Christmas season makes me...

[kemichels]

...horribly depressed, and I don't know why.

My girlfriend just asked me what I wanted for Christmas, and I honestly can say I have no desire in receiving anything or giving anything to anyone. Nor am I even excited for the damn thing. I feel like I'm in a giant apathetic state I can't get out of, and right now the only thing good to have come out of Christmas season was Dustin Kensrue's Christmas album, and that's not even because I like Christmas, I just like his damn voice.

/rant.

Anyone else feeling similar/how is everyone feeling about it?? I'm pretty sure this has happened to me every year since college started up.

[Kassie09]

I don't feel depressed around Christmas, I just don't find it to be special or exciting anymore? It used to be my favorite time of year but now I'm like whatever, decorations and shit are a waste of time.

[raychull]

same here. I'm the same way in the winter. I guess that's why they call it winter downs. I don't know. I guess it's because I always wind up feeling extremely lonely, especially during break, because I don't really get to see many people besides my mother on break. and, that always makes for tension.

up until about a year ago, her and I would always get into arguements consistently, the week before christmas. :shrug:
I've been feeling apathetic about life, in general.

[raychull]

I don't feel depressed around Christmas, I just don't find it to be special or exciting anymore? It used to be my favorite time of year but now I'm like whatever, decorations and shit are a waste of time.

Lights are a bitch.

[kemichels]

same here. I'm the same way in the winter. I guess that's why they call it winter downs. I don't know. I guess it's because I always wind up feeling extremely lonely, especially during break, because I don't really get to see many people besides my mother on break. and, that always makes for tension.

up until about a year ago, her and I would always get into arguements consistently, the week before christmas. :shrug:
I've been feeling apathetic about life, in general.

I'm with you on both of those.

[argg_xo]

christmas has been a crappy time since my grandma passed away. my family hates each other now and constantly fights. everyone complains about money and how there is none but expects a huge christmas. and i fuckin hate working in retail during the holiday's.

[raychull]

I'm with you on both of those.
it's gotten to the point to where I dread breaks, because we're both home, 24/7, and all we do is fight. but me and my older brother are going up north for a week, so hopefully that'll be nice.

[thespearkid]

Christmas time normally makes me feel happy but being at home is negating all that and depression is seeping in.

[kemichels]

christmas has been a crappy time since my grandma passed away. my family hates each other now and constantly fights. everyone complains about money and how there is none but expects a huge christmas. and i fuckin hate working in retail during the holiday's.


yeah, my parents are divorced and my mom complains about money all the time. I also feel so bad for her because she's alone, is going to have to move out of our house where we grew up, etc etc.

And I have no grandparents anymore. It's always weird without them there. My mom's side of the family is so boring...I remember playing pool and things back in the day with the adults, but no one does ANYTHING anymore. We sit around, eat...talk about bullshit, watch my cousin (around 8) open presents. It also makes me depressed seeing him get every video game and system ever. Not that I didn't or anything...just the fact that the little kid NEVER sees the light of day, I'm assuming. No wonder he's fat. Glad my parents got me my first video game system at like 12...at least I was able to go outside and play during my childhood. (Speaking of which, does anyone ever see kids playing outside anymore? I don't. Not even like...sledding. Not like it used to be, at least. At any rate, no one drinks at our holiday festivities, so I'm assuming that me getting utterly trashed wouldn't be appropriate either.

it's gotten to the point to where I dread breaks, because we're both home, 24/7, and all we do is fight. but me and my older brother are going up north for a week, so hopefully that'll be nice.

well hopefully this break goes different for you...I hate fighting with my mom. I know that she's got a lot on her hands, and she's alone and depressed with things, but somehow we always end up fighting, and I usually end up hating myself or her for it because I really, simply just want to come home and have a enjoyable relationship and time with my mother. Just to chill...talk about things...not be nagged constantly or bombarded with questions or comments about how I'm not wearing enough layers or I shouldn't be dirving in this weather balbhalbhalba. I'd love to converse with her like adults, someday you know?

[raychull]

well hopefully this break goes different for you...I hate fighting with my mom. I know that she's got a lot on her hands, and she's alone and depressed with things, but somehow we always end up fighting, and I usually end up hating myself or her for it because I really, simply just want to come home and have a enjoyable relationship and time with my mother. Just to chill...talk about things...not be nagged constantly or bombarded with questions or comments about how I'm not wearing enough layers or I shouldn't be dirving in this weather balbhalbhalba. I'd love to converse with her like adults, someday you know?

thanks. I know what you mean. my mom gets really depressed as well. and I try to talk to her about stuff, and she nags a lot. which in turn makes me unwilling to talk to her. which just makes her even more mad.

i agree. unfortunately I don't think my mom's ever going to reach enough rationality to be able to sustain an real conversation without her going beserk, one way or another.

[kemichels]

christmas has been a crappy time since my grandma passed away. my family hates each other now and constantly fights. everyone complains about money and how there is none but expects a huge christmas. and i fuckin hate working in retail during the holiday's.


I'm sorry about your grandma...everything seems to change when that kind of thing happens. Where do you work?

[raychull]

watch my cousin (around 8) open presents. It also makes me depressed seeing him get every video game and system ever. Not that I didn't or anything...just the fact that the little kid NEVER sees the light of day, I'm assuming. No wonder he's fat.

that's depressing.

[BJW7191]

i hate when people ask me what i want for christmas bc if i said what i really wanted when i was like 4, i would never get it...ever

that made me depressed. but what i really feel, is hatred. i HATE christmas music. i hate all this "wheres your christmas spirit". i hate how i have to write fucking thankyou notes... i just hate this time, but love the gifts

[acfrue]

it makes me very happy for some reason, i love family. working longer hours is the only downside for me, plus all the bitchy customers.

[kemichels]

that's depressing.

tell me about it. It kind of makes me sick to my stomach watching it unfold.

i hate when people ask me what i want for christmas bc if i said what i really wanted when i was like 4, i would never get it...ever

that made me depressed. but what i really feel, is hatred. i HATE christmas music. i hate all this "wheres your christmas spirit". i hate how i have to write fucking thankyou notes... i just hate this time, but love the gifts

I'm sorry...sucks to be let down all the time. Unfortunately I was one of those kids who got everything they wanted when they were little (but looking back on it, it was half shit I didn't need...like an actual Karate outfit that I may have wore ONCE outside, lol). And thank you notes were a bitch, haha. I hated them at the time.

it makes me very happy for some reason, i love family. working longer hours is the only downside for me, plus all the bitchy customers.

if my family held more interesting and fun and warm gatherings, I would love it tpo. I remember going to my ex-gf's Christmas, and it was amazing. Everyone was joking, playing around, having a fun time. Ours are just so drab and dull...maybe it's because everyone in my family is too old, or something. I don't know.

[spansen]

i like this time of year for several reasons.

namely: snow, lights, friends.

but soon enough i'll probably missing one of those. :-|

[raychull]

tell me about it. It kind of makes me sick to my stomach watching it unfold.


thinking about the fact that a lot of kids grow up like this scares me too. it's like, what's in store for the next generation?

