Well, Here is my pathetic excuse for a Problem.

[GhostHaze]

Lets see...How to begin this...Well, for one, I am literally in love with this guy. Two, we did date. Three, he is my BEST FRIEND. Four, He cheated on me with three GUYS. Not three girls, three GUYS. And Five: He is gay.
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So yeah, basically I am screwed over. I am in love with this guy (Believe me, I know I am in love with him, considering that I was so upset that the night he dumped me (To go out with a guy he cheated on me with, might I add) I took a pair of nail scisscors and carved his name into my thigh. It has been over half a year. We went to Homecoming together last night cause' he asked me, And I nearly started Bawling during the Slow dance because I loved him so much and I was hurting so badly because I knew we could never be together the way that I hoped. Oh, did I mention that since his last boyfriend broke up with him, he tried to kill himself? And he ALSO carved HIS exes name into his arm though, so I guess its a little different...But anyway, he constantly tells me how much he loves his ex and how badly he wants him back, and I am just sitting here, listening to this all, knowing I am still madly in love with him, and there is nothing I can do about it. So yeah. I'm pathetically in love with a gay guy who cheated on me three times who I nearly DIED over who doesn't love me the same way I do, and I think about him every day. Fuck. My. Life.

[HelpMeSleep]

the second part was tl;dr.

the first part makes me think of how Ellie liked and dated Marco but he was gay back in the old days of degrassi. you just need to get over him. if he's gay, he's never going to like you that way.

[argg_xo]

clay aiken?

[brokenlungs]

Anal.

Honestly, that's the best solution. I'm not being facetious at all. He likes anal. Give it to him.

[Smash Adams]

this seems like some Romeo and Juliet type shit, both of you are fated to die I'm sorry to inform you

[hiddentrack]

I don't even know where to begin...

[Fallinto_rhythm]

I don't even know where to begin...


hahahahaha me either!

[thesteve9x]

I don't understand why people post in a thread just to say it was too long and they didn't read it.

And to actually give you advice, it's puppy love. You're young and obviously emotionally unstable. Seek professional help, carving someone's name on any part of your body is not healthy whatsoever. That's really all I can say. Get real help.

EDIT: for pure stupidity.

[Smash Adams]

I don't understand why people post in a thread just to say it was too loud and they didn't read it.
hahahahaha it's too long didn't read, how can something that is written be loud?

[GhostHaze]

Oh great. We are both destined to die. How lovely. Is it still puppy love if you take 45 asprin in an attempt to kill yourself cause you can't stand the pain? And yeah, I did get help, (I was sent to a damn mental hospital) but I pretended to be okay. Hell, Its really not that hard. And believe me, I have tried getting over him. It hasn't exactly been working out.

[GhostHaze]

And NO, not clay aiken. My Friend. Last time I checked, Clay Aiken wasn't 15

[Burning Star IV]

He's gay. Deal with it.

[GhostHaze]

No offense, but, hell, its kind of difficult.

[HelpMeSleep]

you need to find someone else to focus your attentions on instead. it's the only thing that ever works for me. and then once I'm happily crushing on someone else, even if that ends, I'm able to find the clarity to look back and see what was wrong with the other boy/relationship/crush.

[thesteve9x]

hahahahaha it's too long didn't read, how can something that is written be loud?

hahah wow i really wasn't paying attention. thanks for catching that stupid ass mistake.

[thesteve9x]

Oh great. We are both destined to die. How lovely. Is it still puppy love if you take 45 asprin in an attempt to kill yourself cause you can't stand the pain? And yeah, I did get help, (I was sent to a damn mental hospital) but I pretended to be okay. Hell, Its really not that hard. And believe me, I have tried getting over him. It hasn't exactly been working out.

How is that getting help? Faking your way through a mental institution? No, that is not getting professional help. Go see a therapist, and DON'T fake your way through that.

[spikeXtheXpunch]

the second part was tl;dr.

the first part makes me think of how Ellie liked and dated Marco but he was gay back in the old days of degrassi. you just need to get over him. if he's gay, he's never going to like you that way.
Oh Degrassi, such a great show.

[HelpMeSleep]

Oh Degrassi, such a great show.
haven't watched it in a few years. I miss it.

[Giant Broccoli]

The wheelchair kid has a rapping career lol

[m_rue]

You need to get to a therapist...the carving thing should be a pretty big red flag. Nobody here can help you with this effectively, believe me.

