Am I the only one

[Tanooki Suit]

that fantasizes about suicide at least once every other day?

[Tanooki Suit]

I want to go doing what I love most... eating at subway.


(the check is in the mail)
Awesome.

It's not really that I'm depressed, I mean I have my bad days like the rest of us. It's more about "making a mark" that won't soon be forgotten, you know? And what better way than a perfectly poetic note espousing higher causes coupled with shotgunned splatter on the state building's steps?

[Tanooki Suit]

The only problem with the "marking a mark" is that you won't be satisfied or fullilled. Since you are an "agnostic atheiest" you don't believe in an afterlife so you won't even know about the mark you left behind.
Oh well it's not so much as the post-mortem satisfaction. Most likely my last few days would pass with marked euphoria yet lucidity. I would have no doubt that my spectacular stunt would at least merit a week of media blitzkrieg, and would subsequently have no desire to see the result, lest I be disappointed.

[MaybeOneDay]

Hahahaha, you fucking loser.

I hope you do kill yourself.

[The Dove Song]

Hahahaha, you fucking loser.

I hope you do kill yourself.
You're really ridiculous. You're funny when you make fun of people that are so retarded on these forums, but Tanooki Suit isn't one of those people. You're posts get more painful to read everyday because you have absolutely nothing to contribute to these forums.

[mOvielife99]

suicide no, homocide yes

[SingleDoubt]

The only problem with the "marking a mark" is that you won't be satisfied or fullilled. Since you are an "agnostic atheiest" you don't believe in an afterlife so you won't even know about the mark you left behind.
yeah exactly... thats the only thing i think about when i think of suicide that would say something. i would never know how people would respond

[PunkDrums182]

i have never thought about suicide, no matter how depressed i am because it is insanely stupid.

[PunkDrums182]

but once when i was little my neighbor dared me to hang myself... he was older ad i was like 6 or something.. i didnt know it was bad.. so i did it.. and he like untied it or something.

[specialgirl87]

last year i was extremly depressed i had so many reasons why i should just die to end everything, one day i started thinking theres gotta be somthing better than this so i started planing..... my mom stoped me thank god. because theres so much i have to do im not ready to die yet but im definatly not scared, but somtimes when things get hard i wish i was dead but i'd never do it. i wonder how things would change and if anyone wold give a shit, like if me dyings effect would wear off, but i have too much that i actualy acomblished im not a total screw up, but as far as fantacising its okay but everyday is too clinical 4 me....... i can understand why somepeople are sucida because many lead them to feeling that way, people have done some fucked up things to me i no how it feels but the best thing to do is try to go on and make sure the truth comes out if you die so does the truth

[trustmeimokay]

I went through periods where I would think about suicide often. Not much any more though. I thought about so often cause I was terribly lonely. I still am,so I dunno why I stopped.

[specialgirl87]

i guess you eventualy figure out its not the solution, why are you so lonely?

[The Bled 13]

Wow, that's weird. I mean, I think about it. When I get really pissed off, it's like I want to send a message, just in spite of what people have said to me before, or the way I have been treated. Like, when I smoke weed the night before, and the next day I wake up, I don't get up till like 3 and then I'm pissed off the entire day and all I think about is how miserable I am. When I think about dying I wonder what people would say, what they would do, would they care at all, who would be at my funeral. I don't think it's normal, but I don't think their is anything wrong with that, I mean something is wrong, but it's not like you're always going to go through with it. At one point in everyones life I guarntee you think about ending it at least once. When I get really pissed off I just write letters, and that usually takes me away from thinking those stupid things.

[The Bled 13]

The only reason I know I can't do that, is because I would fucking tear my family apart. And they have always been their for me, so I that is no way to re-pay them back? You know? My uncle killed himself, I never got to meet him.. My grandparents are insane and they like ex-communicate their kids now. It's fucked up. I just couldn't do that to the people that actually do care about me. But what is sad is what people can get away with when they say shit to each other, what they do to each other. I'm not talking about the internet joking and shit, but in real life. I have seeeeeen some fucked up shit.

[specialgirl87]

I could never totaly understand how sombody could hurt another person, i guess at some point we've all been hurt and at some point we hurt sombody else but i mean the intentional hurting knowing what your doin is wrong and just worring about getting cought especialy when you hurt somone whos defence less like a kid :(

[No Control]

In my town (which is actually a small town) within one year 3 kids killed themselves, and one attempted as well. It was such a terrible year. It honestly just tore the whole town apart. No matter what people think there ARE people who care. You are doing more damage than anything. Your death could result to others deaths. It really is NOT the way.

[The Bled 13]

Yeah, he speaks the truth.

[-whisp-]

i have never thought about suicide, no matter how depressed i am because it is insanely stupid.
yeah im like you.