soreloser
03/16/05, 06:31 PM
It's time to run from where I am.
I think i've had enough of her.
And them, everyone who's made an imprint in my brain.
Because now they won't leave me alone.
They sneak into my eyes and they are all I see.
I close my lids but the images increase.
I wish I was a sociopath.
With no feelings,
Only numbness in my fingers.
Which I would point at everyone.
To blame them for things I've done.
And I know it's noone's fault.
I'm the only one responsible.
For everything that's happened,
And why I'm here;
In a dark room, staring at a screen.
Tears running through my sweater.
I think i've had enough of her.
And them, everyone who's made an imprint in my brain.
Because now they won't leave me alone.
They sneak into my eyes and they are all I see.
I close my lids but the images increase.
I wish I was a sociopath.
With no feelings,
Only numbness in my fingers.
Which I would point at everyone.
To blame them for things I've done.
And I know it's noone's fault.
I'm the only one responsible.
For everything that's happened,
And why I'm here;
In a dark room, staring at a screen.
Tears running through my sweater.