[HelpMeSleep]

The wheelchair kid has a rapping career lol
Jimmy? I always loved Jimmy!

[AP_Punk]

Take him to one of those places where they un-gay him.

Ask your local church about it. They'll be glad to help.

[Sventhegreat]

the second part was tl;dr.

the first part makes me think of how Ellie liked and dated Marco but he was gay back in the old days of degrassi. you just need to get over him. if he's gay, he's never going to like you that way.

Haha good call on that one. I used to watch that show.

How sad for me.

[.invisible ink.]

I <3 Degrassi.

Does anybody know how Darcy (Shenae Grimes) is still going to be on Degrassi if she's on 90210 now? Please tell me they didn't kill her off Degrassi (like they did with J.T.), that would make me really sad.

[Giant Broccoli]

Jimmy? I always loved Jimmy!

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofi le&friendid=17550848

[swt_catastrophe]

yeah, i'm not reading the last part.
he's gay. nothing you can do.
cry. eat some cookie dough ice-cream.
get under another guy.

problem solved!

[HelpMeSleep]

Haha good call on that one. I used to watch that show.

How sad for me.
haha. highfive! the most dramatic show ever. and I thought they'd done everything that could possibly be done after the first three or fours seasons.

I <3 Degrassi.

Does anybody know how Darcy (Shenae Grimes) is still going to be on Degrassi if she's on 90210 now? Please tell me they didn't kill her off Degrassi (like they did with J.T.), that would make me really sad.
I haven't watched in ages. I never really got to liking Darcy. I didn't stick with it very long after she came on the show. the last I really remember her is her being one of the ones who purposely dropped Paige at that rally right before the prom so I thought she was kind of a bitch. oh wait, and I remember Spinner and her. and him wanting to have sex and she didn't, right? and then her going on the bus to church camp. that's pretty much it though.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofi le&friendid=17550848
haha whattt? why is his name Drake? I swear his real name is Aubrey Graham or something like that!

[thesteve9x]

/Successful thread hijack

[SomedayTheFire]

He's gay, get over it you're 14 and being stupid about it isn't going to get you over him any faster, oh and you're not in love.

What's Degrassi?? haha

[lolwut1337]

god damn I wish my age group was just a tad smarter.

[HelpMeSleep]

He's gay, get over it you're 14 and being stupid about it isn't going to get you over him any faster, oh and you're not in love.

What's Degrassi?? haha
IAWTC.

and it's a great teen soap opera from Canada. they play it on THE N lolol.

god damn I wish my age group was just a tad smarter.
as do I. highfive for not being a part of the problem! =]

[lolwut1337]

as do I. highfive for not being a part of the problem! =]

Hahahah yeah. I get so mad when people talk to me in chat language because 9/10 times it's someone my age.

[SomedayTheFire]

IAWTC.

and it's a great teen soap opera from Canada. they play it on THE N lolol.


as do I. highfive for not being a part of the problem! =]

Must watch. I always loved watching My So Called Life with my sister :-) good memories

[HelpMeSleep]

Must watch. I always loved watching My So Called Life with my sister :-) good memories
awww I totally remember watching that show when it was on too, thanks to my Degrassi love. lol @ Jared Leto as Jordan Catalano! =]

[lew_1987]

this seems like some Romeo and Juliet type shit, both of you are fated to die I'm sorry to inform you

Please drink the poison, please...

*prays*

[SomedayTheFire]

awww I totally remember watching that show when it was on too, thanks to my Degrassi love. lol @ Jared Leto as Jordan Catalano! =]

It took me so long to figure out that was him haha I love Jared haha but only with short hair i hate his long hair.

[DannySniper]

And NO, not clay aiken. My Friend. Last time I checked, Clay Aiken wasn't 15

*14.

You're 14, love.

[Villanova1L]

Oh great. We are both destined to die. How lovely. Is it still puppy love if you take 45 asprin in an attempt to kill yourself cause you can't stand the pain? And yeah, I did get help, (I was sent to a damn mental hospital) but I pretended to be okay. Hell, Its really not that hard. And believe me, I have tried getting over him. It hasn't exactly been working out.

No, if it was puppy love you would have shot yourself... think Old Yeller.