[kemichels]

i like this time of year for several reasons.

namely: snow, lights, friends.

but soon enough i'll probably missing one of those. :-|

friends? I'm assuming?

And I wouldn't mind snow, but since I live in Wisfuckinsconsin, our winter is forever. And parking is a BITCH on our campus in snow, plus they have ridiculous rules about alternate side parking and snow emergencies (basically everytime it snows). Really pumped to add to my ticket collection this season, lol.

[spansen]

i missed a word. i suck.

but, yes.. two more years and i'll be out wherever i end up on my own with no one to spend the holiday with.

[Renee]

95 % of this thread is the story of my life right now. I always feel depressed between Thanksgiving - New Years. I don't see the point in buying gifts ("Love you, Dad, here's a gift card for Home Depot"). I don't even want anything. My stepdad's parents kind of held his side of the family together, but now that they're both gone, he and his brothers don't get along, so it's just my mom (she's an only child, so no family on her side) and him at out house (if my brother and I go to out dad's.) Oh, the drama. If we go to our dad's house, our half sister expects all the attention and gifts under the sun, but at least the house it filled with family. I don't see the point in decorations, either. $48.03 for a tree that's going to be thrown out in a week or two? An electric bill out the ass because of lights? All to show people that you celebrate a holiday, which doesn't even relate to most decorations. I went into the card store with my mom this evening and she told me to go away so she could buy me a card. I told her, "Save the $4 and just tell me 'Merry Christmas.'"

I'm just in my "Do we realllllly need to waste money on that?" mind set.

[BJW7191]

hell... i was let down by aunts uncles cousins neighbors parents godparents and so forth



hate this time of year

[spansen]

"Save the $4 and just tell me 'Merry Christmas.'':clap:

[spansen]

hell... i was let down by aunts uncles cousins neighbors parents godparents and so forth



hate this time of year
use commas.

[samsara]

God! I hate it so much.

It always makes me unhappy and disappointed.

[kemichels]

95 % of this thread is the story of my life right now. I always feel depressed between Thanksgiving - New Years. I don't see the point in buying gifts ("Love you, Dad, here's a gift card for Home Depot"). I don't even want anything. My stepdad's parents kind of held his side of the family together, but now that they're both gone, he and his brothers don't get along, so it's just my mom (she's an only child, so no family on her side) and him at out house (if my brother and I go to out dad's.) Oh, the drama. If we go to our dad's house, our half sister expects all the attention and gifts under the sun, but at least the house it filled with family. I don't see the point in decorations, either. $48.03 for a tree that's going to be thrown out in a week or two? An electric bill out the ass because of lights? All to show people that you celebrate a holiday, which doesn't even relate to most decorations. I went into the card store with my mom this evening and she told me to go away so she could buy me a card. I told her, "Save the $4 and just tell me 'Merry Christmas.'"

I'm just in my "Do we realllllly need to waste money on that?" mind set.

the decorations thing would get to me if my mom still bought them She puts up a mini plastic tree in an effort to keep our house a little christmasy...but she doesn't have time for anything else, let alone the money. I like your mentality about the card...and the whole buying gift cards thing, I know where you're coming from there too. I'll be getting my dad the same borders gift card that I do every fucking year. ...woo.

[kemichels]

use commas.


I think he was so frustrated with Christmas that commas were deemed unnecessary. it was all about the tension he was trying to create with formulating that sentence structure, you know?

lol

[spansen]

the decorations thing would get to me if my mom still bought them She puts up a mini plastic tree in an effort to keep our house a little christmasy...but she doesn't have time for anything else, let alone the money. I like your mentality about the card...and the whole buying gift cards thing, I know where you're coming from there too. I'll be getting my dad the same borders gift card that I do every fucking year. ...woo.
ha! this year is the first year i decided to live dangerously and do more than buy gift cards. i saved a little money that way, but it was tougher.
I think he was so frustrated with Christmas that commas were deemed unnecessary. it was all about the tension he was trying to create with formulating that sentence structure, you know?

lol
fail.

[BJW7191]

use commas.


no... ill try my best to use correct spelling... but i will not put periods or commas or semi-colons or anything that i dont need to

[swt_catastrophe]

this thread is full of depressing sentiment. but, i'm feeling like bitching, so here goes...

I have six weeks off for winter break for school. So, instead of being in SoCal right now, i'm home in Arizona. Oh, Phoenix is nice, you say? NO. Because I'm in Tucson. Fucking Tucson. The middle of nowhere, a town small enough to not have any entertainment/things to do and anywhere I go, I happen to run into yet another person I went to high school with that I would be content not seeing for the rest of my life. And it wasn't a huge high school... it was just small enough that I know everyone I graduated with, so we both recognize each other, do the obligatory "hey, how are you? how've you been" bullshit and then walk off bitching about how that was so-and-so, who you last saw at graduation and oh haven't they gotten prettier/fatter/whatever.

Christmas use to be my favorite holiday, my favorite time of the year. It was perfect. Now it's deciding whether I want to spend the day with my Mom/Step-Dad/Step-sister or my Dad. And wherever I go is where my sister goes. Either way, I'm going to end up feeling bad about the decision I make, especially if it means that my Dad is by himself. I smile and nod and act like everything's just peachy off at school... it has to be for the over $40k they're sacrificing for me to attend, right? Even if right now I'm wondering what grades I got and if I passed... though I really can't check since I have a financial hold right now.

/rant. I feel a bit better...

[sodamnclever]

i love christmas time.

just one of the many reasons...
9jyCfRHumHU

[BJW7191]

I think he was so frustrated with Christmas that commas were deemed unnecessary. it was all about the tension he was trying to create with formulating that sentence structure, you know?

lol


thanks for trying to stick up for me... but i just refuse to spell punctuate and quote everything correctly

[spansen]

this thread is full of depressing sentiment. but, i'm feeling like bitching, so here goes...

I have six weeks off for winter break for school. So, instead of being in SoCal right now, i'm home in Arizona. Oh, Phoenix is nice, you say? NO. Because I'm in Tucson. Fucking Tucson. The middle of nowhere, a town small enough to not have any entertainment/things to do and anywhere I go, I happen to run into yet another person I went to high school with that I would be content not seeing for the rest of my life. And it wasn't a huge high school... it was just small enough that I know everyone I graduated with, so we both recognize each other, do the obligatory "hey, how are you? how've you been" bullshit and then walk off bitching about how that was so-and-so, who you last saw at graduation and oh haven't they gotten prettier/fatter/whatever.

Christmas use to be my favorite holiday, my favorite time of the year. It was perfect. Now it's deciding whether I want to spend the day with my Mom/Step-Dad/Step-sister or my Dad. And wherever I go is where my sister goes. Either way, I'm going to end up feeling bad about the decision I make, especially if it means that my Dad is by himself. I smile and nod and act like everything's just peachy off at school... it has to be for the over $40k they're sacrificing for me to attend, right? Even if right now I'm wondering what grades I got and if I passed... though I really can't check since I have a financial hold right now.

