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02/11/09, 06:56 AM
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I see a world that is growing, and learning, and evolving, for the worst and the best. I look to my left and I see war and pain and suffering in so many countries, children at young ages dieing and little girls and boys being forced into sex slave markets all around the world. I see teenager’s dealing with the stress that this world places on them, from trying to look a certain way or setting the education standards that makes everyone look dumb. These youth are growing to know pain, pride, prejudice and porn. They look for answers that are thrown in thier faces as the world today laughs at thier face and calls them “ugly”, “You wont account for anything”, “You have no purpose”, “You messed everything up”, ” I hate you.” I can see that this is going to destroy them as they look on thier lives in the past to the future and see nothing but a repeat of life that they have known. They turn to what they are given, what can take the pain away. Drugs, Alchohol, Pain, Self-mutilation, Sex, living in darkness, and striving for one purpose and hoping to fnid a light through all the darkness and screaming ” SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM MYSELF” a disaster of love and lies split between the edge of a knife sliding across the youth’s skin as they measure out the pain inbetween the tears and think of what couldve been, as thier friends go and bring thier fathers guns to school and begin to shoot classmates that did nothing to them because after the first shot, it becomes a sickening feeling that lets them get out all the anger of torment pressed upon them for years and years. I see this through my eyes because Ive been in thier shoes I too went to High School, and I too live in America, and I too see the pain and suffering of this world and I know if we dont do something our youth will turn to more of the pain and suffering to overccome the pain and suffering. I sing for the trees and the beach and the breeze of new life and prosperity for my brothers and sister in this world. I too understand the pain and humilation of being stupid and behind in this world, not aquiring the looks so desired by Hollywood and Magazines that pose for the picture of Beauty behind the wax mask of evil, just trying to live. Provide me a excuse, and I wont cut, until then Ill bleed the pain till I die; the words of my generation.
I look to my right and I see a new world emerging, where powers are being controlled and a economic structure is trying to take a mighty hand on this country bulding it with sand and water for now until the evil one comes to bring us all down until then we see a hope for a future in both America and the rest of the world, as some peace may come, though dangers arise, men leave their families to go fight wars for tours and months and years. Protection has become our convience and thats were I lay the hammer down as we take the chair of security and check out boxes with taxes and dollars marking our living as a ticket to a free world, but are we free? Can we really be free from this country? Truth is nothing is free, but we are as free as we can be, as evanglist go over to forign lands and preach the Gospel being beaten to death and tortured in rooms for days and hours for the sake of the name of a God they worship and bring a peace upon themselves becoming the modern day martyr. Praise for those to try to do good, and thank the world for shutting them down. As we sit these people who think that its so hard to share what they believe for sake of pursecution where others in forign lands spend second by second chancing thier very lives not social standard spectrum of profiles but for the sake of Love for those souls. I see a hope. I see that from this point on, a purpose drivin life, can only make sense with God.
I see a world that is growing, and learning, and evolving, for the worst and the best. I look to my left and I see war and pain and suffering in so many countries, children at young ages dieing and little girls and boys being forced into sex slave markets all around the world. I see teenager’s dealing with the stress that this world places on them, from trying to look a certain way or setting the education standards that makes everyone look dumb. These youth are growing to know pain, pride, prejudice and porn. They look for answers that are thrown in thier faces as the world today laughs at thier face and calls them “ugly”, “You wont account for anything”, “You have no purpose”, “You messed everything up”, ” I hate you.” I can see that this is going to destroy them as they look on thier lives in the past to the future and see nothing but a repeat of life that they have known. They turn to what they are given, what can take the pain away. Drugs, Alchohol, Pain, Self-mutilation, Sex, living in darkness, and striving for one purpose and hoping to fnid a light through all the darkness and screaming ” SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM MYSELF” a disaster of love and lies split between the edge of a knife sliding across the youth’s skin as they measure out the pain inbetween the tears and think of what couldve been, as thier friends go and bring thier fathers guns to school and begin to shoot classmates that did nothing to them because after the first shot, it becomes a sickening feeling that lets them get out all the anger of torment pressed upon them for years and years. I see this through my eyes because Ive been in thier shoes I too went to High School, and I too live in America, and I too see the pain and suffering of this world and I know if we dont do something our youth will turn to more of the pain and suffering to overccome the pain and suffering. I sing for the trees and the beach and the breeze of new life and prosperity for my brothers and sister in this world. I too understand the pain and humilation of being stupid and behind in this world, not aquiring the looks so desired by Hollywood and Magazines that pose for the picture of Beauty behind the wax mask of evil, just trying to live. Provide me a excuse, and I wont cut, until then Ill bleed the pain till I die; the words of my generation.
I look to my right and I see a new world emerging, where powers are being controlled and a economic structure is trying to take a mighty hand on this country bulding it with sand and water for now until the evil one comes to bring us all down until then we see a hope for a future in both America and the rest of the world, as some peace may come, though dangers arise, men leave their families to go fight wars for tours and months and years. Protection has become our convience and thats were I lay the hammer down as we take the chair of security and check out boxes with taxes and dollars marking our living as a ticket to a free world, but are we free? Can we really be free from this country? Truth is nothing is free, but we are as free as we can be, as evanglist go over to forign lands and preach the Gospel being beaten to death and tortured in rooms for days and hours for the sake of the name of a God they worship and bring a peace upon themselves becoming the modern day martyr. Praise for those to try to do good, and thank the world for shutting them down. As we sit these people who think that its so hard to share what they believe for sake of pursecution where others in forign lands spend second by second chancing thier very lives not social standard spectrum of profiles but for the sake of Love for those souls. I see a hope. I see that from this point on, a purpose drivin life, can only make sense with God.