Have I Changed?

[Kirsty.com]

People have told me recently, “you’ve changed”, and to be honest, I’m beginning to think, there right. I have changed a lot really. I wish I could just turn back the time, if I could, I would do things so differently. I hate how I’ve treated people, take my family for an example, lately I’ve been awful to them, not listening to them, being rude, not really taking much notice.
I’m sick of living in the expectations of the person I should be, I’m tired of waiting around until something happens, if I want something, I should have to work. I’m bored of being a pushover, I think its time I grew a backbone. There comes a time when you realise what mistakes you have made, what regrets you hold and how many times your heart has been broken. There also comes a time when you decide to let go, move on and do something about it. That time has come.
I’ve hurt a bunch of great people. And I really didn’t mean to. I love them a lot and all I did was destroy it. I tried to hold them close, and by doing that, I ended up pushing them away.
I just wanted to say sorry, to everyone I’ve hurt. In my life ever. And I love you. I love you for just being you, and the fact that you’re all beautiful, in your own way.
I’m sorry I’m such a disappointment.

[Kirsty.com]

Posting this was just really to make me feel better. It helped alot, your thoughts would be apperciated(:

[jagermeister]

AP.net has never brought me to tears before. Well done.

[spansen]

AP.net has never brought me to tears before. Well done.
really? this made you cry?

[Heart-A-Tact]

There comes a time when you alternate between text sizes.

[Kirsty.com]

Sorry to ake you cry:/ Lol And Yeer, Sorry about that, im kinda new to this(:

[jagermeister]

really? this made you cry?

HAHAHA absolutely not. This thread is fucking stupid. But you should totally be able to pick up on AP-style sarcasm by now!!!

[Kirsty.com]

Thanks?:/ I think its kinda mean how you think my upset is funny.

[robat19]

anal?

[spansen]

HAHAHA absolutely not. This thread is fucking stupid. But you should totally be able to pick up on AP-style sarcasm by now!!!
i guess the well done part gave it away. but i was like.. seriously?

[spansen]

oh, and get a livejournal.

[Heart-A-Tact]

oh, and get a livejournal.

Wordpress is the way to go.

[Kozzy333]

I love it when people think they are being deep.

[fulltiltxb00gie]

Wordpress is the way to go.
xanga, ftw

[swt_catastrophe]

please stop posting your blog/diary entries in pl. kthanks.

[ashiex3]

xanga, ftw

ha.
oh my, i remember xanga.
glad i deleted mine.

[robat19]

I’m sorry I’m such a disappointment.


And I know I'm such a disappointment
I know I'm such a disappointment
Believe me, I know

[fulltiltxb00gie]

ha.
oh my, i remember xanga.
glad i deleted mine.
they were all the rage when i was in sixth grade. and i think your avatar is my favorite of the blink ones i've seen. where'd you find it?

[ashiex3]

they were all the rage when i was in sixth grade. and i think your avatar is my favorite of the blink ones i've seen. where'd you find it?

i think i first got xanga in middle school.
my posts were so dumb.

and i just googled 'blink 182' and looked through all the pictures.

[Brooklyn2010]

And I know I'm such a disappointment
I know I'm such a disappointment
Believe me, I know
Ohhh I see what you did there....

one time, two times, three times, four
let every one down a little more
but I'm sorry I don't know,
how to change

[fulltiltxb00gie]

i think i first got xanga in middle school.
my posts were so dumb.

and i just googled 'blink 182' and looked through all the pictures.
i just bitched about my friend's stupid choices.

so much effort. haha

[robat19]

Ohhh I see what you did there....

one time, two times, three times, four
let every one down a little more
but I'm sorry I don't know,
how to change

:highfive:

[4N6 science]

tl;dr and all of life's problems are found at the bottom of a bottle.

[ashiex3]

i just bitched about my friend's stupid choices.

so much effort. haha

ha. yes, the ease of google.

[MarsEatWorld]

I love it when people think they are being deep.
reminds me of john ohhhhhhhh

[live.]

fmylife.com

[MarsEatWorld]

fmylife.com
epic win

[robat19]

I'm just coming over here from that other thread.

[acfrue]

These threads are sooooo annoying. WE DON'T CARE!!!

[4N6 science]

I have a large penis, that pleases many women. Thank you enzyte!

[argg_xo]

i think you've changed for the worst, but that's just my opinion.

[Burning Star IV]

Oh good Lord, another one. Chris must be on vacation.

[4N6 science]

i think you've changed for the worst, but that's just my opinion.

that made me lol!! fucking hilarious. It's the simple things in life.

[MarsEatWorld]

Oh good Lord, another one. Chris must be on vacation.
someone locked the other stupid thread.. why didn't they lock this one as well? haha

[argg_xo]

that made me lol!! fucking hilarious. It's the simple things in life.
i enjoy pina coladas, long walks on the beach, the wind blowing in my hair and getting caught in the rain.

[raychull]

Oh good Lord, another one. Chris must be on vacation.
There's been about twenty of these within a four day span.

[more heart]

I don't think this is the place for this...

[CTMarshall]

go to www.wordpress.com, make an account, enjoy.

[raychull]

go to www.wordpress.com (http://www.wordpress.com), make an account, enjoy.
Congrats on the 1k.
Late pass.

[MarsEatWorld]

There's been about twenty of these within a four day span.
good thing I haven't been on here in a while

[raychull]

good thing I haven't been on here in a while
basically.

it was all like that one thread. only a lot less funny.

[MarsEatWorld]

basically.

it was all like that one thread. only a lot less funny.
oh dang. I missed out then

[CTMarshall]

Congrats on the 1k.
Late pass.

haha..thanks!

[raychull]

oh dang. I missed out then
yeah. not so much.

[raychull]

haha..thanks!
no problem! haha.

[speakhandsforme]

You know, sweetheart, up until this juncture in time, you've never disappointed me.

But now, after reading this thread, you have left me disappointed.

Ironic, eh?

[Tony Pascarella]

In the future, please use this:

http://www.absolutepunk.net/journal.php?do=gotomyjournal&action=addentry