/rant. I feel a bit better... sowwy ashwee.

i love christmas time.

just one of the many reasons...
9jyCfRHumHU
that movie in particular, or christmas movies in general?
thanks for trying to stick up for me... but i just refuse to spell punctuate and quote everything correctly
why?

[sodamnclever]

that movie in particular, or christmas movies in general?


simply because, SANTA'S COMING!!!

but i do love the 24 hour marathon of, "a christmas story."

[spansen]

i've never watched that, i simply refuse to, honestly. ha.

i like christmas movies, though, sometimes.

four christmases is awful, though. don't see it.

[BJW7191]

sowwy ashwee.


that movie in particular, or christmas movies in general?

why?


just because

i dont need a reason

people just need to get over the fact that not everyone uses proper punctuation

[spansen]

well, in that case.. making things into a list in place of actual punctuation works, too.

[Renee]

:clap:
I only buy humorous Birthday cards. If I can make it at home, or, in this case, just tell the person, you bet your ass I'm not wasting money on a piece of thick paper.

[spansen]

yeah, there's not much point to..

but sometimes there are hilarious cards that you can't pass up on, or super sweet, or whatever.. but, if you can make it on your own than great.

[sodamnclever]

i've never watched that, i simply refuse to, honestly. ha.

i like christmas movies, though, sometimes.

four christmases is awful, though. don't see it.
are you talking about, a christmas story?
you've never seen it! :jawdrop:

[kemichels]

i've never watched that, i simply refuse to, honestly. ha.

i like christmas movies, though, sometimes.

four christmases is awful, though. don't see it.


so I've heard. I think the only Christmas movies I'm going to watch from now on are movies like Bad Santa, because I'm becoming a bitter, old man.

[kemichels]

this thread is full of depressing sentiment. but, i'm feeling like bitching, so here goes...

I have six weeks off for winter break for school. So, instead of being in SoCal right now, i'm home in Arizona. Oh, Phoenix is nice, you say? NO. Because I'm in Tucson. Fucking Tucson. The middle of nowhere, a town small enough to not have any entertainment/things to do and anywhere I go, I happen to run into yet another person I went to high school with that I would be content not seeing for the rest of my life. And it wasn't a huge high school... it was just small enough that I know everyone I graduated with, so we both recognize each other, do the obligatory "hey, how are you? how've you been" bullshit and then walk off bitching about how that was so-and-so, who you last saw at graduation and oh haven't they gotten prettier/fatter/whatever.

Christmas use to be my favorite holiday, my favorite time of the year. It was perfect. Now it's deciding whether I want to spend the day with my Mom/Step-Dad/Step-sister or my Dad. And wherever I go is where my sister goes. Either way, I'm going to end up feeling bad about the decision I make, especially if it means that my Dad is by himself. I smile and nod and act like everything's just peachy off at school... it has to be for the over $40k they're sacrificing for me to attend, right? Even if right now I'm wondering what grades I got and if I passed... though I really can't check since I have a financial hold right now.

/rant. I feel a bit better...


About the high school things....I hate that shit. The majority of times I say hi to people on the street from high school, I usually mutter "fucking bitch" after they're out of hearing range. lol

And I'm sorry about your predicament with your family...it's tough. I usually just tell my dad I'll have a day with him off-Christmas just to hang out (which actually ends up being a lot better than any Christmas celebration would have been). The financial hold thing sucks...I know someone going through the exact same thing. They need to be pre-registered for all these classes, but can't because they haven't paid off last semester's tuition...so they'll probably be fucked from going to school this semester.

[spansen]

are you talking about, a christmas story?
you've never seen it! :jawdrop:
yes. and.. right. i just don't want to.
so I've heard. I think the only Christmas movies I'm going to watch from now on are movies like Bad Santa, because I'm becoming a bitter, old man.
bad santa is hilarious.

[kemichels]

I'm pretty sure that A Christmas Story has forever instilled a burning hatred for freckled, red heads for me.

[swt_catastrophe]

About the high school things....I hate that shit. The majority of times I say hi to people on the street from high school, I usually mutter "fucking bitch" after they're out of hearing range. lol

And I'm sorry about your predicament with your family...it's tough. I usually just tell my dad I'll have a day with him off-Christmas just to hang out (which actually ends up being a lot better than any Christmas celebration would have been). The financial hold thing sucks...I know someone going through the exact same thing. They need to be pre-registered for all these classes, but can't because they haven't paid off last semester's tuition...so they'll probably be fucked from going to school this semester.
thanks. i appreciate you saying that. i hope your christmas situation works out, too. and yeah, same thing. i haven't registered for any of my classes [which i'm pretty certain are all full by this point] either. i'm not really sure what i'm doing right now. i want to go back next semester, but i realistically don't see it happening. my mom keeps telling me that i can go back, but i don't see how, much less getting the classes i need in order to graduate on time. it's a headache to deal with, and i wish it would just magically fix itself.
yes. and.. right. i just don't want to.

bad santa is hilarious.
i haven't seen it either :]

[spansen]

see. harking back to summer. you & i were made for one another.

[kemichels]

lol @ awkward silence.

[MarsEatWorld]

we love you charmander :D

[kwsqd]

chaarrr

[MarsEatWorld]

charrr chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar charrrrr

i miss his drunk posts.

[kemichels]

don't worry...there probably will be one tonight, haha :).

[DaveZeroZero]

the Christmas season makes me cold.

[argg_xo]

I'm sorry about your grandma...everything seems to change when that kind of thing happens. Where do you work?
yeah everything just went downhill after she passed away. i truly believe she was the glue that held us all together. no one wants to spend time with family any more. don't get me wrong, i love my family but i don't like hearing them bitch and argue all the time. i also work at tj maxx while im still in school. any job in retail in the holiday season sucks.

[MarsEatWorld]

don't worry...there probably will be one tonight, haha :).
yayayyaay

[AP_Punk]

Christmas season makes me HPinmypants

[DaveZeroZero]

nice one, Kirbie.

[MarsEatWorld]

Christmas season makes me HPinmypants
funny.

[spansen]

yeah everything just went downhill after she passed away. i truly believe she was the glue that held us all together. no one wants to spend time with family any more. don't get me wrong, i love my family but i don't like hearing them bitch and argue all the time. i also work at tj maxx while im still in school. any job in retail in the holiday season sucks.
:-(
lol @ awkward silence.
i think it had more to do with it being about 4 AM than anything else.

[4N6 science]

I'm the same way. I don't even care that it's christmas. I'm just glad it is because I get two days paid vacation next week. I just want it to be the new year so things can start fresh.

[kemichels]

turns out we aren't even going to my Aunt's because the weather is atrocious. Least I can chill at my mom's and watch movies all night instead of socializing.

[4N6 science]

turns out we aren't even going to my Aunt's because the weather is atrocious. Least I can chill at my mom's and watch movies all night instead of socializing.

That's what I'm doing tonight, waiting for my lady to call me.

