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samsara
10/14/08, 07:43 PM
so tomorrow im going to be involved with a teen suicide prevention program. even though my voice is going to be the only thing presented, i have friends that are going to be there and i know that they will recognize my voice. on top of helping out for this program i have to leave in the middle of it for a mid-term. right now im so nervous that i feel like i may cry which is a bit unusual for me. ive been busy comforting everyone that is going to be in the video that i havent had time fot reflect for myself. any advice or suggestions would be helpful. no ANAL.
faithintheknife
10/14/08, 07:47 PM
music.
sleep.
talking to someone.
caress me down
10/14/08, 07:51 PM
^^ legit
samsara
10/14/08, 08:36 PM
music.
sleep.
talking to someone.
music is my biggest comfort
sleep dosent come easily
the person i talk to the most moved and the phone is akward
thanks :)
samsara
10/14/08, 08:36 PM
oral
haha no
Smash Adams
10/14/08, 08:55 PM
killing yourself would be an interesting twist
samsara
10/14/08, 08:59 PM
killing yourself would be an interesting twist
it would be interesting
make for a good story next year a during the second suicide prevention conference
i would be the poster child of what not to do if your sad
Willy McFurgle
10/14/08, 09:27 PM
music.
sleep.
talking to someone.
i agree
faithintheknife
10/14/08, 09:49 PM
music is my biggest comfort
sleep dosent come easily
the person i talk to the most moved and the phone is akward
thanks :)
also idk i like to take a hot shower.
go for a walk.
lie on your floor in complete silence and stare at the ceiling.
go for a drive to some secluded place [no cars driving by etc.] and lie on the hood of your car and look into the sky (works best at night)
thats most of the stuff i do to clear my head.
samsara
10/14/08, 10:01 PM
also idk i like to take a hot shower.
go for a walk.
lie on your floor in complete silence and stare at the ceiling.
go for a drive to some secluded place [no cars driving by etc.] and lie on the hood of your car and look into the sky (works best at night)
thats most of the stuff i do to clear my head.
haha took the hot shower just got out
it 40* out wayyy to cold
haha i always get in trouble for staring at the ceiling
hmmm i like the car idea
i think the promblem is that i havent had time for myself in the past week
thanks for those suggestions, i think i might go make me some tea
immorehxcthanu
10/14/08, 10:22 PM
Is this for school? If you're having a hard time with it, talk to one of your psych professors.
samsara
10/15/08, 05:59 AM
Is this for school? If you're having a hard time with it, talk to one of your psych professors.
well the event is at my college but its for middle school and high school kids
SoggY ThE OnE
10/15/08, 06:00 AM
Eat some fruit.
no reallly it works.
asteria
10/15/08, 06:11 AM
Like everyone else has said, music is probably your best move to get your mind off it.
Hell, anything productive will get your mind off it.
I'm not going lie, I tried to kill myself a few times when I was younger.
The only thing that kept me going were music and the support of my closest friends.
Hermux-Tantamoq
10/15/08, 06:31 AM
Smoke a box of cigarettes and your voice will change.
pilot_light_out
10/15/08, 09:38 AM
Smoke a box of cigarettes and your vagina will change.
Fixed.
Benzos or opiates or beta-blockers.
It's been like four years since I've talked in front of a class or something without the aid of one of those.
Hermux-Tantamoq
10/15/08, 11:58 AM
Fixed.
Cunt smoking makes one lose the ability to do a kaméhaméha with one's crotch lips. Chicks just aren't any fun after they stick tobacco up their vaginas and take a puff.
samsara
10/15/08, 02:08 PM
Like everyone else has said, music is probably your best move to get your mind off it.
Hell, anything productive will get your mind off it.
I'm not going lie, I tried to kill myself a few times when I was younger.
The only thing that kept me going were music and the support of my closest friends.
yeah music is my biggest comfort
yeah i went through a phase....for 4 years
same about the music and friends without them i dont know where i would be
samsara
10/15/08, 02:14 PM
well i did it.
i dont know why i was so worried it went kinda smooth
two of the kids i mentored bonded over planning my death which was funny
and some of the kids that were there affected by the survival stories.
it was disorganized but we still had fun, but i wish i could bond with the kids more
and my midterm went well i took it in 30 minutes which was rather fast
rob_mylo
10/15/08, 02:18 PM
Fixed.
funny stuff
samsara
10/15/08, 02:21 PM
Smoke a box of cigarettes and your voice will change.
haha totally that sounds like a plan
samsara
10/15/08, 02:22 PM
Fixed.
haha funny :)
WakeUpBlondie
10/15/08, 05:01 PM
Third Eye Blind's Self-Titled album never fails to cheer me up, try that.
well i did it.
i dont know why i was so worried it went kinda smooth
two of the kids i mentored bonded over planning my death which was funny
and some of the kids that were there affected by the survival stories.
it was disorganized but we still had fun, but i wish i could bond with the kids more
and my midterm went well i took it in 30 minutes which was rather fast
Glad to read that everything worked out. I came in a little late.
amy rebekah
10/16/08, 08:46 AM
well i did it.
i dont know why i was so worried it went kinda smooth
two of the kids i mentored bonded over planning my death which was funny
and some of the kids that were there affected by the survival stories.
it was disorganized but we still had fun, but i wish i could bond with the kids more
and my midterm went well i took it in 30 minutes which was rather fast
I came in late too..but that's awesome what you did, seriously.
