the fact that half the people trying to meet people online are dirty old men.

[gmc14]

internet dating is sad... period, unless you're way out in the middle of nowhere and theres nowhere to go to actually physically meet people, but even then its stupid because you're not gunna find anyone who lives near you in a case like that. Not to mention the fact that half the people trying to meet people online are dirty old men.
and the other half are dirty young men.... haha (just joking)

[Mercy Medical]

Wait... you said "I met my gf on the internet. what's so lame about it? "it" being meeting a girl on the internet, and then you say it's not the way to go, and its unsafe? Then you just answered your own question. I think its lame to meet and date someone on the internet as well.
Tell that to CJ...

[richter915]

Wait... you said "I met my gf on the internet. what's so lame about it? "it" being meeting a girl on the internet, and then you say it's not the way to go, and its unsafe? Then you just answered your own question. I think its lame to meet and date someone on the internet as well.
ok ok...it's not "dating" over the internet because we do hang out...it's a long distance relationship...and I think it's unsafe to just "meet" someone online and then go meet em...I "knew" her 1.5 years online and we had talked on the phone almost every night for a while before we met. So it's not that bad if people do that.

[FallenFaerie013]

what the fuck? Did you guys meet on the internet?

Seriously, this is lame.


No we didn't met on the internet we net through my best friend at the beach.

[blink182tomchik]

this is seriously funny... :lol2: wat dickwad would meet their gf on the internet? hahahaha

[richter915]

this is seriously funny... :lol2: wat dickwad would meet their gf on the internet? hahahaha
I met mine on the internet. I'm the biggest dickwad...yay.

[gmc14]

yea high school is a horrible place if you dont have a group of friends. sometimes thats bad too... the drama and gossip gets out of control at times. its insane
Summarized my 4 years there