[thehereaway]

I'm normally alright around Christmas, but this year it has made me feel so crap. Its just been a constant reminder of how ashamed i am of myself and how bad i've fucked up the past year, and how alone i have become as a result of said fucking up. I've never felt more alone in my life. My Birthday is 5 days before Christmas, so that was a massive kick in the balls reminder when that came around too.

[samsara]

Turns out I hate the holidays because something bad always happens around this time.

And Im usually with my sister but now she lives in Ohio.

[Greg]

it does not feel like Christmas at all right now. i am in FL with my mom. so no snow, no friends, no christmas eve service that i have gone to the past 5 years at my church, just pretty much boredom.

yea just really bored, not feeling christmas at all right now.

[Renee]

I'm home alone. My mom told me where we were eating dinner and I said I wasn't really feeling up to that type of food. Instead of thinking of a new place, she told me, politely, "Oh, well... you can stay home then." Some holiday.

[kemichels]

I'm home alone. My mom told me where we were eating dinner and I said I wasn't really feeling up to that type of food. Instead of thinking of a new place, she told me, politely, "Oh, well... you can stay home then." Some holiday.


ouch.

yeah...I'm lonely as fuck right now.

[Greg]

three cheers for loneliness!?

[kemichels]

hip hip, how lame! hip hip, dismay! hip hip, fuckxmasawayyyy.

[Greg]

haha sorta....

and i am a lil bummed out and lonely. and lately have been drinking a lil bit each night. im 22, so its all good... but alcohol is a depressant.... so i feel like i should stop since i am feeling down... you know, why make it worse?

[4N6 science]

I'm chilling my by myself as well it's just another night in my book.

[hockeycoshow1]

This thread made me like :( but then i saw charmander and I was like :D

[kemichels]

I was going to photoshop an xmas hat on him, but I'm too lazy. for shame.

[argg_xo]

i spent the evening with the hillbilly side of my family that i don't care for. i would have rather been by myself :shrug:

[Greg]

i spent the evening with the hillbilly side of my family that i don't care for. i would have rather been by myself :shrug:
being by yourself is not always fun... i would know at the moment

[Renee]

I bought myself a bag of bud. Merry Christmas to me.

[argg_xo]

being by yourself is not always fun... i would know at the moment
that's true but when you're surrounded with people that you don't care and you know they don't care for you, being alone is all i can think about.

[Greg]

that's true but when you're surrounded with people that you don't care and you know they don't care for you, being alone is all i can think about.
yea i know what you mean. i just wish i was back in Pittsburgh, i would be with my friends and people who love me.

[argg_xo]

yea i know what you mean. i just wish i was back in Pittsburgh, i would be with my friends and people who love me.
awwww you need a christmas hug! :hug:

[kemichels]

I bought myself a bag of bud. Merry Christmas to me.

totally want to hit that with you.

[Wildness774]

awwww you need a christmas hug! :hug:

agreed

[Wildness774]

totally want to hit that with you.


ur from MAD-TOWN
u prolly give great hugs

[Greg]

awwww you need a christmas hug! :hug:
awe thanks! i wish i had someone to actually hug. but this helps!

[argg_xo]

agreed
what's up michigan buddy?
awe thanks! i wish i had someone to actually hug. but this helps!
no problem! i'm always here to lend an e-hug when necessary!

[kemichels]

ur from MAD-TOWN
u prolly give great hugs

haha :) it's true.

and you are from Michigan, and despite your football team smothering us and ruining our season, I still like the damn place!

[Bloodsucker II]

Dude, i feel the same way. My love for Christmas has gone down a little bit more each year, I really just don't care. Also, Christmas music depresses the crap out of me!! I dont think i have any reasoning for this, it just is.

[JustAnotherPoet]

...horribly depressed, and I don't know why.

My girlfriend just asked me what I wanted for Christmas, and I honestly can say I have no desire in receiving anything or giving anything to anyone. Nor am I even excited for the damn thing. I feel like I'm in a giant apathetic state I can't get out of, and right now the only thing good to have come out of Christmas season was Dustin Kensrue's Christmas album, and that's not even because I like Christmas, I just like his damn voice.

/rant.

Anyone else feeling similar/how is everyone feeling about it?? I'm pretty sure this has happened to me every year since college started up.

I know exactly how it feels. About the time I was 10 or so it felt like the thrill had worn off and I figured that was normal. But starting when I was probably 14 or 15 I would get terribly sad, angry, depressed, you name it during Christmas. My parents divorced when I was 16 in December, so needless to say, that didn't help. If anything, it made matters worse. Now I have moments of heightened depression, but I've mellowed out. I can't say I'm ever happy during the holidays, but now it's a isolated bout of nostalgia rather than suicidal misery. So, you're most definitely not alone. "Holidays blues" are way more common than many people think.

[hockeycoshow1]

Should I finish my bag?

[hockeycoshow1]

ahhaah wrong thread

[kaycey]

...horribly depressed, and I don't know why.

My girlfriend just asked me what I wanted for Christmas, and I honestly can say I have no desire in receiving anything or giving anything to anyone. Nor am I even excited for the damn thing. I feel like I'm in a giant apathetic state I can't get out of, and right now the only thing good to have come out of Christmas season was Dustin Kensrue's Christmas album, and that's not even because I like Christmas, I just like his damn voice.

/rant.

Anyone else feeling similar/how is everyone feeling about it?? I'm pretty sure this has happened to me every year since college started up.
wtf! i don't understand a thing you say, please make sure you're drunk while posting lol.
merry christmas!

[kemichels]

wtf! i don't understand a thing you say, please make sure you're drunk while posting lol.
merry christmas!


haha :)! You too man.

[MarsEatWorld]

haha :)! You too man.
GET DRUNK..

..NOW

x

[kemichels]

went to Milwaukee with my mom. She dropped me off, and I had an awesome time at my gfs with her family, playing games, opening gifts, laughter all around. I envy their ability to get along so well and have such a dynamic, caring family environment. Mom then comes picks me up later at night. She's stressed because she got lost (while it was snowing/icy raining), yelled at me for apparently misleading her with directions, and then proceeds to nag at me for everything she could possibly think of.

Ensue epic fighting / me threatening to jump out of the fucking car considering how depressed I've been lately (literally opening the door on the interstate). Ensue "fuck yous" from mother to me...more fighting, then me balling into tears explaining everything WRONG with my life lately (a lot), my mom telling me things are going to be fine and that life doesn't always go as planned and then she tells me I should see a therapist. then awkward silence all the way home.

Now I'm at home depressed as fuck, contemplating starting up drinking every night because I'd rather be numb to all this bullshit.

Pretty uneventful Christmas, I guess.

[kemichels]

just realized that was way too much seriousness for this thread, lol.

[kemichels]

where's dave, when you need him...

[MarsEatWorld]

Chhhhhhhhhhhhhhhharrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[Renee]

"anal, bewbs, fapfapfap"
-dave

[MarsEatWorld]

"anal, bewbs, fapfapfap"
-dave
you forgot the
"make me a sammich woman"

[kemichels]

Chhhhhhhhhhhhhhhharrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


that is such a cute avatar. My gf got me plush pokemon keychains (charmander included), a charmander figurine, as well as a charmander iron on to put on a white t-shirt. She said she's going to get me a charmander plush too. At least that's something to be happy about!