[Giant Broccoli]

haha whattt? why is his name Drake? I swear his real name is Aubrey Graham or something like that!

you tell me..he's not bad, i wouldn't write him off

[mattmatumbo]

this is an awful thread

[xEBVDRUMSx]

Lets see...How to begin this...Well, for one, I am literally in love with this guy. Two, we did date. Three, he is my BEST FRIEND. Four, He cheated on me with three GUYS. Not three girls, three GUYS. And Five: He is gay.
------------------------
So yeah, basically I am screwed over. I am in love with this guy (Believe me, I know I am in love with him, considering that I was so upset that the night he dumped me (To go out with a guy he cheated on me with, might I add) I took a pair of nail scisscors and carved his name into my thigh. It has been over half a year. We went to Homecoming together last night cause' he asked me, And I nearly started Bawling during the Slow dance because I loved him so much and I was hurting so badly because I knew we could never be together the way that I hoped. Oh, did I mention that since his last boyfriend broke up with him, he tried to kill himself? And he ALSO carved HIS exes name into his arm though, so I guess its a little different...But anyway, he constantly tells me how much he loves his ex and how badly he wants him back, and I am just sitting here, listening to this all, knowing I am still madly in love with him, and there is nothing I can do about it. So yeah. I'm pathetically in love with a gay guy who cheated on me three times who I nearly DIED over who doesn't love me the same way I do, and I think about him every day. Fuck. My. Life.



Nothing says love quite like cutting the other person's name into your own flesh.
Also, you didn't realize that he was gay when the last boyfriend he had broke up with him?

[YourFalseHope]

wow....just wow....just wow....

youre 14, its not real love.

[argg_xo]

And NO, not clay aiken. My Friend. Last time I checked, Clay Aiken wasn't 15
lol @ this response.

[estrella starr]

Oh great. We are both destined to die. How lovely.


we are ALL destined to die last time i checked.

there is NO way at 14 you have any idea of what real love is...and if you think you do, and you think that it involves trying to kill yourself and self-mutilation, you are going down a twisted, sick, warped path. get off that bus now.

and get some fucking help. seriously.

[nicgiovanni]

Lets see...How to begin this...Well, for one, I am literally in love with this guy. Two, we did date. Three, he is my BEST FRIEND. Four, He cheated on me with three GUYS. Not three girls, three GUYS. And Five: He is gay.
------------------------
So yeah, basically I am screwed over. I am in love with this guy (Believe me, I know I am in love with him, considering that I was so upset that the night he dumped me (To go out with a guy he cheated on me with, might I add) I took a pair of nail scisscors and carved his name into my thigh. It has been over half a year. We went to Homecoming together last night cause' he asked me, And I nearly started Bawling during the Slow dance because I loved him so much and I was hurting so badly because I knew we could never be together the way that I hoped. Oh, did I mention that since his last boyfriend broke up with him, he tried to kill himself? And he ALSO carved HIS exes name into his arm though, so I guess its a little different...But anyway, he constantly tells me how much he loves his ex and how badly he wants him back, and I am just sitting here, listening to this all, knowing I am still madly in love with him, and there is nothing I can do about it. So yeah. I'm pathetically in love with a gay guy who cheated on me three times who I nearly DIED over who doesn't love me the same way I do, and I think about him every day. Fuck. My. Life.

Wow. Girl, my heart goes out to you. The situation you are in is so unhealthy and pretty fucked up, if I might say so. But I know what it's like to love someone who can and will never love nor care for you in the same way. I was in love with my best friend for the longest time, knowing well enough he would never see me in that way and that he was straight. It's a terrible thing to go through.

But I think you need to separate yourself from this person and def. need to talk to someone. He may be your best friend right now, but believe me, friends come and go. It's hard and it's rough esp. at such a young age. But none of this is healthy. He is obviously in a bad way himself. Being a young and gay is just...it's really hard. Love, sexuality, friendship...it's all hard for anyone at that age really.

But I encourage you to seek help. This isn't the end. You both need to stop hurting yourselves in such a really harmful way. You need to realize that he is gay...and nothing is going to change that. And he needs to realize that you are a young girl that deeply cares for him and he needs to go to someone else for help. Does he have anyone else? Do you?

I hope you can figure it all out. Just know that it's not the end of the world and this isn't the rest of your life. You're 14. Things will get better. Take care.

[caress me down]

this seems like some Romeo and Juliet type shit, both of you are fated to die I'm sorry to inform you
hahahahahaha best advice ever

[thesafeword]

Turn bi, duh.

[bigblue2015]

You're right, that really is a pathetic excuse for a problem. Here's how you fix it: take about 40 Benadryl and wash them down with Listerine.