I struggled with suicide so much when I was in junior high and early highschool, and not to lie sometimes the thoughts even come up now but it's not so bad anymore.
But yeah..just, wow, that's awesome. It's inspiring.
well i did it.
i dont know why i was so worried it went kinda smooth
two of the kids i mentored bonded over planning my death which was funny
and some of the kids that were there affected by the survival stories.
it was disorganized but we still had fun, but i wish i could bond with the kids more
and my midterm went well i took it in 30 minutes which was rather fasthaha what
pilot_light_out
10/16/08, 09:32 AM
are ya nervous yet
are ya nervous yet
samsara
10/16/08, 11:27 AM
I came in late too..but that's awesome what you did, seriously.
I struggled with suicide so much when I was in junior high and early highschool, and not to lie sometimes the thoughts even come up now but it's not so bad anymore.
But yeah..just, wow, that's awesome. It's inspiring.
yeah i just kind of wish there was something like this when i was in middle school and high school
it would have helped alot
becaue NM rates #2 in suicide deaths
samsara
10/16/08, 11:28 AM
haha what
haha yeah i got stuck with some of the weirder kids
they said they were going to plan on killing me
but it was just a cover up to get each others numbers which is funny...well to me anyways
samsara
10/16/08, 11:41 AM
are ya nervous yet
are ya nervous yet
no i am quite calm right now :)
Fallinto_rhythm
10/17/08, 08:35 PM
wow, it sounds like you really have some serious problems on your hands.
samsara
10/17/08, 08:49 PM
wow, it sounds like you really have some serious problems on your hands.
haha not anymore :) came and went
eHaMpToN
10/17/08, 10:07 PM
buttplugz
samsara
10/17/08, 10:14 PM
that will certainly help...
FallenAngel117
10/17/08, 10:31 PM
help you make your head blow off
samsara
10/17/08, 10:40 PM
haha thanks.....
/sarcasm
FallenAngel117
10/17/08, 10:43 PM
no problemo
i can tell sarcasm when i see it, im not completely stupid
samsara
10/17/08, 10:54 PM
just making sure some people are really dumb
FallenAngel117
10/17/08, 10:58 PM
yup i have a lot of friends like that.. an im the blonde one.. yet they all act it.. go figure
samsara
10/17/08, 10:59 PM
hmm i hate when people are like that...haha
but breaking the stereotype is cool too
atticus1492
10/17/08, 11:01 PM
Do drugs.
Kill yourself.
Just stop posting.
samsara
10/17/08, 11:02 PM
Do drugs.
Kill yourself.
Just stop posting.
now why would i want to do that?
annoying YOU is now my goal in life
Hermux-Tantamoq
10/18/08, 02:49 AM
now why would i want to do that?
annoying YOU is now my goal in life
That goal is as silly as a mild famine. Not giving a fuck comes in handy.
Fallinto_rhythm
10/18/08, 06:46 AM
no problemo
i can tell sarcasm when i see it, im not completely stupid
key words: completely.
thespearkid
10/18/08, 07:10 AM
Do drugs.
Kill yourself.
Just stop posting.
I'll take #1 please.
hope you are alright. good luck with everything. feel free to PM me if you just need to tell someone whatever is happening inside your head to let off steam.
.invisible ink.
10/18/08, 07:26 AM
hope you are alright. good luck with everything. feel free to PM me if you just need to tell someone whatever is happening inside your head to let off steam.
you're either a really nice guy or trying to get some internet pussy.
i vote for option #2.
you're either a really nice guy or trying to get some internet pussy.
i vote for option #2.
ha believe me i am not interested in internet pussy. esp not an 18 yr old. no offense to her though. but still.
deathbatgurl
10/18/08, 11:47 AM
so tomorrow im going to be involved with a teen suicide prevention program. even though my voice is going to be the only thing presented, i have friends that are going to be there and i know that they will recognize my voice. on top of helping out for this program i have to leave in the middle of it for a mid-term. right now im so nervous that i feel like i may cry which is a bit unusual for me. ive been busy comforting everyone that is going to be in the video that i havent had time fot reflect for myself. any advice or suggestions would be helpful. no ANAL.
that sounds like a good program. u shouldn't worry about people recognizing it is you.
samsara
10/18/08, 11:58 AM
that sounds like a good program. u shouldn't worry about people recognizing it is you.
well i never told anyone that i suffered from depression and was suicidal
so they kinda learned like this
CuTe LiL PuNk*
11/13/08, 07:57 AM
try to think relaxing thoughts maybe read a book, listening to sum music, take a nice bath =)
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