[kemichels]

"anal, bewbs, fapfapfap"
-dave

i was about to write "anal?" after my "where's dave" comment...lol

[MarsEatWorld]

that is such a cute avatar. My gf got me plush pokemon keychains (charmander included), a charmander figurine, as well as a charmander iron on to put on a white t-shirt. She said she's going to get me a charmander plush too. At least that's something to be happy about!
yay. I'm sorry your day wasn't too great.
oh you and your pokemon.....


thanks about the avatar :] i loves it.

[MarsEatWorld]

i was about to write "anal?" after my "where's dave" comment...lol
if dave was anal-ing?
right now. AP would have a party.

[kemichels]

yay. I'm sorry your day wasn't too great.
oh you and your pokemon.....


thanks about the avatar :] i loves it.


she got me a Wall-E figurine too (im a sucker for cute things) and also gave me TDK on bluray. I might have to go watch it nowwww

[Renee]

totally want to hit that with you.
lateee, but i'd share. i bought some more tonight.

[MarsEatWorld]

she got me a Wall-E figurine too (im a sucker for cute things) and also gave me TDK on bluray. I might have to go watch it nowwww
hahah niceee

i haven't seen TDK yet ><

[kemichels]

lateee, but i'd share. i bought some more tonight.


weshouldhangout. When I get high, I get majorly happy, haha :)

[samsara]

Had an eventful X-mas night. More drunk than I realize oh well tomorrow is A new day. I hope i dont have a headache.

[samsara]

Had an eventful X-mas night. More drunk than I realize oh well tomorrow is A new day. I hope i dont have a headache.

[DaveZeroZero]

where's dave, when you need him...
"anal, bewbs, fapfapfap"
-dave
My spirit lived on in Renee.
if dave was anal-ing?
right now. AP would have a party.
and I'd be having a party in my pants.

[BrennanHickson]

Did anyone have a pleasant Christmas?

[robat19]

and I'd be having a party in my pants.

Well, not in your pants...

[kemichels]

now that Watchmen looks like it's fucked, Xmas got even worse!

[MarsEatWorld]

My spirit lived on in Renee.

and I'd be having a party in my pants.
Ha...ha ha ha.

[kemichels]

fuerthermore, found out i officially broke my hamnd and may have to get it reset if it's been healing wrong lol

[Renee]

I had a great Christmas Day. I went to my dad's house. My stepmom's family came over, so I spent the day playing with my two year old cousin and straightening my sister's hair (she's 10 and was dying for a straightener).

[kemichels]

ae, cute!

[DaveZeroZero]

Well, not in your pants...
I suppose not.

[MarsEatWorld]

I suppose not.
you can get in my pants:-0

[DaveZeroZero]

you can get in my pants:-0
Maybe I can deliver my package down your chimney ;-)

[MarsEatWorld]

Maybe I can deliver my package down your chimney ;-)
Oh snap.
Is the package big?

[DaveZeroZero]

Oh snap.
Is the package big?
Yeah, it may take some effort to get it down the chimney.

[MarsEatWorld]

Yeah, it may take some effort to get it down the chimney.
Oh well. Might as well give it a try.

[Nerdy91]

this thread is full of depressing sentiment. but, i'm feeling like bitching, so here goes...

I have six weeks off for winter break for school. So, instead of being in SoCal right now, i'm home in Arizona. Oh, Phoenix is nice, you say? NO. Because I'm in Tucson. Fucking Tucson. The middle of nowhere, a town small enough to not have any entertainment/things to do and anywhere I go, I happen to run into yet another person I went to high school with that I would be content not seeing for the rest of my life. And it wasn't a huge high school... it was just small enough that I know everyone I graduated with, so we both recognize each other, do the obligatory "hey, how are you? how've you been" bullshit and then walk off bitching about how that was so-and-so, who you last saw at graduation and oh haven't they gotten prettier/fatter/whatever.

Christmas use to be my favorite holiday, my favorite time of the year. It was perfect. Now it's deciding whether I want to spend the day with my Mom/Step-Dad/Step-sister or my Dad. And wherever I go is where my sister goes. Either way, I'm going to end up feeling bad about the decision I make, especially if it means that my Dad is by himself. I smile and nod and act like everything's just peachy off at school... it has to be for the over $40k they're sacrificing for me to attend, right? Even if right now I'm wondering what grades I got and if I passed... though I really can't check since I have a financial hold right now.

/rant. I feel a bit better...

welcome to my EVERYDAY life!

[Wildness774]

[quote=argg_xo;30700122]what's up michigan buddy?

good
whatsup
fellow michigan boardie

[speakhandsforme]

The domesticity of Christmas makes me want to puke. I hate the promotion of transparent goodness and whatnot.

That makes me sound really negative....but, oh well.

[MarsEatWorld]

she got me a Wall-E figurine too (im a sucker for cute things) and also gave me TDK on bluray. I might have to go watch it nowwww
cute avatar! wall-e and charmander!!

[songydarko]

Holy shit, was searching threads about Christmas because I love Christmas and I come across this....


You are going to love this Christmas with me this year whether you like it or not. If it means I have to give you anal to enjoy Christmas with me, then so be it. Okay, too far. That won't happen, but you can dream!


Seriously though.... as I've mentioned... we're getting you a mini christmas tree, I'll fucking buy it. And we're going to decorate it all cute and you're gonna have a lil mistletoe above your door. Andddd, I'm gonna give you a damn stocking. YA WUT NAU!

[fake empire]

how cute aww

[4N6 science]

Damn, I was really hoping the anal thing was going to happen!!

[songydarko]

Damn, I was really hoping the anal thing was going to happen!!
hahahah HAIL no.

[4N6 science]

hahahah HAIL no.

I was like what an awesome gift!

It's ok though.

[songydarko]

I was like what an awesome gift!

It's ok though.
If he gets me a cat for Christmas I may think about it.

[4N6 science]

If he gets me a cat for Christmas I may think about it.

I'm sure he will now!

[kemichels]

I'm sure he will now!

She never said it had be living ...*looks for dead strays in alleys...*

[4N6 science]

She never said it had be living ...*looks for dead strays in alleys...*

This is quite true.

[thehereaway]

I'm normally alright around Christmas, but this year it has made me feel so crap. Its just been a constant reminder of how ashamed i am of myself and how bad i've fucked up the past year, and how alone i have become as a result of said fucking up. I've never felt more alone in my life. My Birthday is 5 days before Christmas, so that was a massive kick in the balls reminder when that came around too.

Wow, I was a total downer this time last year.

[songydarko]

She never said it had be living ...*looks for dead strays in alleys...*

Um asshole, I want a LIVE BABY CAT. So there!

[Mibabalou]

christmas makes me have sex more often

its cold and bitches like to cuddle

[DaveZeroZero]

She never said it had be living ...*looks for dead strays in alleys...*
you totally passed your LSAT with logic like that.

