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FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 09:45 PM
That is all. :(
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 09:52 PM
Haha, hey there. I didn't want to make this thread in the general forum because I didn't wanna make it look like I was crying for attention since I'm not. What's up?
Haha, yeah. It's 6.45am and I have to go to school soon..:( you?
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 09:55 PM
it's 9:45 last night in comparisson to you.. i'm sittin at home listening to music and just kinda sittin here. i dunno, i'm just sad and i don't know why. i guess when i'm alone i think too much about how i feel lonely.
bummer, sorry you've got school soon :-/
Yeah, thats too bad..so you feel down but dont know why? I get that sometimes..just put on some good music and think about something else. Talking of music, I like your review of Crimson. Alkaline Trio rock :) I just saw them on Friday.
apoemtothedead
09/04/05, 10:06 PM
Me too Morgan. Me too.
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 10:10 PM
Yeah, thats too bad..so you feel down but dont know why? I get that sometimes..just put on some good music and think about something else. Talking of music, I like your review of Crimson. Alkaline Trio rock :) I just saw them on Friday.
Hey thanks for checkin out my review, that means a lot. Yeah I've always had problems with depression and have cut here and there.... Early this summer it was bad because I got the official news that I had failed out of college, but things had been going better until lately. There's just no one around where I live to hang out with except for my best friend who is in Hawaii right now. Haha, i have been listening to good music though. Nightmare Of You is just owning me lately and i finally checked out The Smiths tonight and am glad i did because i love them now too. Thanks for bein really cool with all this, what's your name? I'm Morgan and have been on the site since November of last year, but my old name got banned. (FstFtsVsFences)
Me too Morgan. Me too.
:( I can't wait till the show Tuesday. Things are a drag here.
Yeah I know who you are :) I'm Mark and have been around for quite awhile, just dont post much. PeeDster showed me AP ages ago, but it's only recently that I'm posting more. That's too bad you have no one to hang out with, I wish I knew what to say but I dont really. Anyways, sorry but I've got school now :( See you around. Cheer up my friend :)
apoemtothedead
09/04/05, 10:13 PM
Yeah here too. It probably sounds weird, but I hate most of my friends, and it's too late in this part of my life to do anything about it. It'll be good to see an unfamiliar familiar face, if you get what I'm saying.
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 10:14 PM
Yeah I know who you are :) I'm Mark and have been around for quite awhile, just dont post much. PeeDster showed me AP ages ago, but it's only recently that I'm posting more. That's too bad you have no one to hang out with, I wish I knew what to say but I dont really. Anyways, sorry but I've got school now :( See you around. Cheer up my friend :)
Haha, nice to meet you Mark. Seems like the coolest guys I know are named that. Good luck with school dude! :thumbsup:
apoemtothedead
09/04/05, 10:15 PM
Yeah I know who you are :) I'm Mark and have been around for quite awhile, just dont post much. PeeDster showed me AP ages ago, but it's only recently that I'm posting more. That's too bad you have no one to hang out with, I wish I knew what to say but I dont really. Anyways, sorry but I've got school now :( See you around. Cheer up my friend :)
Gimme my name back. :)
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 10:16 PM
Yeah here too. It probably sounds weird, but I hate most of my friends, and it's too late in this part of my life to do anything about it. It'll be good to see an unfamiliar familiar face, if you get what I'm saying.
Dude, that was totally my senior year of high school. We had had pretty much the same group all through grade school on and by then i just couldn't stand anyone except for Mark and Danny. I'm gonna try to get there early so i can be near the front since the bands there are so good live. If ya want someone taggin along with you guys, just say somethin! :D
apoemtothedead
09/04/05, 10:19 PM
Dude, that was totally my senior year of high school. We had had pretty much the same group all through grade school on and by then i just couldn't stand anyone except for Mark and Danny. I'm gonna try to get there early so i can be near the front since the bands there are so good live. If ya want someone taggin along with you guys, just say somethin! :D
Yeah, that'd be sweet. We probably won't be able to get there until the show starts though because my "friend's" sister has crew in Oakland until 630ish. I'll let ya know though.
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 10:20 PM
Yeah, that'd be sweet. We probably won't be able to get there until the show starts though because my "friend's" sister has crew in Oakland until 630ish. I'll let ya know though.
Right on. You want my cell number? I'll PM ya if you want.
What's been going on with you and your "friends"?
apoemtothedead
09/04/05, 10:32 PM
To say they're using me would be an understatement. Everyone's always at my house, eating my food, breaking my things, etc. I was able to write it off for a while as a figment of my imagination, but it boiled over a few nights ago when one of them called me up because there was a movie we had rented but never watched at my house.
"Hey so I have to return that movie"
"Okay."
"I'm 2 minutes from your house, should we watch it?"
"I'd rather not toni..."
"Great see ya in a few"
Movie ended. They left. No goodbye, no nothing.
