whitetrashrap
11/18/08, 12:13 AM
It's sort of a more rapcore type song, similarly done like Hollywood Undead. It's kinda long I know, bear with me.
[Intro]
(deep breath)
ahh...
(sounds of skin being cut)
yeah...
(pause)
[Verse 1]
I can't stand being myself,
So I cut my arms well
Watching these salty droplets drip
It maintains, this sudden want to live
I always say I wanna quit
But I go against my word
Continue to use my arms to exert
If you ask, hell no, it doesn't hurt
Even as the resin starts to squirt
I laugh, enjoying this kind of hurt
Fucked up in my mind, I only want to die
So you sit there and try to help
But its too late for myself.
Good-bye, I wish you farewell
As a friend, I hope you won't tell.
[Chorus]
I'm dead inside, while these carmines decline
Slowing these pumps, my body will soon be done
I had my fun, but now the bottle meets the gun
Goodbye my love, my veins are now undone
As these salty droplets hit the floor
My breaths stop, I'm not alive anymore.
[Verse 2]
Worry if you must, but it doesn't matter
I'm going 'till I bust, until I fuckin' shatter
Give me all your trust, or these brains will be splattered
Soon I will combust, I won't deal with this pattern
Of living in the dust, my thoughts are all scattered
You treat me so unjust, look at this, my skin is all tattered
You can't feel my pain, you lower your head in shame
I see you running in circles, thinking "how did I hurt you?"
I would try and explain, but no more time remains
Go weep another day, 'cuz today, I'm starting to fade away
Welcoming in the Grey, eventually to be dead in my grave
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I'm the broken soul who's walking on ice, every other night, I,
Pull out the knife, make one indigenous slice
The gash giving meaning to my pitiless life
Me and you were so close, but when I needed you most,
You vanished like a ghost. see this acid? I took one dose
Now I'm not feeling a damn thing, the razor going through my skin
Ripping through, muscle tissue, screaming I won't miss you
The veins in my eyes raising up so high, continuing to defy
My need, to see the sky, while I get fucked up,
From the emotions in my mind. The temperature starting to decline
A tear trickles from my eye as I begin to cry
One last thump on the ground, my heart rate is over now
Thanks for all your help, you said that you cared but,
In my last moments of dispair, I noticed, that you weren't fuckin' there...
[Chorus]
[Outro]
(sounds of a heart beat, the beating lessening with each second)
(sounds of a flat line, music fades out)
[Intro]
(deep breath)
ahh...
(sounds of skin being cut)
yeah...
(pause)
[Verse 1]
I can't stand being myself,
So I cut my arms well
Watching these salty droplets drip
It maintains, this sudden want to live
I always say I wanna quit
But I go against my word
Continue to use my arms to exert
If you ask, hell no, it doesn't hurt
Even as the resin starts to squirt
I laugh, enjoying this kind of hurt
Fucked up in my mind, I only want to die
So you sit there and try to help
But its too late for myself.
Good-bye, I wish you farewell
As a friend, I hope you won't tell.
[Chorus]
I'm dead inside, while these carmines decline
Slowing these pumps, my body will soon be done
I had my fun, but now the bottle meets the gun
Goodbye my love, my veins are now undone
As these salty droplets hit the floor
My breaths stop, I'm not alive anymore.
[Verse 2]
Worry if you must, but it doesn't matter
I'm going 'till I bust, until I fuckin' shatter
Give me all your trust, or these brains will be splattered
Soon I will combust, I won't deal with this pattern
Of living in the dust, my thoughts are all scattered
You treat me so unjust, look at this, my skin is all tattered
You can't feel my pain, you lower your head in shame
I see you running in circles, thinking "how did I hurt you?"
I would try and explain, but no more time remains
Go weep another day, 'cuz today, I'm starting to fade away
Welcoming in the Grey, eventually to be dead in my grave
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I'm the broken soul who's walking on ice, every other night, I,
Pull out the knife, make one indigenous slice
The gash giving meaning to my pitiless life
Me and you were so close, but when I needed you most,
You vanished like a ghost. see this acid? I took one dose
Now I'm not feeling a damn thing, the razor going through my skin
Ripping through, muscle tissue, screaming I won't miss you
The veins in my eyes raising up so high, continuing to defy
My need, to see the sky, while I get fucked up,
From the emotions in my mind. The temperature starting to decline
A tear trickles from my eye as I begin to cry
One last thump on the ground, my heart rate is over now
Thanks for all your help, you said that you cared but,
In my last moments of dispair, I noticed, that you weren't fuckin' there...
[Chorus]
[Outro]
(sounds of a heart beat, the beating lessening with each second)
(sounds of a flat line, music fades out)