So, how does it make you feel that I'm already at law school? ;)

[phil19]

this year will be the first time in three years i'll be single at christmas. just as i was really starting to enjoy having people around and having places to go. not sure how i'll feel. hopefully it will be ok

[4N6 science]

you totally passed your LSAT with logic like that.

So, how does it make you feel that I'm already at law school? ;)

Get on here more!

[argg_xo]

I'm excited for this Christmas, I'll actually be able to enjoy it instead of being miserable and working in retail. I'll be a little poorer than usual but homemade gifts usually are the best amongst my friends.

[zion the lion]

I just go to the shooting range more often, I'm getting really good at it.

[kemichels]

Boom. Winter depression has officially kicked in.

[kemichels]

you totally passed your LSAT with logic like that.

So, how does it make you feel that I'm already at law school? ;)

asshole :) I gotta wait like 7 months lol

[Car Crash Dream]

I hate the fact that my parents smother me in presents and like half of the stuff they buy, I never use. My mother told me this year I am getting one present, an expensive one, and I am 'guaranteed to love'. It is either A. A new car, which I doubt because I already pretty much own my father's Mazda 3 and I fucking love that car to death. (I actually yelled at the top of my lungs at a 15 year old girl and her mother for bumping the back of my car so slightly it literally left only a half inch wide black spot.) B. A Playstation 3, C. A very large TV, which I doubt because I just bought a 27" 1080P television this past June, for myself. I can't really think of any others, except maybe a trip or something. Maybe a hooker.

[Car Crash Dream]

I just go to the shooting range more often, I'm getting really good at it.
http://www.snowghilliesuits.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/snow-camo-2.jpg

With one of those, you could kill off all of Alaska.

[kemichels]

I hate the fact that my parents smother me in presents and like half of the stuff they buy, I never use. My mother told me this year I am getting one present, an expensive one, and I am 'guaranteed to love'. It is either A. A new car, which I doubt because I already pretty much own my father's Mazda 3 and I fucking love that car to death. (I actually yelled at the top of my lungs at a 15 year old girl and her mother for bumping the back of my car so slightly it literally left only a half inch wide black spot.) B. A Playstation 3, C. A very large TV, which I doubt because I just bought a 27" 1080P television this past June, for myself. I can't really think of any others, except maybe a trip or something. Maybe a hooker.


well, I'd sure use a new car or a very large tv, soooo if you want to hook me up, feel free.

[kemichels]

this year will be the first time in three years i'll be single at christmas. just as i was really starting to enjoy having people around and having places to go. not sure how i'll feel. hopefully it will be ok

heh, I know how that is. Last year's Valentines day I was single for the first time in so, so long. It was kind of cool though...I ended up with more or less 2 dates. But then I ran into my ex-gf at the bar. Not so good.

Christmas won't be too bad...just spend it with family. If you know any single girls in the same boat, take them to see some christmas lights or a show or something...maybe itll lead somewhereeee

[Car Crash Dream]

well, I'd sure use a new car or a very large tv, soooo if you want to hook me up, feel free.
I think I might use them to decorate my closet.

[A7XXX]

October is the most depressing month for me and it'll probably go downhill from there. Don't get why people like to make such a big deal about Halloween or Christmas in general. Just another excuse for them to get drunk and do crazy stuffs. The only thing I'm looking forward to now is a break from school but that's hardly exciting.

[phil19]

heh, I know how that is. Last year's Valentines day I was single for the first time in so, so long. It was kind of cool though...I ended up with more or less 2 dates. But then I ran into my ex-gf at the bar. Not so good.

Christmas won't be too bad...just spend it with family. If you know any single girls in the same boat, take them to see some christmas lights or a show or something...maybe itll lead somewhereeee

two dates is good work but eek, that ex run in doesnt sound good at all.

thanks man, i really appreciate the advice. i hope you're right.

[DaveZeroZero]

Get on here more!
Maybe.
If you're lucky.
Or if I decide I want to fail.

asshole :) I gotta wait like 7 months lol
Suckerrrrrr.

[4N6 science]

Maybe.
If you're lucky.
Or if I decide I want to fail.


Oh yeah...how's school going?

[ted is lying]

Kemichels
Every single one of my post makes me feel like your in a state of depression. I can't remember who it was I was talking about anti-depression medicine and seeking help. Maybe it is being stuck in the terrible state of Wisconsin that is making you so down in the dumps. Also a few weeks I went there a mild state of depression but thanks to talking it out back on my A game.

[kemichels]

Kemichels
Every single one of my post makes me feel like your in a state of depression. I can't remember who it was I was talking about anti-depression medicine and seeking help. Maybe it is being stuck in the terrible state of Wisconsin that is making you so down in the dumps. Also a few weeks I went there a mild state of depression but thanks to talking it out back on my A game.

errr ya should write that again. I don't really get what you meant.

[songydarko]

errr ya should write that again. I don't really get what you meant.

I think he's trying to say he thinks you're depressed, which is kind of creepy.

[kemichels]

I think he's trying to say he thinks you're depressed, which is kind of creepy.

I'm surprised you could put that together, lol. I sure couldn't.

[songydarko]

Boom. Winter depression has officially kicked in.

Fail.

[kemichels]

Fail.

Why's that a "fail"?

[songydarko]

I'm surprised you could put that together, lol. I sure couldn't.

He just worded it weird. You could get the general idea though.

[songydarko]

Why's that a "fail"?

Because, Christmas time should be happy.

[kemichels]

He just worded it weird. You could get the general idea though.

yeah, i just didn't get this "Every single one of my post makes me feel like your in a state of depression."

And maybe it's just been the shitty grey weather, who knows.

[ted is lying]

yeah, i just didn't get this "Every single one of my post makes me feel like your in a state of depression."

And maybe it's just been the shitty grey weather, who knows.
I dont know when ever I read your post lately they seem to have a feel of depression I guess. Could be wrong.

[Whimsikill]

I don't like buying gifts, and now that my parents are paying most of my college costs I feel bad asking for any also. However, my extended family gets along well with each other so I actually enjoy spending time with them over Christmas and other holidays.

[Urglegrew]

I'm skipping Christmas and going snowboarding for four days, skipping the family reunion things. I'm pretty excited

[songydarko]

The only reason Christmas ever makes me sad is because 90 percent of my family live in Germany and I can't spend it with them. :(

[kemichels]

The only reason Christmas ever makes me sad is because 90 percent of my family live in Germany and I can't spend it with them. :(

make me sad because I don't really have a family.

[songydarko]

make me sad because I don't really have a family.

We both suck then.

[Kassie09]

I used to love Christmas.
But my family really does nothing special for it, I mean yeah we get presents..but like all my extended family doesn't get together or anything.

I used to just hang out with my exboyfriend all day because he was jewish so christmas was of no importance to him.

But now we're not dating sooo, i'll probably just like, watch tv all day and sit on the internet. but the internet will be inactive because everyone else does shit on christmas
fml

[songydarko]

I used to love Christmas.
But my family really does nothing special for it, I mean yeah we get presents..but like all my extended family doesn't get together or anything.

I used to just hang out with my exboyfriend all day because he was jewish so christmas was of no importance to him.