Last night we went bowling and I got into one of my moods, where I get all depressed and anti-social (but that's another problem) and they all started making fun of me and shit. And I started to realize that I probably shouldn't have been ignoring the signs all summer.
Anyway, your number :thumbsup:. I'll hit ya back with mine, just in case.
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 10:47 PM
To say they're using me would be an understatement. Everyone's always at my house, eating my food, breaking my things, etc. I was able to write it off for a while as a figment of my imagination, but it boiled over a few nights ago when one of them called me up because there was a movie we had rented but never watched at my house.
"Hey so I have to return that movie"
"Okay."
"I'm 2 minutes from your house, should we watch it?"
"I'd rather not toni..."
"Great see ya in a few"
Movie ended. They left. No goodbye, no nothing.
Last night we went bowling and I got into one of my moods, where I get all depressed and anti-social (but that's another problem) and they all started making fun of me and shit. And I started to realize that I probably shouldn't have been ignoring the signs all summer.
Anyway, your number :thumbsup:. I'll hit ya back with mine, just in case.
Dude, i don't wanna say i know your whole situation, but i think i know how ya feel and that definitely isn't a fun thing to go through. Last year at school, my room was the place we used every weekend. whenever we were doing something (even if i didnt really want to) it was always at my place. and then i was expected to be the one with the plan. i ended up getting a fake id (which was nice i will admit) but then i had to get drinks for everyone, fill the room with girls (haha theres something wrong when youre relying on ME to get girls) and then what do i get? nothing. just a messed up room and no one to help clean up.
Just hang in there i guess and if you really do consider them your friends, try and pull one of em aside some time and tell em about it. if they're not cool with you voicing your opinions then you really know whether or not you should be hangin around with them. you're cool, so you deserve good friends around you, it's just a matter of findin em. i didn't really find my close group of friends to college and it wasn't even the group i hung out with regularly: it was a few other people (one of which i was supposed to be rooming with this year).
apoemtothedead
09/04/05, 10:56 PM
Yeah. I know what I should do, it's just one of those things I don't know if I can bring myself to do it.
Anyway, I think I'm going to get my homework out of the way now, so I can enjoy my day tomorrow...posting here.
FstFtsVsFences
09/04/05, 11:04 PM
Yeah. I know what I should do, it's just one of those things I don't know if I can bring myself to do it.
Anyway, I think I'm going to get my homework out of the way now, so I can enjoy my day tomorrow...posting here.
Haha alrighty, well good luck with whatever you decide to do in regards to them, no matter what you do it probably won't be easy, but you just gotta look to see what's best for you in this case. I think it's ok to be selfish here since it sounds like they're kinda bringin you down. Good luck with the hw dude. And odds are, I'll be on here most of tomorrow too since i'll be at work. I have such a social life! :shake:
pinklar
09/05/05, 07:15 AM
i know the whole friends situation all too well, except mine just ditch me and then completely write me off.
SonEric84
09/05/05, 07:16 AM
Friends can REALLY suck sometimes. I'm not sure I know exactly how you feel but I have the kind of friends who only come around when they wanna be bothered and it's like if I don't call to stay in touch we'd probably never talk. It was never like that until about 6 months ago, I dunno what happened and when I say something like "we never hang out anymore" or something to that effect I usually get an "I know" and that's the end of it.
allelish
09/05/05, 10:07 AM
I'm constantly with my friends. I guess i've always been lucky with regard to friends and stuff. I can't recall any of the sort of problems you guys are describing. Not to rub it in or anything though...
Juliet R Delta
09/05/05, 06:51 PM
i find if people like that are claiming to be my friends, i let them go. don't let them use you. i know this is heaps easy to say, not so easy to do... but you don't deserve to be used. i just don't bother with people who are doing things like that to me. so i can say i've been lucky in the friends' stakes, but its all a matter of choice.
guesswhodied
09/05/05, 07:57 PM
I can relate to what some of you guys are talking about. I can't stand a lot of my friends, they all piss me off... They can be cool sometimes, but at other times they are fucking dicks. It can get depressing some days, but I guess you just gotta deal with it.
marbury1414
09/06/05, 01:19 PM
*group hug*
PS. Morgan, I know you'll be back in a year and I know that seems like a long time, but you just gotta stick it out and be strong yo. You'll make it through :wow:
Juliet R Delta
09/07/05, 03:51 AM
could it be? we have a thread where no one has made a post bagging out the person who made the thread?
*overdramatic sigh and faint in shock*
Vanity__Dearest
09/07/05, 05:56 AM
i know the whole friends situation all too well, except mine just ditch me and then completely write me off.sucks...cool people like this kid, and morgan, and tyler and adam...people i meet here, always live on opposite sides of the country...i'm always alone. i'm used to my alone time now tho, and i have a great g/f...and a really close best friend. which is good.
just find things you enjoy alone, so when people ask to hang out,if you don't want to, you can resist it.
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