zombie89
01/19/09, 08:53 AM
I just can't stop, I've got to find someway to reach the top
The buzz I've dreamt of for so long, has kept me awake all weekend
At work I feel drained, can't concentrate
I've gone into overdrive, the moment I picked up that bass
I showed the world what I'm made of that one night
Everything felt so right
Now I'm left in this whirlwind
Can't watch tv, can't walk down the street
People know my name, people stare at me
Is it me? Or is it this? Is it nothing?
I'm left in a fragile state
As the months go on, I can't top that night
I dream and dream about every motion, every thought
Every ounce of freedom, I feel sad
The whole epitome of my being is in question
My dreams are being crushed to the very floor
Myself exposed, the cameras are flashing
What has happened to me?
Am I delluded? I think so, but then I think again
I have to be this way! It never ends
If I don't create my own concuction <-- (is that how u spell it?)! Lol!
Of this insanity I turn into art
It's so wrong, yet so right, am I living the rockstar life?
It all crashes down and I see how insecure I am
I walk into places, that were once my home, shaking
I feel a new generation of people who don't know me
Staring on at me bewildered by my actions
It's hard to explain and now I'm recooperating
In the house of damaged souls
Turning round and round in myself
I don't want help, I think I need a brain transplant
I see flashes running through my mind
When I was a little girl
So innocent and full of life
Blonde hair and diva
You can't escape yourself
No drugs, no hypnosis, no extremeties
It's this, only this, forever
Maybe I can finally love myself?
The buzz I've dreamt of for so long, has kept me awake all weekend
At work I feel drained, can't concentrate
I've gone into overdrive, the moment I picked up that bass
I showed the world what I'm made of that one night
Everything felt so right
Now I'm left in this whirlwind
Can't watch tv, can't walk down the street
People know my name, people stare at me
Is it me? Or is it this? Is it nothing?
I'm left in a fragile state
As the months go on, I can't top that night
I dream and dream about every motion, every thought
Every ounce of freedom, I feel sad
The whole epitome of my being is in question
My dreams are being crushed to the very floor
Myself exposed, the cameras are flashing
What has happened to me?
Am I delluded? I think so, but then I think again
I have to be this way! It never ends
If I don't create my own concuction <-- (is that how u spell it?)! Lol!
Of this insanity I turn into art
It's so wrong, yet so right, am I living the rockstar life?
It all crashes down and I see how insecure I am
I walk into places, that were once my home, shaking
I feel a new generation of people who don't know me
Staring on at me bewildered by my actions
It's hard to explain and now I'm recooperating
In the house of damaged souls
Turning round and round in myself
I don't want help, I think I need a brain transplant
I see flashes running through my mind
When I was a little girl
So innocent and full of life
Blonde hair and diva
You can't escape yourself
No drugs, no hypnosis, no extremeties
It's this, only this, forever
Maybe I can finally love myself?