But now we're not dating sooo, i'll probably just like, watch tv all day and sit on the internet. but the internet will be inactive because everyone else does shit on christmas
fml

Yeah my family doesn't do anything crazy special either so I usually end up eating the big dinner my mom makes. Then I just sit on the damn computer too. Sucks.

[Kassie09]

Yeah my family doesn't do anything crazy special either so I usually end up eating the big dinner my mom makes. Then I just sit on the damn computer too. Sucks.

It's so lame. It makes me so jealous of everyone who has huge families and like people fly in from other states and stuff. It seems so fun.

[songydarko]

It's so lame. It makes me so jealous of everyone who has huge families and like people fly in from other states and stuff. It seems so fun.

I completely agree! Most people complain about big gatherings like that but I would kill to have that.

[Kassie09]

I completely agree! Most people complain about big gatherings like that but I would kill to have that.

Same! They act like it's so terrible but I think it'd be the highlight of my year.I'd look so forward to it!

/emooo

[kemichels]

I completely agree! Most people complain about big gatherings like that but I would kill to have that.

don't think you would like it so much if you're family was bickering the whole time.

[songydarko]

don't think you would like it so much if you're family was bickering the whole time.

My German family wouldn't be.

[kemichels]

My German family wouldn't be.

just saying...that's why people (like me) complain.

[songydarko]

just saying...that's why people (like me) complain.

I guess yeah. I understand that.

[ghelms88]

Ted Danson in Becker said it best.

Holidays suck. I mean, you start at Thanksgiving with an idea of what things should be. By Chirstmas, all your dreams are shot to hell. Everyone drinks on New Years Eve to forget about how bad the past month was. Then they start the new year with their heads in the toilet, which is pretty symbolic if you think about it.

[cohenisababe]

don't think you would like it so much if you're family was bickering the whole time.

exactly my family's problem. the tension is soo bad over the holidays..makes me not want to go.

i used to love christmas..and but with all the bickering and the fact that i associate christmas with a failed transplant..im much happier skipping.

[DaveZeroZero]

Oh yeah...how's school going?
Yeah, it's going pretty well, thanks. I'm looking forward to going home for Thanksgiving next weekend, though - it means I'll be able to pick up all of the Kraft mac'n'cheese my mom picked up for me when she was in the US last month :D

[4N6 science]

Yeah, it's going pretty well, thanks. I'm looking forward to going home for Thanksgiving next weekend, though - it means I'll be able to pick up all of the Kraft mac'n'cheese my mom picked up for me when she was in the US last month :D


Well glad to hear it. Have you been poking any babes lately?

Kraft is the best mac and cheese!

[Mandee, darling]

christmas isn't the same since my parents divorced. my dad doesn't have anything to do with me and my mom barely has the money each year cause of all my dad has financially put her through. yeah, i ask for things but never expect them, and i'm never disappointed. i would rather see her able to pay her bills than see her get me the latest ipod or something.

my dad is a fucking douche. and that's the main reason christmas typically depresses me. i hope this year is different, ya know?

[DaveZeroZero]

Well glad to hear it. Have you been poking any babes lately?

Kraft is the best mac and cheese!
Alas, no, not since that one time. I pretty much fail at bringing the girls to the yard. And by the yard I mean my room.

Maybe the mac'n'cheese will change that!

How've things been with you, Jon?

[Jake Denning]

christmas isn't the same since my parents divorced. my dad doesn't have anything to do with me and my mom barely has the money each year cause of all my dad has financially put her through. yeah, i ask for things but never expect them, and i'm never disappointed. i would rather see her able to pay her bills than see her get me the latest ipod or something.

my dad is a fucking douche. and that's the main reason christmas typically depresses me. i hope this year is different, ya know?

essentially in the same boat. My parents got a divorce in the summer and it really hasnt affected me until now. I just dont like the holiday season anymore. All I want is a little bit of money to make sure I dont miss a payment on my cell bill.

[Chrisj182]

Christmas depresses me now, since my parents divorced and stuff.

[4N6 science]

Alas, no, not since that one time. I pretty much fail at bringing the girls to the yard. And by the yard I mean my room.

Maybe the mac'n'cheese will change that!

How've things been with you, Jon?

Well keep your head up bro, maybe a few ladies will stray into the yard and you can pounce on them!

Mac'n'cheese can invariably make you 56.7x sexier.


Everything is good with me. Graduate school is pretty hard but I'm well on my way to becoming a forensic scientist!

[shimmyshakes]

I hate Christmas. I hate receiving gifts. I hate how much people worry about gifts. I hate how much people worry and bitch about the dinner.

[aerofan11]

I love the build up for Christmas. Normally, everyone is in a much better mood. I also love all the pretty lights/decorations around town.

[Lemmi!]

happy/sad at the same time

[limepomegranate]

Since my mom died I get more depressed around Christmas. It's our family's big thing we always go all out for it. It still remains my favorite Holiday though!

[Mandee, darling]

essentially in the same boat. My parents got a divorce in the summer and it really hasnt affected me until now. I just dont like the holiday season anymore. All I want is a little bit of money to make sure I dont miss a payment on my cell bill.

i've been living like this since '03, and i can guarantee no one has taken/ing it worse than i have/am. but i do hope that your situation gets better.

[stfu_man]

I love Christmas but my fiance leaves for Iraq two days after Thanksgiving so needless to say I'm depressed and Christmas will suck this year. :-(

[DaveZeroZero]

Well keep your head up bro, maybe a few ladies will stray into the yard and you can pounce on them!

Mac'n'cheese can invariably make you 56.7x sexier.


Everything is good with me. Graduate school is pretty hard but I'm well on my way to becoming a forensic scientist!
And when you graduate you can swab me any time you like ;)

[4N6 science]

And when you graduate you can swab me any time you like ;)

Haha..yes I want a buccal swab so I can get a full profile for you Dave and then submit it to the European DNA database.

[AlexEnglish]

i fucking love christmas. everybody is nicer to eachother with few excpetions

[kerropi]

Idk, I can't handle x-mas sometimes, I feel bad for the people who can't afford presents for thier family, and kids who don't celebrate x-mas as part of thier religion, but being surrounded at school by people who do.
I like the holiday season it self though. Yet I don't like the stress. It's fun when your little.

[jonny4star]

i used to be excited for christmas but then my mom started saying how we werent going to get anything. she just ruined everything. not that i really care for myself, but that's rude to do to little kids.

[overdrive91]

Christmas makes me happy as hell. Alcohol, presents and turkey. Best day of the year.

[argg_xo]

Christmas makes me happy as hell. Alcohol, presents and turkey. Best day of the year.
I wholeheartedly agree with this statement.

[overdrive91]

I wholeheartedly agree with this statement.

Hypothetical hi five. 31 days till christmas. 32 for americans.

[argg_xo]

Hypothetical hi five. 31 days till christmas. 32 for americans.
:highfive:

[Adam106]

I don't like the gifts anymore. It's all about the festive cheeses for me.

