I Can See The Difference

[Calvin's Shadow]

I've tried for you to do
Everything you wanted to
I became something else
Just for you and well
I don't want to
Live my life looking through
The glass, the ice
My sorrow is living proof
I'm going, to take, to break
You're feeling of comfort
It's fate, it fades
I will not betray or hurt
Your time is mine
The thin line will always break
My mind's alive
And I'll do whatever it takes

(Chorus
Looking in the back of your head
I can see the difference instead
Of feeling alive I feel dead
I can't believe what you said

I've lied to you through
All the times you'd said I'd lose
You lied to me through
Anytime in my memory that I choose
I'm tired of always relapsing pain
I'm tired of always feeling the same
I don't see why you left me behind
All I know is that this is my time
I'm rolling away, too late, to stop the fate
I'm going away, to make my way, today
I will not cease to please just to take my leave
Go to a place where I know that I can breath
The meanings are seeming to be the only thing
That will revive me when I linger on
At this rate I'll be falling into a sudden stage
When the main cause of the pain seems to be gone