black rose
01/10/09, 08:54 PM
I'm probably not important nor popular enough to make a thread about this. And Fallon will probably lock it before anyone sees it. But I'm leaving AP. Probably for good. I've fucked up my life (my real life) so much lately, that I need to get that in order (yeah, yeah, personal forum, blah blah). I'm in school, I have a job, and a boyfriend and they all need my attention more than an internet forum does. Don't get me wrong, I've loved this place. It's almost been three years, and contrary to my post count, I spend a helluva lot of my time here. Goodbyes are in order (the most important one was already given out), if you care.
Erick (underthetalking): You pretty much know what goes here. I'm sorry we couldn't talk after whatever happened with you. I think you're a stand up guy. It was really, really hard to know that you had time for everyone else on AP except for me. I know for a fact that it was personal. But I hope everything in your life goes great, I really do. Because you deserve it. Just wanted you to know that it sucks being ignored. I guess I can say this all because I'm not afraid of what you'll say or think. But I hated that, I really did.
Chris(CharlieKilo): Dude, you fucking rock. Well, I suppose the correct term is "you fucking punk". You are one of the coolest dudes here. You're so chill. You were my first real friend here. Thank you. Thanks for being interested.
Clayton (untilitkillsyou): You were always there for me, randomly IMing me to chat. Thanks for that. You're profile picture (the one with you on the mattress going down the stairs) always made me laugh. Like, out loud.
Mike (HangslikeHeaven): I haven't talked to you in a while, but you deserve to be here, because we always had fun talking, and I remember something about Euchre, so that's pretty freaking rad.
Jon (Handlikesecret): We talked on AIM like hellaz back in the day. I'm going to miss that. You're young (the only one under 20 in this group so far, hahaha weird), but damn you're cool. Keep being awesome, and keep making those away messages in red, even if I won't see them anymore.
Well apparently I was only friends with guys. Huh. Anywho, I did this in the Music Forum because this is where I basically lived the past two and a half years. But I have to do this. Whether or not you care that I'm leaving, I'm sure that if you opened this thread, you said something to me, made me laugh when I felt shitty, or was a pretty cool person to me at some point. And I thank you for that. But I have to move on with my life, and that means leaving AP behind. It hurts, but it's got to be.
Bye kids.
<3
Erick (underthetalking): You pretty much know what goes here. I'm sorry we couldn't talk after whatever happened with you. I think you're a stand up guy. It was really, really hard to know that you had time for everyone else on AP except for me. I know for a fact that it was personal. But I hope everything in your life goes great, I really do. Because you deserve it. Just wanted you to know that it sucks being ignored. I guess I can say this all because I'm not afraid of what you'll say or think. But I hated that, I really did.
Chris(CharlieKilo): Dude, you fucking rock. Well, I suppose the correct term is "you fucking punk". You are one of the coolest dudes here. You're so chill. You were my first real friend here. Thank you. Thanks for being interested.
Clayton (untilitkillsyou): You were always there for me, randomly IMing me to chat. Thanks for that. You're profile picture (the one with you on the mattress going down the stairs) always made me laugh. Like, out loud.
Mike (HangslikeHeaven): I haven't talked to you in a while, but you deserve to be here, because we always had fun talking, and I remember something about Euchre, so that's pretty freaking rad.
Jon (Handlikesecret): We talked on AIM like hellaz back in the day. I'm going to miss that. You're young (the only one under 20 in this group so far, hahaha weird), but damn you're cool. Keep being awesome, and keep making those away messages in red, even if I won't see them anymore.
Well apparently I was only friends with guys. Huh. Anywho, I did this in the Music Forum because this is where I basically lived the past two and a half years. But I have to do this. Whether or not you care that I'm leaving, I'm sure that if you opened this thread, you said something to me, made me laugh when I felt shitty, or was a pretty cool person to me at some point. And I thank you for that. But I have to move on with my life, and that means leaving AP behind. It hurts, but it's got to be.
Bye kids.
<3