[xAnti-Violentx]

I know this will sound ridiculous, childish, immature whatever.. but I really do hate christmas...
and unfortunately due to some things in my family that occured in the past i have quite good reasons to hate it that much... it just brings back such painful memories... Not to mention the New Year. I think I'll go nuts this year. I even found some very old christmas cards.. and it was so painful to read them. I hope that december will be over quickly.

[Waldorf]

I still believe in Santa Claus.

[DaveZeroZero]

Haha..yes I want a buccal swab so I can get a full profile for you Dave and then submit it to the European DNA database.
Is that so they can do research on the genetic basis for my awesomeness?

[samsara]

I'm not gonna lie. I dont really like christmas. Its so depressing because I dont get to see my sister and this is the first time without my grandpa, and its weird because he is always been one half of a whole and its like there is something big missing. Not to mention my aunts act like total bitches now.

[kemichels]

Bumping, because Christmas hasn't got any better.

[songydarko]

Bumping, because Christmas hasn't got any better.

That's dumb. You'd like Christmas if you were with me tonight.

[kwsqd]

That's dumb. You'd like Christmas if you were with me tonight.
:-|

[songydarko]

:-|

Don't give me that look, he's my boyfriend ya freak.

[kwsqd]

Don't give me that look, he's my boyfriend ya freak.
I know, I made the "DROP THE ZERO GET WITH THE HERO" meme.

[songydarko]

I know, I made the "DROP THE ZERO GET WITH THE HERO" meme.

So it was you huh?

[kwsqd]

So it was you huh?
Yeah, I told you in the thread!

[songydarko]

Yeah, I told you in the thread!

I must've forgotten! So what's the reason you made it?

[kwsqd]

I must've forgotten! So what's the reason you made it?
to bring the lolz.

[songydarko]

to bring the lolz.

didn't rly.

[PezMullet]

Chrismas is a good time to get drunk everyday without my parents being mad about it.

[kwsqd]

didn't rly.
it did for other people.

[songydarko]

it did for other people.

Good job.

[kwsqd]

Good job.
someone is in a mood.

[songydarko]

someone is in a mood.

Naw! Just saying congrats!

[kwsqd]

Naw! Just saying congrats!
what for?

[kemichels]

Chrismas is a good time to get drunk everyday without my parents being mad about it.

My mom doesn't drink, and I think I'd feel weird just getting utterly plastered tonight in front of her. Are bars open xmas eve? lol

[PezMullet]

My mom doesn't drink, and I think I'd feel weird just getting utterly plastered tonight in front of her. Are bars open xmas eve? lol

Yeah. I'm going out tonight.

[songydarko]

My mom doesn't drink, and I think I'd feel weird just getting utterly plastered tonight in front of her. Are bars open xmas eve? lol

Going to a bar christmas eve, seriously? Instead of coming here and being with me, you're considering that. Not okay.

[kemichels]

Going to a bar christmas eve, seriously? Instead of coming here and being with me, you're considering that. Not okay.

Joking, obviously.

[kwsqd]

trouble in paradise.

[songydarko]

Joking, obviously.

Right...

[songydarko]

trouble in paradise.

blame kemichels.

[kemichels]

trouble in paradise.

I'm clearly a zero, so it wouldn't be paradise, right?

[kwsqd]

I'm clearly a zero, so it wouldn't be paradise, right?
who said anything about you being a zero?

[songydarko]

This stupid thread should have never been bumped.

[kemichels]

who said anything about you being a zero?

You said you made the meme "Ditch the zero"...correct?

[kwsqd]

You said you made the meme "Ditch the zero"...correct?
It was a joke. We're friends on here..

[up da punx]

This shit's gettin heated

[kemichels]

It was a joke. We're friends on here..

yah I know, lol.

Sorry...having a bad day here, primarily because I have to work, I think, but mostly because Christmas is just kinda mehhhh lately.

[kwsqd]

yah I know, lol.

Sorry...having a bad day here, primarily because I have to work, I think, but mostly because Christmas is just kinda mehhhh lately.
only a half day here but my boss brought in vodka and champagne so weere all drunk haha

[kemichels]

only a half day here but my boss brought in vodka and champagne so weere all drunk haha

hah, where do you work?

[Thesleepingwell]

The older you get, the sentiment goes with it.
Everything I'll get this year, I could buy with the wages I earn from working.

The build up is just daft. Christmas arrives and then, it's over.
When you have a small family and you've got a small social circle, it's not really fun.

But if I had a girlfriend, I'd probably be saying something completely different.

[xxxfreakxxx]

i feel the same,
When i was younger i used to be all excited bout decorating and stuff.
dont see the point in it no more.
o well

[argg_xo]

Tsk tsk, why's everyone gotta be such downers?!

[just.Starla.]

i feel the same,
When i was younger i used to be all excited bout decorating and stuff.
dont see the point in it no more.
o well
Agreed on all of this. This year it's like everyone is happy about the holidays except for me.

[xxxfreakxxx]

Agreed on all of this. This year it's like everyone is happy about the holidays except for me.
I'm not all happy bout the holidays either.
like I'm thankful i got to see my family cause i don't get to see them all that often.
and I'm thankful for the presents i got but other then that its not all that.

[deFobbed14yrs]

xmas is great when it's not being hosted at your house. or else your mom goes psycho and bitches at you to clean the already immaculate house and since you're indian it's not like you even celebrate xmas anyway and long gone are getting presents, even though you decorate a tree and put up lights, nevermind you still haven't gotten anything for your birthday that was 10 days ago.

/rant, i just want one gift, just one.

i miss college

[phil19]

this is the first christmas ive really been depressed over. it sucks

[SofiaHxC]

Everyone´s so fake during xmas.

[kerropi]

i LOVE XMAS!!! fAMILY, FOOD, PRESENTS, FUN.

[spritelybrin]

mmm im glad im not alone on this! its been ages since i remember really being excited about Christmas...my family doesnt really know me at all..so i never really get anything of use besides money which usually goes to bills lol i thought this year maybe just maybe the guitar in the mail at my grandparents was for me..no my mum decided to try taking it up again and said she didnt know i wanted anything like that lol and i looked at getting new black converses when i was at the store with her...didnt get that either lol im not saying im a spoiled brat and want all kinds of stuff just one thing that i could truely use...not random jewelry ill never wear or gloves or fuzzy socks? from my dad's side...and my uncles on my mum's side hardly ever buy my presents ..ever..not even when i was younger lol except when my uncle chris got me an ipod for my 21st bday and i cried lol..

me and my sisters (i have a step sister and a half sister) were talking about how some gifts are just a givin as your kids grow up..like a digital camera...never have ever owned one or received one as a gift lol...and its not even just that...its whether or not my dad decides to show up ..with his gf and her lil girl...whom apparently most of my dads side think is his..but he says she's not but he also said that about my half sister..lol and i neverrr drink in front of my mum's family..they wouldnt be pleased lol...whatever i much prefer Fourth of July..warm weather, cook outs, long islands, good friends , and fireworks! prob why i love new years too. =) i feel ya KevO...we've only got umm 3 mmore months of this shit weather??

/rant